Divorced on the First Night

There's Limitations

The man looked half and smiled. But it even made Anha exhale annoyed and prefer to throw her face to the side.

Who would have thought if it turned out that the man in front of him was Hamkan. Anha did not think out, she did not want to go home with Hamkan then this man was desperate to ride BRT just to go home with him? Absolutely insane!

Anha looked back at Hamkan's sturdy back. Huh, this guy is firm as well.

Actually want it feels like Anha leaned her forehead on Hamkan's back to unwind all day, while telling him if actually Anha never hated him. But it was Anha's delusion because she was afraid. Afraid that he will fall in love with Hamkan if he softens. Anha was afraid that Haman would leave her.

‘Hamme, why have you gotten this far? Why don't you hate me? I will never pantes for you,’ said Anha while staring at Hamkan who was also standing while his hand held the handle above.

But suddenly Anha's heart felt beating very hard. His body seemed to be shaken from shock. He felt something swiping his butt covered in trousers from behind.

Don't-don't...

Slowly Anha tried to look back. Now behind him is a middle-aged man swiping his genitals on the back of Anha's body.

Anha's body froze stiffly. He was very scared but somehow it felt like his tongue was a little, it was very difficult to say.

Anha looked to the side to ask for help from the other passengers, he saw two high school children who are currently seeing him being harassed like this but the two children also do not know what to do and mutually between each other. While the mothers who were next to the two High School children were indifferent even turned their faces when Anha looked at him with a clear look asking for help.

Anha closed her eyes. Fearful. So scared. But he was shocked to the point of not being able to say anything so scared. But Anha was not wearing clothes as sexy as before. Even now his clothes are covered with long pants and long sleeves as well. But why would he still receive harassment in a public place like this?

It's not that Anha can't scream or fight. But indeed most victims who receive sexual abuse feel like their bodies are frozen as if death can not be moved at all and they also can not do anything because of heavy shock.

Anha's eyes started to heat up and glazed over. He moved his body forward for a moment. It was quite useful and the man did not swipe his genitals anymore. But who would have thought the man behind her now even moved his body and swiped his genitals back on Anha's buttocks.

Anha scared. But the stop is still a long way off.

Anha was crying in silence. His trembling hands, stretched out to hold Hamkan's demin jacket. The man behind him still does that constantly.

Look back and find Anha crying. Daiya immediately frowned and said what happened to Anha but the woman just kept quiet while crying.

The tail of Anha's eyes moved towards the back to encode the Hamkan. Just follow Anha's line of sight and her jaw instantly hardens when she finds out what's really going on. Let's see the man behind Anha abuse Anha.

“Shoppers!”

Without further ado, clutch at the jerk man's shirt. The man was old and the father but his brain was completely damaged.

A single blow struck the faces of the goddamn fathers until his mouth was bleeding. Several other passengers shouted in surprise at the commotion that was going on. They tried to break both but Hamkan was difficult to hold because he was angry not playing.

“Please calm down,” said the fleet ticket officer to get rid of Hamkan's body.

“She confessed harassment to my girlfriend!” Hamkan was still trying to break away from the grip of some people behind him to beat up the goddamn fathers again until his face was destroyed as well as Hamkan did not care. The mood is getting rowdy. BRT drivers are forced to pull over the bus on the side of the road for the safety of passengers who are on the bus.

The two High School boys approached and held Anha who was crying in fear.

“Kakak, sorry we, yes. It's not that we didn't want to help Brother. But we ourselves are also afraid and do not dare,” said one of the two.

After being satisfied to beat the fathers until unconscious. Turn around and look at Anha who was crying in fear while holding her chest that felt tight.

“You're not papa, are you, An? Answer me, An,” said Hamkan while cupping Anha's face wet with tears.

“Please do not contact,” said BRT fleet officer saw the body of the victim who was getting limp and difficulty breathing.

“It's a hell of a stretch, anyway. New guy swiped, doang. Not until raped, really,” nyinyir mothers who were sitting next to the two High School children.

Clench her teeth to hear that. He stared intently at the mothers making the mothers shudder in fear.

