Dusk

Chapter 14

This morning we were getting ready to go to college. Dusk immediately went downstairs for breakfast together. The Hanggono family though busy with their respective activities but they still try to start the day for breakfast together. So that the warmth of the family is maintained, also in order to know the news of the family every day.

There is already a mother and sister Jino. Brother Jino is diligent, morning is always here.

"Morning bun. kak Jino. "said Dusk while hugging his mother.

"Beautiful morning" replied Jino.

"For the child. let's sit, this is already the mother readyin. "mother has prepared my breakfast.

As usual Jino just drink, in his hand there is already a glass of milk that has been reduced by half. Still smiling himself staring at Dusk. Twilight was just a head-dark look at Jino.

"Mother..had not returned from Berlin yet?" say Dusk.

"Not yet son. it seems a bit long there, there is a problem anyway like." said mother a little sad.

"Have you missed Dad?" ask Dusk.

"Yes, my son, which wife likes to be left for a long time with her husband.hahaha" mother laughed, her face looks red.

The twilight that saw this felt really good, a family that loved each other. Come to think of it, this family is perfect. No one is perfect in this world. This family is prosperous, harmonious, religious.

But Dusk, the only child with heart disease since birth. Is God not fair?

He leads men to always be grateful and to fear by giving them trials.

And being human will always be a problem for other humans (author pov)

After finishing breakfast, Dusk immediately say goodbye to campus.

"Senja departs yes bund, Assalamualaikum." said Dusk while kissing his mother's hand.

"Waalaikumsalam nak. heart of heart.

"Auntie.. Jino also said goodbye, Assalamualaikum." said Jino later.

"Waalaikumsalam, remember keep the twilight well, not to lose again his son" said the mother-mewanti-wanti.

"Beres bund.." said Jino smiling.

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The sight of the campus residents is very strange, they see Dusk and Jino while the fileak kusuk. Twilight has made this happen. It must have been because of Jino's words yesterday. Dusk has strengthened the heart so as not to be carried away by emotions.

Arriving in class, Dusk was immediately asked by Ridho and Nisha.

"Yes my real brother Jino, my boyfriend, but I had zeyenk yesterday, he wanted to tell me to your father when I ran away yesterday.." Dusk explained to his friend.

"When have you been this close? especially your parents?" asked Ridho while narrowing his eyes. He was clearly suspicious.

"Duh answered let alone try, .. there's no way I'll tell him my bodyguard.." Inner Twilight.

"Zeyenk, what else do you think?" ask Nisha no less suspicious.

"No way.he was his son and father turned out, and yesterday we met, so .. yes that's it." said Dusk.

"Okay, enough here we used to interrogate, the lecturer has entered" said Ridho.

"Thankful. the lecturer entered, not so ngeles again dah I.." Inner twilight relieved.

Somehow Dusk saw Ryan's place, just glanced. Afraid Ryan saw.

"Lho. there is no tuh.." Inner Dusk.

Then I looked up and saw the whole class. But Ryan wasn't here.

Twilight just thinks Ryan's late. He then focused on the lecturer's explanation.

But after a while also Ryan has not been seen, Dusk increasingly restless.

"Is he that angry until he doesn't come in? I'm also thinking far away.." Dusk nodded while shaking his head.

College is finally over today. Dusk was cleaning his desk, his face looked gloomy. Yes, Dusk was sad because Ryan did not go to college because he was upset with him. Or because he was hoping to see Ryan today. I don't know, Dusk really wants to let go of this strange taste.

In the car, Dusk could only be silent looking out. His head was resting on the window. Jino felt strange.

Dusk answered only with a head. Not flinching at all.

"Pretty.. want to walk? ntar brother told mommy?" jino said again.

The twilight just shook her head again.

"Do you want a balloon?" jino selugu said maybe.

This time Dusk looked at Jino. Actually he's very lazy to talk. But seeing Jino who keeps trying him so not hearty.

Dusk commented a smile, shaking his head. That's just the answer twilight.

"Okey is beautiful, but do not frown, ntar so chabby" said Jino while puffing her cheeks.

Actually, if the mood of Dusk is good, he must have been excited to see Jino. But his broken heart still could not be saved. He even became a little annoyed with Jino who continued to force.

"Can't you shut up? Shutup!" snapped Twilight.

Jino was instantly silent. Not saying anything until home.

Dusk also directly entered without saying until tomorrow or greeting though.

Dusk was anxious to cry. Dusk has never been this loud. But what he experienced this time was a complicated heart problem. On the one hand he feels comfortable with Ryan, on the other hand Dusk does not want his name until engraved in Ryan's heart.

Especially until Ryan left college because of Dusk.

Jino saw the back of Dusk enter her house with a look that.. The twilight had already made his heart go numb.

Soon Jino picked up her bike in the garage and gas-tanked her home.

Dusk immediately entered his room, shedding all his cries. He was worried about Ryan but could do nothing.

"Are you disappointed Ryan?

Are you angry?

Or are you sick?

Or are you leaving?

Why do we have this feeling, like this,

I'm sorry Ryan,

My name is Dusk, and you cannot fall in love with me, I will disappear in the dark, soon..

And after this wound, you won't be hurt any deeper because I, enough, let me know my feelings, ah it turns out..

Ilove you... " Light cry in silence.

He wept until God called him to do his duty.

Soon after Dusk bathed and ablution, he wanted to immediately complain to the Khalik. Only He can calm his heart.

"O Allah, O Lord..

To where I am only You know, I know,

The servant asks for your forgiveness, for it has wounded a heart. Not only his heart, Lord, but also my own.

O thou shalt who turneth forth the heart,

Turn our hearts to calm, and patiently accept Your trials. I am so happy with all my pain. I beg you to let your heart accept my decision. Please take care of him for me. If indeed You predestine us together then he will be my soul mate later. Until I'm old"

Dusk spilled everything in his heart.

Her chest feels tight..

"Oh Allah strengthen me... Strenghten. "

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