Devotion (Because of Mu)

Chapter 69's

"I, never want to be tied up again with, njenengan.but njenengan always force.take me, again and again.

"I, can't live with a person who doesn't believe in, I. don't love me even doubted myself.", Aisyah started yelling, bringing out all the uneg-uneg in her heart.

"But, njenengan. always interesting, I. force me back to the side of the njengan again, and again. when everything has gone a little well, when I have started to be able to smile and love, njengan. njenengan will easily throw, I. ignore, me and assume I do not exist.",

"When I, start to stop. replace the genengan that come over, offer all the medicine for the wound, I. then, if I improve. definitely njengan will hurt me again, right?!.",

"I, tired. no longer want to feel pain.I, give up. do not want to survive again with, njenengan.can you release me here?!.", he asked. her tears can no longer be shed.

"We're going to fix everything again, baby" he said. Aisyah just smiled and shook her head.he moved away but Gus Aham pulled her because there was another car that passed and almost hit Aisyah.

Aisha and Gus Aham fell. Aisyah tried to get up immediately when she realized what they were doing. Yes, Aisha fell on Gus Aham's body.

Aisyah tried to stand up, but she couldn't. Gus Aham who saw it immediately grabbed his wife's body and carried it. It happened to be a hotel, it was not too far maybe about five hundred to seven hundred meters.

"What does the genengan do?!. put it down, me!.", he said. but Gus Aham did not pengubrisnya. he continued to walk and carry Aisyah until until the hotel room where they were staying.

He sat Aisyah in the bed and then took a towel and kimono towel for his wife. Gus Aham put a kimono towel on the body of Aisyah who was still wearing her wet clothes. while Gus Aham dried Ayesha's hair with a towel.

After that, his hair was quite dry. Gus Aham left him, went into the bathroom and cleaned himself up.

The sound of the shower and the water screeching touched the floor. Aisyah looked at the bathroom door with her nanar eyes.not feeling the tears falling down her cheeks.

There was regret in her heart, but there was also a sense of disappointment.no disappointment to whom?!, to herself or to her husband.

Aisyah was already asleep when Gus Aham came out of the bathroom, while Aisyah's wet clothes had been changed with her towel kimono.

Gus Aham tidied up Aisyah's wet clothes that were scattered near the bed. she brought the clothes and put them in the basket.

He returned to kiss Aisyah's forehead after a while looking at the face of the girl he loved. There was a sense of regret implied in his eyes and face.A regret that was too late, of course, because he did not think long at that time. he enveloped Aisyah before finally going to the balcony.

Gus Aham sat in a chair, he started lighting matches and lit cigarettes. For a long time, he did not smoke.it was also at the request of Ummi who worried about his health. Tonight, he smoked again.

Gus Aham leaned back, closed his eyes.he felt tired and tired but did not want to give up. However, everything happened because of him. So, he did not blame Aisha if everything became like this.

He only regretted his actions at that time.he was so selfish, so careless and reckless.no woman, who would not be disappointed if treated the same with Aisyah.

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Time shows two o'clock in the morning past. Aisyah woke up, someone put a blanket on her body.but where is that person?!.

He sat on the edge of the bed and seemed to think covering his wet shirt was no longer there. he smelled the smoke of a cigarette and saw a familiar figure behind the curtain that covered the balcony window of his room.

She walked up to the window and peeked out from behind the curtain, a little surprised, because she had never seen her husband smoke.

Suddenly he was worried because he remembered Ummi's message.

"Ham, ndak ngermok. because it has bronchitis from birth.so, want maem as much as anything ndak will be able to fat, nduk.",

Gus Aham closed his eyes and leaned his head there.The look of his face looked tired.he raised his hand, then smoked his cigarette.His eyes remained closed.

For a moment there was a coughing sound coming out of his lips, and his breathing looked a little heavy afterwards.His face also looked a little pale, while his lips turned a little blue.

Aisyah approached him, crouched down in front of where Gus Aham was sitting. grabbed the remaining cigarette in his hand, then threw it away. Gus Aham opened his eyes because he felt that someone was coming to him.

He saw his wife squatting in front of him and crying.

"Have you woken up?!", asked Gus Aham who saw Aisyah looking down. Her voice sounded heavy, her breathing also sounded can not be relieved.she closed her eyes several times to take a breath, but she was also heard, there was a bit of pain in his chest, but it was more painful to see his wife crying.

Gus Aham who did not get an answer from his wife immediately grabbed Aisyah's cheeks and lifted her up.

"Why?", asked Gus Aham who saw his wife crying again.

"Mas, wrong again?.",

"Tell me!, where is it wrong?. mas, will fix it.", his question did not get an answer from his wife.

"Mas, a lot wrong huh?!. that's why, you often cry.", he said again.

"Mas, you don't know yourself.selfish, self-conscious, but that's because, baby.maybe, Sayange mas exaggerated." he said. Aisyah just shook her head to hear her husband's words. Gus Aham also started crying.

"Will everything be okay, if we're together again?!.",

"Can you guarantee me I won't be sad again?!.",

"Would everything that has passed not be repeated again?!.

"Can you trust me?!. without believing in what you only hear?!.",

Aisyah flocked Gus Aham with all the questions that had long danced in her mind.

"Will she never doubt me again?!.", all her questions were answered with a quick nod by her husband.

"No longer. mas, promise!.", Gus Aham who can no longer hold back his tears can only say so. he does not know what to say?!. he just wanted to hug Ayesha and calm her down. There were enough tears that my wife had shed because of her mistake.

He almost lost his relationship, status and rights as a husband when Aisyah asked him to let go. Now his wife came with a great expectation on him and he will not waste it.

"Can we start everything from the beginning?!. We are friends first but remain in the relationship and marital status.", pinta Aisyah. who agreed to her husband with a nod.

Gus Aham grabbed the body of his wife sitting on the floor.he carried Aisyah into the room and put her to bed.he covered his wife lovingly, he covered her, then walk to the other side of his bed and come into the bed.

"Here. a good sleep.", said Gus Aham pulled Aisyah to sleep on his chest as before. Aisyah's hand clasped tightly Gus Aham's hand through the sidelines of his finger.he hoped full this time, he said, I hope this bond will be eternal.

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