Don't Be Afraid of Being Widows, We're Happy

Chapters 11. Begging or begging?

Alvin who felt unable to bear all that happened to him and his family because of Amara's actions, finally decided to return to Amara's house and will apologize to his wife for the betrayal he has done so far.

"What would Mas do if Amara asked us to get a divorce?" marina asked worriedly.

Marina knew that her husband was a man who had been hanging his life to the rich and kind Amara. Marina once met Amara in person without Amara noticing that she was talking to her own honey.

Alvin is indeed very shrewd and adept at theatrics so that Alvin does not make Amara suspicious at all about his betrayal.

Alvin has been showering Amara with excessive love and romantic. Amara thinks all of that is because Alvin loves her so much. Amara never thought that it was all redemption done by Alvin because he had betrayed the child that Amara had been unable to give him.

Children and offspring are not simple things that can be obtained when we want it. The child is the care of the almighty and his presence cannot be forced Just because someone wants it.

For years Alvin and Amara have been struggling and trying to get children but everything turned out to be nothing at all.

Alvin accidentally married Marina behind Amara because she was very afraid of the power of the woman who had been grasping the life of her entire family with facilities and kindness.

"If Amara did ask me to divorce you, then I would have to follow her wishes. Because after all I don't want my family to starve and live on the streets." Marina was quite disappointed to hear the answer from the man who had been her god and everything for her life.

Marina seems to have trouble swallowing her own saliva because she imagines her future is now on the edge.

" Didn't you care about our two children?" marina asked with a trembling voice.

Alvin smiles at Marina who is so shocked and hit with a plan from her husband that will grant Amara's wish even if it is about their divorce though.

Marina did not expect that her struggle and devotion for many years had no price in the eyes of Alvin when it came to competing with the property and wealth owned by Amara.

Marina was well aware of her position and status as the wife of Alvin. In the past, if it wasn't for Alvin needing a child, maybe Marina would have had a hard time reaching her heart and getting into their lives.

Marina believes that all that happens in life is due to the interference of the almighty who has all life in the world without exception.

"Calm down, Marina. I just want to meet Amara and ask her everything that's happening to us right now. I don't know! I really feel weird about the woman who claims to be Amara's real mother. Because that woman has such a high social status in the business world." Marina could only sob because she thought about the divorce Amara would have wanted if Alvin was asked to choose between herself and Amara.

Marina is really not confident in her own future when she hopes for Alvin. Marina knows enough that Alvin is an indecisive man in every step of his life.

Marina finally could only stare at Alvin's back when the man left his mother's house without looking back at Marina who had been so busy taking care of her son.

Alvin immediately stopped a taxi to take himself to the residence of Amara and himself when everything was still fine.

Throughout the endless journey Alvin continues to curse himself for his stupidity so that someone can know his affair without him knowing.

Alvin went straight into his room when he arrived. Alvin frowned as he looked at Amara who was not in the mansion. "Where's your Lady?" alvin asked annoyed at not being able to meet Amara in person.

"The lady's not home, sir. But Mrs Amara has advised us not to allow you to enter this house. Sorry, we!" the middle-aged woman even shed tears when she said that to Alvin.

After all he had been working in the house for so many years and as the butler of the house, he had seen the couple living in peace and tranquility.

The servants could only stare at each other when they saw Alvin coming. They remembered Amara's message that he would not allow the man to enter his house without Amara's permission.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Alvin. But Mrs Amara has warned us not to enter this house again." Alvin was of course quite furious to hear that was too sudden and he had never predicted it before. Alvin did not expect that Amara could be cruel to him and his family.

"Alright I'll wait for your mistress." Alvin insisted on waiting in the living room and was indifferent with the maids staring at the bedazzled.

The butler then contacted Amara about Alvin who had been presumptuous to break into his house and forced to wait for him.

Alvin's mind and brain are in a complete mess and don't care about anything anymore. For Alvin at the moment he should be able to talk to Amara as soon as possible.

Alvin could not have let his son and wife stay in his mother's house for long. What Alvin has is far from enough, but Amara has long allowed to meet her curious self.

"What are you doing here?" amara asked with a cynical and flat look as she walked into her house and saw Alvin waiting for her in the living room with a look without feeling sinful at all. 'PD once that guy!' Rutuk Amara in his heart. Upset with Alvin's thick face after his cheating he finds out.

Alvin knows that Amara is currently filled with hate and revenge. But Alvin did not want to take the risk by telling Amara his affair directly.

Although all the evidence is clear and concrete, Alvin still tries to hold hands with Amara just to survive and stay sane.

Diah has offered to take revenge and teach Alvin a lesson. But Amara is determined to finish everything on her own without the help of her biological mother who recently reunited with her.

"Everything needs a process to be mature and wise!" said Budiman, Amara's adoptive father when he advised Amara who complained about the behavior of the entire family Alvin.