DREAM CURSE

Eps 56: Feelings that must be held back

On this dark day, I gave up my whole body. What I thought was supposed to be over turned out to be a fatal mistake. And now I have to suffer the consequences.

"Huh, huh, huh..."

I took so many breaths, when I thought this chest was about to break. That horrible dream turned out to be gone just to avenge.

"This is so outrageous!"

But this focus was distracted when my phone rang. "Why did you call me at a time like this?"

"I just miss my boyfriend" replied someone who was none other than Kevin.

I got out of bed, walked to the window. I could see Kevin waving his hand at me.

"You didn't have to do any of this until you came to my house"

"Oh, come. Is it wrong if I want to be in touch with your parents. I'm just trying to be a good daughter-in-law"

I laughed, not because I was happy but because I felt funny. As great as he is, when clearly he is still losing to me. It's so useless.

"I think that level of trust should be removed immediately. Too flashy for a person like you"

"You're such a proud woman, I like her"

"Oh, you go in. I'll be right down when I'm ready"

I turn off the call and get ready to start something new. I feel a little bored, even though this dream is still very disturbing.

But believe me, death is not something I fear.

...~~...

"Why have you been so long? and just wear it" said Kevin, who might be upset?

"We can't manage my life, understand!"

In the meantime, I saw my mom smiling. Maybe because I saw the two of us, or rather because I finally had a boyfriend.

"Yes, my goodness, it's better if you leave immediately. And you're Mira, try a little soft" ~Mama Vira.

"Oh, come on. He's just a girlfriend. Remember, only girlfriend" ~Mira.

I was not happy when my mother told me to change just for having this unclear status. Why do I say that, because dating is a fake relationship made to fill the void.

Kevin and I finally left. I paused for a moment, briefly to enjoy the sweep of the wind. I think there will be a surprise waiting.

"I wish this was the wrong feeling..."

It took about half an hour to get to where it was headed. Yes, we stopped right at a house. More precisely the residence of Klara.

Me, Kevin and Klara decided to have a discussion. I don't think there's any harm in getting Kevin involved.

Although I had warned earlier that this might endanger his life, but he didn't care.

But what is this? Klara went out of town. I closed my eyes feeling anxious with his attitude. And now my morning time is wasted.

"I don't think that's entirely true" Kevin said suddenly.

"What?"~Mira.

"Your time is not wasted"~ Kevin.

I raised an eyebrow, watching this man before me. "Then what now, what are you planning to do this time?"

Kevin smiled, then pulled my hand somewhere. More precisely into Klara's house.

"That's what happens if you haven't asked permission, but unfortunately I'm not that kind of person, look at me having all the keys to this room in this house. Yesterday I went to Klara for permission, and she gave me the key. I think this is more than enough"

obviously Kevin is at length.

I folded both my hands on my chest. I should have known this. Kevin's not that kind of guy.

"Alright, I seem to underestimate you too much"

We both went inside Klara's house. It can be seen how beautiful it is. All in the decor with so fancy but a little old-fashioned.

"I think Klara is the real sultan" I said in awe.

"To be precise, both of his parents really left a fantastic legacy. If totaled it might be able to pay our country's debt"

I looked at Kevin. His words are always right.

"Now you follow me" said Kevin.

I followed, and followed from behind. Kevin took me to a library room.

"Klara says her family has some ancient books about curses. Hopefully, you will probably find a clue about the dream that befell you"

I nodded in understanding. "Then what about Klara?"

"He can't come with us. He's really busy for the next few weeks. He had to take care of the quarrels of some relatives who were currently wanting to bring him down"

I fell silent and looked at some of these books in front of me. "Yes, it must be very troublesome to take care of it. Anything that has to do with money will make someone else go blind. They must've justified any means to make Klara fall"

I closed my eyes, trying to feel a sensation. I think this room has a lot of memories.

Kevin who saw my attitude walked over. "This room is a place of most precious memories for Klara. Klara once said that she and her parents always spent time here" said Kevin who seemed to be trying to explain what I felt while in this room.

"It should be warm even if it is dark"

But wait a minute. Why am I crying?

And without me knowing Kevin was hugging me. "No need to explain, I feel it too" explained Kevin.

We both were equally silent. Somehow this feeling now feels more disturbing than the nightmare.

I think I need to act quickly before this feeling gets stronger.

I pushed Kevin's body away. "Don't get too close to me, we're just establishing this relationship for each other's benefit. Never think of involving feelings, because I, will never have those feelings"

I think this is the right answer. It did not matter whether Kevin would feel the wound upon hearing it. It is better to tell what is true than to continue to give false hope.

Kevin laughed, trying to hold back something that seemed to be about to fall out of his two eyes. "I understand, but you can't make me forget this feeling. But remember this feeling will always be eternal in my heart"

After saying all that, Kevin walked away. Maybe he was trying to hide his pain.

I looked down, always hiding this feeling. But sorry, this heart is still traumatized by a man's love.

Because I once felt the pain of a broken family.

I looked up at the sky. " It's all your fault, papa.."

I walked away looking for a book that might come in handy. Trying to distract this.

I have to put my interests first at this time. And for you Kevin, from the bottom of my heart I beg you to hold on!

Seriate....