DON'T GIVE UP
WHOSE FAULT IS IT
Kukuruyuk it...
I opened my eyes when I heard the sound of a chicken. This morning, I didn't go to school because my injuries haven't healed. I was still thinking with the words of Dio this afternoon, he said to me, "I was finally made aware by our 3rd grade senior back then that you would benefit me."
I can't remember the moment at that time.
"Well..." I'm disappointed in myself because his one-on-one friend has to be the enemy now.
"What's zal?" Mom ran to the room because she heard my screams.
"It's okay ma'am, there's a cockroach so I scream." I got up from my sleep and tried to sit down. The pain in my back and hands was still so intense that I endured the pain in front of my mother.
"E.e zal, why are you?" He was surprised to see me sitting down.
" I want to sit mom, but my back still hurts." I answered him while holding my back.
"You don't push yourself yet zal, your wounds still haven't healed completely." Said me.
I went back to my sleeping position to keep my back from hurting. She smiled at me and said, "you want to bring me breakfast, you eat a lot so you can go to school."
After that, she left the room to go to the kitchen to get some rice and side dishes for me. I just stayed in the room alone and recalled the incident before Dio stayed away from me.
*Flashback*
That day, the day that my classmate and I started going to school. In front of us was a student teacher named Eko and an osis leader named slamet who carried out the school orientation period and the introduction of the school environment. They explained how we should do it later.
There I saw a student who was like a scare when our seniors explained what activities we should do. I tried to get along and get to know him, too,
"Hi, I am an afrizal." I said, extending my hand to her.
"Hi, I'm dio." Reply while welcoming my hand.
We joke every break and he always takes me to eat in the cafeteria. After knowing him, I think he's a good boy and he's always smiling.
He told me that he actually wanted to go into high school instead of smk so he was a little scared when he first entered. However, after he knew the state of school he was no longer afraid of physical or mental activities.
On the last day of the school environment introduction, we were told to carry three bricks placed in a bag and we had to travel up to 16 km.
"Today, the last day of our activities is all in the introduction of the school environment." Said the head of the sausage to the new children.
Me and Dio are different companies, I'm on red and Dio is on blue. Although, we are both different companies, we both always chat when it is a place to rest.
"Straighten your legs and take off your backpack." Said the senior to us who arrived at the resting place.
Our new kid fell asleep no matter what we sat on it was the ground. I tried to sleep for a while, but Dio came up to me and surprised me.
"Dorr..."
I opened my eyes because of Dio.
After the day the introduction of the school environment ended we all shared each class according to the department. I glanced at Dio who was focused on looking for his name on the announcement board, I immediately turned my attention towards the notice board. All are also looking for their respective names according to the majors they enter.
After looking around for my name finally met also and there is also the name Dio Ananta comes from Jakarta, I just knew it was moved from the city. I immediately glanced at Dio beside my right but it turned out that he was no longer there.
All of them went to one-on-one class including me who just entered the class. How surprised I was when I saw that Dio was already in class, but his face was gloomy and a little dreamy. I tried to get close to him but he got a little emotional when I approached him.
"Why you? It's been all the way out from in front of me there hush hush." Said Dio while shaking his hand at me. I was immediately hurt by listening to it from the mouth of my own friend who struggled together during the introduction of the school environment.
As I walked home from school, I saw Dio as if he was talking to our 3rd grade seniors. I also tried to listen to what they were talking about in the quiet atmosphere of the classroom hallway without any other students. But I didn't hear their conversation.
In the morning, I greeted Dio who was walking to class.
"Oii.. Dio." Sapaku, but he did not notice me nor answer my greeting earlier. I who was excited became discouraged because I lost my friend when I was still in the introduction of the school environment.So, when in class he usually scolds me now he just chatted with other classmates.
I felt that Dio had changed after speaking with the 3rd class senior this afternoon.although, I tried to listen to their conversation but I was unable to hear the conversation.
Now, I can't do anything because he's hurt me this bad. I could only lie on the bed waiting for my mother to bring me breakfast. I've been making my mom hassles continuously because of me.
Suddenly from the kitchen mom brought me rice.
"Huft huft hot! it's the food." Mom brought me breakfast from the kitchen with a potluck side dish and put it on the right side of my bed and right shoulder.?
I got up from the bed to sit down.
"Thank you, ma'am." I answered with a smile at him.
Mom returned my smile and said, "yes, eat it to be healthy" while stroking my hair.
From his eyes looks sincere affection for his favorite child emanated which made me pause for a moment because it had made his heart hurt in the afternoon.
"Ah yes, mother wants to go to the neighbor's house first yes zal." Said mom immediately stopped petting me and rushed out of the bedroom.
After my mother got to the door, I asked her because I did not want her to go to the neighbor's house.
"To the neighbor's house?what do you want, ma'am?" I said with astonishment.
Mom stopped and looked in the direction, and she sighed before answering my question.
"Mom wants to be holy there zal, you're fine at home!I'm going there first." My mother answered at the door.
"Be careful mommy if you're holed up in the neighbor's house" I said hearing her true purpose, my mom just nodded her head indicating "yes."
"Assalamualaik." Greetings to me while approaching me.
"Wa'alaikum salutations." I answered by kissing her hand.
Mother rushed to leave the house and now I can only stay at home, without a friend who looked at me without any friends who make me cheerful.I still think about what happened to me at this time, I still think about what happened to me,is this purely my fault or is it the incitement from our seniors that made Dio hate and distance me to this day.
