Devotion (Because of Mu)

Chapter 4's

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Three months already Aisyah and Gus Aham officially became husband and wife.all remain in their respective lives.

 

Although Aisyah does her duty, but it is only limited to preparing bath water, clothes, food and dhohir needs only. for the needs or needs of the mind?, do not ask. so far they keep sleeping separately, so far they still sleep apart, friendly only in front of the family.behind all that they live in their own world. Gus Aham with his work, and Aisha with his life as caretaker of the cottage owned by Abah and Ummi.

Not without reason Aisyah agreed to take care of Abah and Ummi's cottage, in addition to so that Ummi could take a little rest from the routine of the cottage that was so dense, so that Ummi, Aisyah also needs it as a diversion and self-entertainer when feeling muddled with her marriage.

Yach, Aisyah is just a woman. have feelings, expect to be loved or at least cherished.for her, although from the beginning there was an agreement with her husband, but as a wife, she was a woman, in fact, in his heart he was crying bitterly.

Sometimes, he wants to be treated like a wife in general. get his rights both dhohir and inner.not just treated gently in front of the family alone.he expects more, but more, can do his duty as a wife completely, but maybe it's just his wishful thinking.

be the Qur'an as its entrenchment and remedy.

Every time I felt like quitting just, his mother, Abah and Ummi. whenever I felt unable, the holy verses were soothing and became his backrest, asking to be strengthened by faith, Islam and its body.

"Nduk., how?!, already in use?", asked Ummi when Aisyah helped Ummi peel turmeric and ginger for Abah herbal medicine.

"Negative, mi", answered Aisyah lowered her head.Can't she see her Ummi reaction that continuously inquires have been pregnant yet?!, she said?!,.

If just asking may not matter, but Ummi always gives Aisyah a test pack every month.every time Aisyah has not menstruated on a certain date every month, every month, Ummi must have come and given her a pack test.Hopefully her son-in-law gave happy news because of late menstruation.

Aisyah knows, Ummi must be disappointed with her answer, but what can she do?!, her son alone never touched Aisyah in the slightest. How could she get pregnant?. no matter what kind of preening Aisyah?!, wearing what clothes?!, Gus Aham will never be interested in touching her.

"Oalah nduk, not yet?!". said ummi. his tone sounded rather disappointed. Aisyah.

"Why if tomorrow, you are just as you started promil?!, at the doctor Priyo gynecologist!!", said Ummi. this time sounding excited.

Aisyah sighed heavily. promil like anything if there is no relationship between husband and wife, how can I get pregnant?", she thought. at the grab of both hands Ummi, then calmly Aisyah looked at her.

"Ummi, maybe it's not time yet. Allah has not willed, or perhaps Aisha has not been allowed to get pregnant, because Allah wants Aisha to focus on helping Ummi take care of the cottage first". she said softly and tenderly for fear of hurting her in-laws feelings. Ummi.

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The night showed itself, at 10:23 minutes to be exact. Gus Aham had just entered the house, his steps halted as he passed through the dining room. Ummi called out to him, and Gus Aham immediately approached Ummi who seemed busy stirring herbs mixed with honey for Abah.

 

"Assalamualaikum Ummi", he said, then grabbed Ummi's hand and kissed him.

"Just home?",

"Reduce your playfulness!, set more time with your wife" said Ummi softly, but his voice sounded bitter. Gus Aham understood, there was something Ummi was thinking about. Gus Aham hurriedly grabbed his mother's hands.

"Ummi, what is it?", in the face of Ummi's eyelids that began to look fine lines around her. there are traces of tears there.

Ummi sighed heavily "what's wrong", he replied briefly.

"Ummi.!!, his whining was because Ummi was not telling the truth. Ummi looked at Gus Aham, his tears fell again.Gus Aham felt a pain in his chest, the pain of seeing his Ummi cry.

"You are in le room!!, afraid your Abah is here, you know you come home at night.even so rame", Ummi ordered. Ummi soon passed leaving Gus Aham for his room while bringing herbs for Abah. Sometimes Ummi's hands touch his eyes to clean the remaining tears that are still expanding there. Ummi disappeared behind the door, then Gus Aham went to his room.

 

The door of the room opened, Aisyah who was teaching stopped her activities and closed the Qur'an and put it on the table.

 

She rushed to the bathroom, prepared water for her husband and immediately took a towel.

"The water is ready Gus" she said to her husband and held out a towel in her hand. Gus Aham was silent.

"This day, what happened to Ummi?", he asked.

"There is no. as always, Ummi listens to rote, and ngajwid in the MI class.

"There's something else that makes Ummi sad?, I just came home, but didn't accidentally see Ummi crying in the dining room.and I think it's related to you. Aisyah fell silent, remembering the conversation this afternoon at the dinner table with Ummi.

"Are you telling me what else?". asked Gus Aham. Aisyah looked at her husband.What should she say?, should she be honest about her conversation with Ummi who desperately wants the presence of a baby between them?".

"Ummi is the limit of my patience. hurt Ummi both physically and his heart, do not expect to get my forgiveness.

"Let's be honest!!. What did you throw at Ummi again today?!. until Ummi cried?", he said.

"Jawab Aisyah!..," he snapped while squeezing both shoulders Aisyah. Aisyah looked at her husband's two beads, not feeling her tears freefall soaked her nose and two cheeks.

"What is the penalty, for the man who hurt Ummi?", she asked without taking her eyes off her husband's two black beads.

"Don't expect to live happily in the rest of the end to death". replied Gus Aham slowly but with emphasis.

"The person who hurt Ummi is in front of me.

Gus Aham was a little confused. "in front of me?"...., doesn't that mean himself???.., in his eyes again Aisyah, thought that Aisyah was fooling her. her face implied a question.

"Yes, the genius who hurt Ummi was not me, not someone else. but his own njenengan.

Aisyah walked up to her closet, opened it and took something from the drawer in the closet, then walked up to her husband and threw everything he was carrying into his bed.

"look at that!!, said Aisyah. Gus Aham saw so many types and brands of test packs in his bed. Some were already open used in use and some were still wrapped neatly.

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