DREAM CURSE

Eps 45: My first date

I took a few steps back when Devan vomited blood. No one cares about me at all about him. Even if he looks dying.

I don't know why I feel this bad, but I like it.

"You're really mean, when I'm dying you smile. Is there not the slightest sympathy for me "devan said to me softly.

I raise my eyebrows next door, I feel sorry for her ?

Silly enough, who he is. He is only a troublesome enemy, for what is pitied. If I'm honest, I think he'd rather die.

"Don't I say it, I won't hesitate to hurt anyone who dares to hurt someone I love, even if I have to use violent means...! " answer.

"You're really mean, but why.I actually like it more, you're really different Amiradian, you should know I love you since our first meeting as a child" (Devan).

"What do you mean ?" ask me in wonder.

What he meant, a true childhood. I don't remember that we both met when we were kids.

"Eh...I haven't told her yet ?" (Devan)

"I don't care anyway I think it's quite a waste of my time, if so goodbye..." (Mira)

I walked away leaving her, she was really troublesome.

"Amiradian listen good if you continue to reject my feelings, I will really destroy his life! " threaten Devan to me.

I stopped my steps hearing the threat. And....

"Huhhhh...?"

"But before that happens, I'll make sure your life is over." I replied.

I smiled with great satisfaction, somehow I felt pleasure. Something is stirring inside me.

It was as if I was enjoying this suffering, it was really troublesome but on the other hand I really enjoyed this moment.

"What being a monster can make me happy like this "

"Ahh. I don't care, suppose I am a monster, but isn't this wrong I shouldn't be like this "

"Why, why do I feel happiness over the suffering of others, what is it with me, why am I..."

"I don't care, if this is needed then all I have to do is accept it..."

Right now I'm right like I'm not. Something is different but what ?

As if I was being controlled by myself, what did I mean I didn't understand but then I quickly forgot about this.

"Whoever help me..."

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Her night...

"Fina can ngak I do not need to wear all dresses, ribet tau ngak...!" my lament.

How not, Fina forced me to wear a dress. Not to mention it's very tight and long, really troublesome.

"Oh come on. It's so beautiful, look so graceful, beautiful.." praise Fina to me.

"Yes, it's good, but I don't like the same rich ginian, besides we are just ngedate doang, do not need to be rich gini..." (Mira)

"Keep lo what, just want to wear rich clothes lo usually right, hoodie the same trousers, yes..." (Fine)

I nodded my head, it's possible that if I act cute Fina won't force me to wear that dress.

"No...!

want you to act cute even though I won't be affected, lo ngak can make rich clothes that, but instead you wear this dress, it's quite simple for the style lo it "

(Fine)

I'm downcast in frustration, Fina is really very troublesome. If so, there is no choice but...

"Well..where are you going ?! don't expect to escape from me...! " fina said stopping my movement.

"God I really lost before it even started, it's really troublesome..."

And in the end I can only give up on everything that happened.

A few hours later...

After a long and fierce battle it finally ended. And now I'm the one who was defeated by a love-drunk girl.

"It's really troublesome..."

I stand in front of the mirror, visible from my reflection I wear a dress that shades of dark red with a touch of hair ribbon inserted next to my hair in the form of flower petals "

"Inlaid with a silver-white necklace with my name's initials, and the dark-black hair outlined will make my hair look radiant "

"And as a cover of the black slop adds to the impression of graceful but simple, what a perfect taste "

"It's not that bad..."

Meanwhile, Fina was smiling to herself like a madman. I look in my shadow.

Is it possible I can do it. Did I really have to destroy her relationship with Devan. I don't want Fina to be sad later but I can't live a lie either.

"If I were just a shadow maybe right now I wouldn't have to think about any of this, if I were just a shadow maybe I'd never have felt this wound, if only." lamented in my heart.

But then...

"Come on. they must have waited a long time." he said to me with a smile.

But when I saw Fina smiling happily, I didn't think it was that bad. Maybe life is not so bad.

As long as there's someone who's always there for me I can get through this.

"I can do it, don't give up..."

We both went down the stairs and it was clear Kevin and Devan were waiting.

I walked over to Kevin, for the first time I showed him my other side.

I can see that Kevin is so fascinated by my appearance. Honestly, I was embarrassed but in the end I pretended not to care.

It was the first time in my life that I dated a man. Never once thought in my mind.

For the first time I felt a different sensation. Something that cannot be explained by words.

"Let's start the game..."

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