Hampan not out of thought. Though she was a mother, she was also a woman, but why would she say that to Anha?  Just try if this happens to him or to his daughter is he still able to say that?

Hamkan lazy to argue. Emotions are not play. Is the most important thing right now. He carried Anha's limp body and took her out of this damn bus.

“Hamakan,” said Anha half-consciously while tightly grasping Hamkan's jacket.

“I'm here, An. You'll be all right. We will go to the hospital,” said Hamkan very worriedly to Anha. But slowly Anha's gaze grew blurry and finally her eyes closed. Until everything looks dark. Anha fainted.

***

Very worried, very anxious even. But he must keep his sanity. Take Anha's body into a taxi that happens to be on the side of the road.

Hamkan had deliberately left his car at his friend's house not far from the les-lesan Anha. Only for the sake of being able to feel back together with Anha. Who would have thought something like this would happen to them. Know that before Haman just forced Anha to be delivered home.

“Please go to the nearest hospital,” Hamkan told the taxi driver. Put Anha's head on her thigh. Holding her and hoping the driver gets to the hospital as soon as possible. This woman fainted.

“Anha,” murmured Hamkan with great worry. He felt guilty seeing Anha like this. Moreover, Anha was crying and very scared.

They were in one of the hospitals. Anha was placed in one of the rooms to be examined. Hamkan who waited for the doctor to check the state of Anha was only able to reverberate her hair because of frustration.

“Patients are in shock. His condition will improve after resting and taking medicine.”

Haman nodded and thanked me. It's better for Anha to stay at this hospital.

Hamkan's hand took his cell phone to contact Anha's mother. Keep staring at Anha who is still unconscious and the other hand that is free to hold her fingers.

But the phone call was not connected. Aunt Marni's phone is dead. It just made me even more frustrated again.

However, someone who accompanies Anha and Hamkan also informs the house. Finally there is no other choice. Hamkan told one of the sisters to take care of Anha.

He was willing to ride the grab car to go to Anha's house just to inform Aunt Marni. And it turns out that Aunt Marni's phone is dead because it's still being stamped.

“Why Let you come here night-night?” her mother said Anha frowned seeing Hamkan who came this night with irregular up and down breaths. Confused to say where it came from.

“Ta-Tante. Anha is in the hospital,” said Hamkan while neutralizing his breath. Aunt Marni immediately closed her mouth not believing what she had just heard. Then after that Hamkan was flocked with various questions from Aunt Marni.

“A-Anha fainted, Aunt. Later Let me explain the important details now we go to the hospital first.”

Aunt Marni is getting panicked. He was getting ready to bring his wallet and cell phone and lock the house to go to the hospital with Hamkan.

And it's true. Arriving at the hospital and in the room Anha treated mama saw Anha lying limp in bed.

“Anha you're okay, right?” mama said while holding the hand of Anha who was still unconscious.

After Aunt Marni is a bit quiet. Haman began to tell all the incidents of abuse. Aunt Marni wiped her tears.

“Tante used to say that Anha ride aja motor, Haman. But this boy, tuh, ngeyel stubborn and still still maxain themselves ride public transportation like that. The aunt was worried about him. She's a chick must be prone.”

Hold the hand of Aunt Marni to calm down. Aunt Marni wiped her tears and thanked Hamkan for saving Anha.

“Tante said thank you very much, yes, same you, Nak Hamkan. If there is no you Aunt or what will happen again with the son of Aunt.”

If only Anha saw the struggle Hamkan like this. Mama just hopes Anha and Hamkan unite and Anha can open her heart again to Hamkan who is clearly a good man.

Hamkan said it doesn't have to be like that. Even Hamkan felt very guilty not being able to take good care of Anha.

“Have. Please take care of Anha for a moment, yeah. Aunty wants to go ahead jerk to nebus medicine.”

Hampan nodded and sat down next to Anha. He looked at Anha with a very worried face while grasping the left hand of Anha who was being infused. It felt like Anha's palm was cold.

Keep his forehead on the edge of the patient's bed. Hamkan's body felt very tired, he was about to sleep for a while until Aunt Marni came back here.

