Divorced on the First Night

Divorced on the First Night
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“Anha. Do you want to marry Hamkan?” ask mama carefully while propping up her chin using her right hand.


Anha was quite surprised when she heard that it came out smoothly from her mouth.


But then Anha just thought...


Uh. Maybe her mom is joking right now.


“Means Mama?”


“Mama Means. You want to, right, marry Haman?”


It turned out that his sense of hearing was not wrong at all. Anha stared again for the umpteenth time. It looks like my mom's face is not kidding right now.


Anha thought for a moment.


Married to Hamkan? Just be right. Not that he wouldn't, but...


Just thinking about that made his heart feel pained. Does a guy like Anha deserve to be so close to a guy as good as Hamkan?


Anha shy. Anha felt inappropriate. On both sides. If they really get married. Pity if you marry a woman like her.


The proof is that Ikram and Hasan alone cannot accept it. Especially Hamkan?


Though Anha does not know if Hamkan already knows all about Anha and he can accept Anha as she is. If only Anha knew, maybe Anha can still think again first before thinking that is not-unlike.


“Sorry, Mom. But Anha-Bener can't marry Haman, Ma.”


Humans are good at lying. Oral says no, but the heart cannot escape.


Anha actually likes Hamkan too.


Anha's words just now managed to make her mother's forehead shrivel. Mama really does not understand at all why Anha can reject Hamkan who is clearly good at it. What is the lack of Hamkan?


“What do you mean? Why don't you want to be the same, Haman? You're kidding me, aren't you, Anha?! Let's just say it's a nice guy, you, An. And Mama is sure she's the best for you.”


‘Then from that, Ma, Anha can't be the same Hamkan because he's a good guy, Ma! Even for Anha, Blame it too good for Anha!’ yelled Anha in the heart. But his body cannot be spoken.


She prefers to avoid this debate.


Rather than arguing with the obviously endless mama, she packed the package books and teaching equipment as quickly as possible.


As it were, avoiding trouble was the way out that Anha had been in nature for a long time.


“Anha! Mama is talking to you, you know, An!”


Anha's hurry up. Escape. But my mother held his arm faster.


Do you not know if he is currently traumatized and has not been able to open his heart to others? Even the faces of people who used to judge her in public places were really still noticeable in Anha's mind. The look of disbelief, the gaze of judgment. Everything is still clearly illustrated!


“Anh—” haven't had time for mama to talk more. Anha already pulled her own arm and shouted loudly, “Anha does not want to marry again, Ma! I don't want to!”


My jaw seemed to harden when I heard this.


“Keep you if you don't marry what you want to be, An? Your age is getting longer and longer! You can't live alone on.”


Mama's breath is seen hunting because of anger.


“Anha. Answer Mama. Why don't you want to be the same Haman?”


Anha did not answer her mother's words at all and chose to turn her face in any direction.


“Anha! Answer Mama!” press mama back while shaking Anha's body for not getting a satisfactory answer.


“Anha does not need marriage, really, Ma. After all, if Mama maxain Anha married the same Hamkan surely later ends Anha will fail to marry again. Mending Anha alone, Ma.”


Instead of being embarrassed again for the next time because of Anha's actions. “You can't live alone. Mumpung Hamkan want, An, same kam—”


“Intinya Anha does not want, Ma! Why, anyway, Mama can't understand Anha at all!” yelled Anha then violently flicked the hand of the mama who was still gripping her arm.


“Anha!” mama shouted while looking at her daughter who was now running into the room. End with a loud bang from the door that slammed quite tight.


Mama tries to bang on Anha's room door because her words are not finished yet.


“Anha open the door! Mama will talk to you!”


The owner of the room did not open the door at all.


Anha drowned her wet face of tears at the bolts she had tightly pressed so that her stuffing would not be heard.


She thought her mother would understand her better than anyone.


“Anha! Maybe now you are still beautiful and there are still many who like you so you dare to say more willing to live alone and do not want to marry again. But three more years, five more years, you might not be as beautiful as you are now. What if no one wants to be with you.”


Mom still banged on the door in annoyance. Lose sense.


“Just Mama doesn't want to know. Don't want you to have to get married to Hamkan!”


It is better for his daughter to get married quickly with Hamkan than later not sell well. Because mama believes, love will surely grow over time, so she thought.


But my mother forgot that she was in a hurry right now. Not thinking clearly before speaking. That's why if you're happy don't promise. When you're angry, you better not make a decision.


Wait for the fire of anger to subside and then make a decision when your head is cold.


It's not that mama can't understand Anha's condition which is currently still traumatized. Mama is just a parent who is solely worried about the fate of her child. All parents want their children to be happy.


All parents must have also been in the position of Anha with her mother at this time.


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