DREAM CURSE

Eps 47: The greed of love

"It turns out you guys...!"

It was seen that Fina had caught us both and in this way it meant that we had been caught. In the end we both just sat down.

"What are you two doing here...?!" asked Fina firmly.

"Just keep an eye on someone." I replied.

I really want to run away from here, there is nothing worse than being lectured by Fina to me.

"Gosh, you guys are right...!" Fina complained to both of us.

"But it's not entirely our fault, Mira and I were just trying to foil your dating plans, you two were dating too long so we both decided to foil it" Kevin replied.

I glared at Kevin, so Kevin could easily reveal his plan.

"He's a fool or something..."

If this is the case, let me guess...

"What, why do you two want to derail our two dates ?" ask Devan.

"The rest of you two will definitely be dating her for a long time." I replied.

"We just did it for a few minutes !" (Fine)

"But you two will definitely take a long time" (Kevin)

"How long does it take, according to Lo ?" (Fine)

"A few years "I answered.

But then they both fell silent, me and Kevin then looked at each other, what was with the two of them.

And suddenly Fina laughed out loud, but it only made us both feel confused. Something was funny with both of our answers.

"Wait a minute, did you guys say, a couple of years, which is true, where maybe we both spent that long just dating "

"Oh come on..gue not so crazy that time " (Fina).

"Huh... serious ?" (Mira)

"Well, do you know where you're from ?" (Fine)

"Google.." answered me and Kevin compactly.

And now the two of them are even more laughing loudly, this of course makes me feel embarrassed. And it turns out I'm not just me.

"Emang actually dating that can happen for several years but not continuously or nonstop, but sustainable, for example the date on Wednesday and later continued on another day" explained Devan.

We both fell silent at Devan's explanation. I'm really embarrassed, if there was a time machine maybe I'd use it to escape to the middle ages.

"It's really embarrassing..."

Huh...

Suddenly Kevin leaned his head on my shoulder. His face was shaken with shame. And she looks so cute.

"Oh come on, I really have to run away now..."

"Don't move, I'm so ashamed that you're responsible and you're responsible...!" (Kevin)

"Well... ?" (Mira)

"In exchange let me do this for a moment"(Kevin)

And in the end I let Kevin do this to me. Honestly, I'm embarrassed but what can I do.

Fina who saw us both arrive just took Devan away, albeit with a little coercion.

Long enough we both do this until I unconsciously dissolve in this atmosphere. If only I had a time machine I would make this time stop, I would really enjoy this moment.

I subconsciously asked something I should never have asked.

"Do you still love me...? " tanyaku.

Kevin lifted his head and looked at my face.

"Still.." she answered softly.

"Maybe forever..." (Kevin)

"Why ?" (Mira)

"Because I really love you but on the other hand I hate you for loving you" (Kevin)

"Why do you hate me ?" (Mira)

"Because I'm envious of you, you can always do what I can't, I feel envious every time I see you, I want to always be the best but then I realize you're much better than me "

"But then without me realizing that the hate was actually turned into a feeling, I initially thought of it as a form of hatred but the longer I felt it the greater "

"I just keep beating so fast when I see you, my chest also feels claustrophobic every time I see you feeling sad as if I also feel what you feel "

"And in the end I hate you for loving you "

"But there's no need to bother thinking about me, even though I love you but still this hate is still there, the hate where I want to make you under me "

"The feeling that I want to succeed in controlling you, I want to take control of your life, show that I am more powerful than you and show that I am far above you "

"Love also makes me more greedy, greedy to have you as a whole and you just want to have me." explained Kevin.

"Hahaha.." laughed.

I laughed at Kevin's explanation. Honestly, I'm happy because Kevin still loves me. But why am I not satisfied with the answer.

I still feel the answer is still lacking, but I also do not know where the shortcomings are.

"You're really an honest man" (Mira)

"Thank you for the insults" (Kevin)

"I thank you for still loving me, but can this greedy me ask you to wait any longer ?" (Mira)

"I hate to admit it but I guess I just can't forget this feeling, so I'm forced to have no other answer than to wait any longer..." (Kevin)

"It's good to hear it " (Mira)

In the end we both dissolved in each other's minds.

I felt a feeling raging within me. I felt joy, hate, sadness, greed, and love in ways that could not be explained logically.

But whatever I think about in the end I go back to the original plan.

"You're just a tool to get what I want, Kevin..."

A few hours later...

It seemed that the day was getting late and in the end me and Kevin decided to look for Devan and Fina.

After a long time we both finally found them. It looks like they're going to leave too.

We decided to go home because it was getting late. But then...

I accidentally saw Devan holding Kevin's hand. Looks like Devan doesn't like Kevin. I can already guess what they're talking about but I don't care.

Let it be their business, their own fault for falling in love with me and I don't force them to feel for me anyway.

But it turned out that Fina had also seen the interaction of the two of them. But he doesn't seem to care either. But somehow I felt something strange about Fina again.

Like there was something Fina was hiding from me, since I had already started to feel uncomfortable with this feeling I decided to ask. But then...

Degs...

My heart suddenly felt an excruciating pain like being stabbed. It was as if a knife was continuously piercing my heart.

"Can't..."

The whisper came back and I felt fresh blood coming out of my mouth and I was unconscious in the end.

Now he's back...

"It all looks so dark..."

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