Dusk

Chapter 27

Ryan heard everything Nisha said, he now understood the reason Dusk wanted to stay away from her even though there was clearly love in his eyes. And also for the attention he had given Ryan, it was obvious because Dusk loved him too. This means Ryan's love doesn't clap one hand.

Ryan didn't want to lose the beautiful girl, he really needed her. Ever since he disappeared this month, it feels like Ryan's life has been a mess. Ryan now did not care what he had to pass in order for Dusk to be his. He'll take the 'fight' path' .

Ryan immediately drove his bike to the luxurious house again, there was still an hour before he worked. The goal he came to the house was to apologize. This is the most important first step to get started.

It didn't take long, at high speed he could get there in a few minutes. When he saw the gate of the house he even remembered the event, which should have been very memorable because this was his first kiss. But he returned to his folly, who kissed Dusk without excuse. Now he finds it hard to meet this girl.

"Excuse me? who's you gonna see?" ask the security guard at the gate.

"Yes sir, I want to see Dusk, does he have a sir?" ryan was polite.

"What do you need to find non dusk?" ask the security guard.

"I'm his college friend sir. Wanna see him, is he there, sir?" bright Ryan.

The security guard seemed to think for a moment, weighing. "I asked you first, huh mas?" said later.

"Yes sir."

After calling his master, he finally allowed Ryan to enter and immediately opened the gate to meet Dusk.

Ryan half ran to the room Dusk, before he was greeted by his aunt and welcome to meet Dusk in his room.

He seemed impatient to meet the girl who had ravaged his heart.

"Assalamualaik."

Ryan was fixated on observing the pale face of Dusk, his sense of heart bursting. Between being happy because he had met the girl he missed, also sad because of the state of Dusk that looks alarming. There was no look of her blushing face anymore, no sweet smile that used to adorn her face.

"Waalaikumsalam, here son, you won the twilight yesterday huh?" ask Mother Resma who is still sitting next to Dusk.

The words of Our Lady of Resma made Ryan return to the real world. Ryan looked at Resma's mother guiltily.

Ryan immediately approached her and knelt down.

"Tante.. I'm sorry, because I became like this twilight." said Ryan sincerely.

"Wake up son, auntie doesn't blame you. Aunty knows that this is the fate of God." said Mother Resma quivered, she could not hold back her tears anymore.

"I really don't know a aunt, actually Dusk is sick?" ryan asked for an answer.

"That's the problem you ask Dusk yes son, let Dusk tell the story." said the mother Resma.

"Hm, good tan."

"Now you wait here, auntie excuse me for a moment, watch the twilight, she's just sleeping."

"Good aunt."

Unknowingly Ryan stroked the pale cheeks of Dusk, this time he looked more thin.

"Senja.." call Ryan.

Only once did Ryan call out to Dusk, but Dusk instantly opened his eyes. A split second of Dusk looked startled, but he immediately smiled, trying to cover up his nervousness.

"Cock you here?" ask her with a still weak voice.

"Yes, I miss you Nja" replied Ryan with a sincere smile.

"Hm? what'sthat?"

"Hahaha, why? You don't miss me?" goda Ryan's.

"Me?" pointing to himself. "Hm? you want?" ask Dusk later.

"I don't know, so I asked you Nja." Ryan looked into his eyes deeply. He clasped his hands tighter. Expecting answers from Dusk.

"About what I said back then I was serious Nja, I love you" Ryan said steadily.

"I know Yan. but I.." said Dusk hanging.

"Please Nja, look inside your heart, do you love me or not? and don't even lie to me!" this time Ryan was a little bit more decisive.

"I'm sick Ryan, my heart is weak, I've had a few weeks of rest after surgery yesterday, this is the umpteenth time I have surgery because my heart is getting weaker, honestly... I love you too, but... I can't have any relationship with you Ryan, I don't want to be anyone's burden when I'm gone." Twilight tears flowed without excuse. He pulled away from Ryan, and cupped his hands covering his cries. His shoulders shook as if signaling his soul which was also shaken over the decision he had taken himself. All this time he really tried hard to hide anything that might be a burden for others, but as if God was testing it. Even not only Ryan who said love to her, yesterday he was also given a statement by Jino. Who even blatantly proposed to Dusk in front of his parents.

The flashback

"Sorry Brother Dusk can not.." said Dusk, his eyes instead looked at his two masters.

"Senja, please give sister a chance to be together forever." Jino still wants to marry Dusk.

Both Senja's parents and Jino's mama are also there, maybe they think Dusk will approve Jino's proposal. Remembering all this time they were so close. What is clear is that the feeling of Dusk towards Jino is only limited to love as a sister, no less let alone more. It seems like they all misinterpreted the attitude of Dusk all this time.

Dusk just silent staring at Jino sad, Jino still continues to try to convince Dusk.

"Sister is not a problem with your illness, really big brother loves you very much Nja, brother promises to complete all your shortcomings."

"This is not the problem, really I'm not wanting to be with any man, and my feelings with my brother are no more as a sister, it feels impossible to be a sister's wife" said Senja sad.

Jino then let go of her hand, her heart right now must be hurting. Maybe if she was a girl, she would have cried.

"Sorry brother, you can come out, my head is dizzy, I want to sleep." drive Dusk to everyone there. Dusk immediately lay down and closed his eyes tightly, he did not want to feel much more compassionate looking at Jino's face, which he loved like his own biological brother.

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