Dusk

Dusk
Chapter 19



Sadness still accumulates in the chest of Dusk.


Jino was just about to meet her dospem.


Dusk deliberately wants to stay here, in the hospital garden which used to be his favorite place when treated here.


Since childhood he has been in and out of the hospital because of his illness. So this is his favorite place, where the smell of medicine has been replaced with fresh air.


Dusk sat on one of the benches under a shady tree. In front of him was a colorful koi fish pond. Swim freely, as if laughing at the dusk that was caged with his sadness.


Suddenly Dusk remembered with someone who was also treated here.


Ryan Arga Renditya,


Ryan was struggling with his laptop again, either to do his job or to relieve boredom because he could not go anywhere.


"Assalamualaikum Yan.." a soft and familiar voice Ryan.


"Waalaikumsalam.why did you come here again?" Ryan said coldly.


"Ish.no papa, just happened to check up." He sat down next to Ryan.


"Who let you in? just go there. The cave doesn't need you.." Ryan was lying and ignoring Dusk.


But Dusk remained out of place, still staring at Ryan in silence.


Dusk observed Ryan's handsome face, impressed firmly, with eagle eyes that make his charm more visible. Although his face was still pale, but still handsome.


"Where? it's mending?" The twilight broke the silence.


Ryan stared at Dusk sharply.


"Hmmm.. How are you? did you say we don't have to see each other again? but now? you come here every day as if you care? don't plan to be a girl..!" ryan was firm.


"Gua does not want to look for problems for you, can be your GIRLFRIEND angry.." this time the tone is soft but full of pressure.


Ryan was still staring at Dusk with a look of intimidation, wanting to immediately get an answer to his question.


Dusk undaunted, he also looked directly into Ryan's eyes. Somehow he also hopes Ryan knows that Dusk also feels something different when with Ryan. Through his eyes he wants to talk.


"I'm dying Ryan.." That's all Dusk can say, but he said it with pressure.


"Whether or not I need to explain, but I'm not in a relationship with anyone, including brother Jino" Dusk said as if he knew what was the burden on Ryan's mind at this time.


"I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone, I don't want to hurt those who love me."


Dusk sighed..


"Then from that, I also forbid you to be close to me!" Dusk again threw his breath out violently.


And Ryan was still staring at Dusk.


There are a lot of questions Ryan wants to ask, but his tongue is a bit dull.


"I'm sorry I hurt you, but right now I just want to follow my heart.."


Dusk fell silent for a moment.


"I just feel uncomfortable, you're here alone in pain, and yes.." The twilight changed his gaze, though,


"You are also my responsibility, you work at my restaurant right." said Dusk with emphasis.


"I'm sorry." said Dusk in the end.


Ryan threw his breath out violently.


His face was down,


"You don't have to apologize, you're not wrong." Ryan said.


Ryan raised his face again, this time smiling kindly.


"I'm the one who should apologize, for being rude to you."


Dusk also smiled warmly,


"Yaudah lupain deh all of them. You have lunch first yes.." Dusk immediately thrust out the food Ryan had not touched.


"Babylon.." Ryan said spoiled.


Dusk was stunned, only this time did he hear this.


Ryan who is usually cold, as soon as this changes.


Unaware, Dusk laughed.


Ryan could not take his eyes off seeing the twilight laughter, this was what he had longed for.


The twilight that laughed off though was not for it.


It's the first time Dusk laughs because of Ryan himself.


"Do I look stupid to you?" ask Ryan lightly.


"Hahaha.I'm sorry, that's not it, I just found out about your nature.." Dusk still laughed happily.


"Or don't you. You're not Ryan? I got the wrong room this time ya.hahaha" Still with his laugh.


"Keep laughing, I'm hungry." said Ryan who also smiled.


"Bawel yes, can't see a little seneng person." said Dusk sebal.


"Fear you're blurring Nja, my legs still hurt to call a psychiatrist." Ryan said lightly.


"Absolutely, neat gini is crazy!" Dusk defended himself.


Dusk soon feeds Ryan, and they end up talking like normal humans. It's not like cats and rats who fight every day.


"Mrs.." Ryan looked at Dusk with a gentle look.


"Hmmm." Their eyes met each other.


Mimik face Dusk immediately turned sad, but he soon remembered will live his life more vigorously again. Dusk does not want, at the end of his life filled with sadness.


Her smile of compulsion was engraved on her beautiful lips.


"I can't answer Ryan, one day you'll know." The smile still hasn't disappeared from there.


"I beg Nja, don't talk like you're going to go, live dead someone instead of us who nja." Ryan pulled out his twilight hand and grasped it tightly. Hoping to strengthen the girl he loves, while acting tough like this.


"Yes yes. bring it. I know what I'm doing.." The twilight still lifted his smile.


"Don't tell the cave to stay away again Nja.." Ryan looked at the twilight.


"That's the impossible gua laslin.." Ryan was sure.


Dusk looked into Ryan's eyes, a look of sincerity there. Ah, Dusk also did not know what he should say.


The ringing of the cell phone breaks this moment,


Brother Jino calling


"Hallo Assalamualaikum sis.."


"Waalaikumsalam is beautiful. Brother is already in the parking lot, you are done? Brother pick you up inside. Where are you?"


"You're done, brother, just wait there I'm out.."


"Not really papa?"


"Yes, brother, take it, brother just wait.."


"OK on pretty.."


The twilight soon moved from its place,


"I'll say goodbye to Ryan, you'll get well soon. Assalamualaikum.." pamit Dusk.


"Waalaikumsalam .. thanks.." Ryan's voice was slightly disappointed.


****


"Assalamualaikum sis.." Dusk approached Jino who was leaning on the car.


"Waalaikumsalam is beautiful. come home.." Jino immediately took Dusk and opened the car door.


"Oh this brother, I can be alone.." Dusk refused.


"You know what you're going in for?" Jino insisted.


"Yes.."


They immediately rolled back home.


Throughout the journey Dusk just silent, his heart was restless thinking about all the words of Ryan earlier.


He was confused, because his name was already engraved in Ryan's heart, as well as the name Ryan who was also always in his mind.


Is this really their destiny?


They met in an accident.


It was as if God planned all this, and Dusk could not avoid that this was His plan.


"Beautiful.." Jino seemed to know the beautiful girl was upset.


Dusk immediately brushed off his daydream, commenting a smile to Jino.


Deg


Ah Jino's heart is pounding. Soon he focused on the streets again, he could fail to focus on seeing the smile of this beautiful girl.


"You are beautiful." said Jino later.


"James.." Dusk smile.


"Beauty should smile often.." - Jayu Jino.


"Ntar can enter RSJ brother.." this time Dusk laughs loosely.


*****


While Ryan was still digesting Twilight's confession, he was quite unexpected. The twilight all this time looks fine. I just knew what was going on yesterday when he fell.


But dusk came saying he was dying.


Is that how painful it is?


What pain is he really?


Ah I don't know..


What is clear is that Ryan will not give up, he is determined to make the beautiful girl happy.


Even though Dusk continues to reject it, but Ryan will not be daunted. His heart was already engraved with the name Dusk...


Wow wow, finally Ryan greg too!


Pepet hold Ryan! Chayooo!!


Do you want a war like Thor?


Yes no, let the spirit .hehehehe


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