Dilemmas In Marriage

Chapters. 51 Unappreciated presence

One week later, Lucia's whereabouts no longer matter. The woman really felt sad, if like this continues, then she decided to divorce. Why hang out with people who have absolutely no respect for themselves.

Currently Lusi was in the garden, he was staring straight ahead and was thinking of something. All night for a few days he could not sleep well because of the arrival of Ayesha.

"Huft, why is everything like this? I really didn't expect that my love journey would be this complicated." Lusi muttered to himself.

From a distance, it turned out that there was a man watching the woman. The handsome man ran small towards Susi, himself was in this place because of the morning running activity. Yes, this is the habit if the weekend.

"Ehem." the man cleared his throat after he was next to Luci.

Lusi also turned the eyeballs off guard, he wanted to move but was held back by Ronald.

"Miss, why do you always shy away from me? Are you ashamed of what happened last time?" Ronald still remembered the incident that made Lusi must have been very embarrassed.

"Be quiet, why talk about the unimportant?" lusi.

Ronald chuckled softly, without asking permission first, he immediately sat down next to Luci. While Lusi, the woman kept her distance and kept looking straight ahead.

"Do you have a problem?" suddenly the silly question just popped out.

"Why do you ask like that? It's not important for me to answer." Luci says ketus.

"Alright, but at least let me know if you have a problem. That can make our hearts glad."

"But I also won't confide in just anyone." Lusi glanced at Ronald's face.

The man shook his shoulders, he reached into the training pants pocket because his phone was shaking. After chatting for a while with the person across the street, Ronald immediately stepped off the bench.

"I'm sorry because there's something important I need to get done."

"Go! No one asked you to stay here." lusi cuek said but got a response to a sweet smile from Ronald's lips.

"Ronald Reagan?" his words are slow but full of meaning. Lusi immediately looked towards Ronald's path, the man was no longer visible.

"So, it turns out she—? God, has she known all this time that I'm the girl on the online dating app?" Luci covered his face using the palm of his hand. The woman prayed that she would meet the man again.

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Exactly at eight, Lusi as usual perform the night ritual that accompanies Aris to sleep. Although the boy is now closer to Ayesha, but she still asks Lusi to read a fairy tale before going to bed and accompany her to sleep.

"Ma, Mama why don't you go out with me and papa?"

"Not that Mama won't come, Mama's got another job, honey. Maybe, next time we can walk together." said Lusi sad, honestly he missed that time before there Ayesha. However, everything had already happened and Lusi was only able to survive.

'I really wanted a divorce, but I couldn't bear to leave Aris with her. He had never caused any trouble while here, but I was afraid that it was just a mere mask because there was me in this house.' Inner Lusi was confused, Ayesha's nature was the same as Almarhumah's older brother.

Finished reading the fairy tale, Lusi immediately went out of Aris' room. Not to forget he peeked at the little boy's forehead and covered him. Arriving outside, Lusi sees Ayesha with Aji sitting on the living room sofa. Both of them seemed to have no burden whatsoever, really hurt Lusi's heart.

He rushed into the room, his chest unable to bear the sense of the stifling whack. It was so painful it was like being pierced by thousands of thorns. Once in the room, the woman threw herself in the bed. He beat the pillow as hard as he could to vent his anger.

"Hate, hate, hate! I hate you, Mom!" shouted Lusi restrained so as not to be heard by Aji.

"You're outrageous, you've really changed. Well, if the next month your attitude is still the same as this and unfair, then I will ask for a divorce. It was my decision, why would I survive in a broken household like this? Free, it feels in vain that I maintain my love while my presence alone is not appreciated. You idiot! That's what I call myself right now." Susi cried as she pleased, she closed her eyes until she finally fell asleep.

During Ayesha's stay here, Aji never slept in Lusi's room. Even to say hello was rare, the man unfairly divided the time between his two wives. While Ayesha, she has repeatedly asked Aji to occasionally sleep in Lusi's room. However, the man refused and insisted on staying in Ayesha's room.

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