At this time Hamkan only hoped that Anha would quickly wake up and be fine.

Anha blinked her eyes to adjust her blurry vision to the light in the room. His head feels heavy. Anha looked at the sky of the room, this was not the roof of her room. Suddenly Anha realized what had happened.

Slowly Anha tried to sit down and her left hand felt heavy. He looked to the side and saw Hamkan sleeping next to him while still holding his left hand.

Anha remained silent. Why is Haman here? What the hell is going on? Anha's right hand moved to touch Hamkan's hair. Looks like he's tired.

But Anha's hand clenched back and pulled again when she saw Hamkan move. Looks like he's up.

“You're awake, An?” hamkan said as he rubbed his eyes when he saw Anha who was currently sitting on the bed and staring blankly ahead.

Anha was only able to bite her deep lips. His eyes closed and warmed up again. Let go of her hand that had been asleep since then while holding Anha's hand.

“Anha, you're okay, right? I am very worried about you,” said Hamkan while holding Anha's arm. The woman was now looking at him with teary eyes. Their patrimony is satirical.

Anha stared at the two beads Hamkan alternately. From the right to the left. The man's brown eyes looked at him with a very anxious look. Why Haman already he hates but Hamkan still want to help him and treat him well. Should have hated it.

Immediately pulled Anha who was crying her hug. “No papa, Anha.  You don't have to be afraid anymore. There I am here. Sorry me, yes, because I can't protect you,” said Hamkan while rubbing Anha's hair to calm her who was even more sobbing.

Anha hugged Hamban. Feeling the warmth and sincerity of this man.

Why was the man so sincere to her? Even Hamkan apologized for feeling unable to protect himself even though it was Hamkan who had saved him. Hamkan's good attitude even makes Anha feel more bitter. It even made him hate himself.

'This guy is too good Anha. Too good for you. She pantes better than you, Anha, ' said her inner girl knowing herself.

“Go!”

Anha suddenly let go of their embrace while crying loudly. Immediately look at Anha with a frowning forehead. Why did Anha suddenly push her body and tell her to leave?

Better to hate him. That way Hamkan will not approach him again and Hamkan will later get a better woman than himself. In fact, Ikram did not touch it because the disgust of Anha's body had slept with many men. What about Hamkan? He must be like that too.

It feels like his heart hurts so much. Like a slashed invisible dagger.

“Ka-you why, An?” tanya Hamkan while extending her hand was about to touch Anha again but Anha brusquely brushed the hand away.

“I said go! Why, you are still here! Just go! I hate you! I hate! I don't want to see you again!” yelled Anha while crying roaring. Not only that, Anha also threw pillows and blankets at Hamkan like a crazy person.

Just look at it in silence. But his eyes were red and it was warming. Why could Anha be so hateful to him? Though he was carrying Anha who fainted here because she was so worried. Not even a word of thanks was said. He is not appreciated at all.

“Are you deaf? I hate it so much you have! Just go! It's all because of you! If you don't go up there I can't do that! I hate you!” yelled Anha while crying roaring. Her chest hurts so much. Without feeling Anha hurt herself and other people's hearts. The real person he loves very much but he is self-conscious he does not deserve it.

Hamkan clenched his hands and just tried to smile bitterly at the crying Anha while lowering that gaze.

“OK, if that's what you want. Then I go, An.” Let's pause his speech for a moment so that the tone of his speech does not sound discordant. It hurts so much to be treated like this.

“Sorry because of me you're a gini. I promise I won't ruin your life again.”

Anha could only cry. Sorry I'm Haman. Only those words were spoken in his heart.

“I can fight, An. But you forget that people struggle there are limits too. And maybe I've reached my limit.”

Hamkan....

“I promise I won't show up again in front of you.”

After that Hamkan turned around with a torn heart. Anna was crying so much. Especially when the door was closed he kept apologizing to Hamkan inwardly.

Sorry I'm Haman. Sorry me. You pantes to make better than me.

***

INSTAGRAM AUTHOR: MAYANGSU_ ok byE