Devotion (Because of Mu)

The Chapter 130

Aisyah, grabbed the body of her husband who was still tightly hugging her.

"Why?!".", asked Aisyah, after successfully removing her husband's embrace.

"Sorry", said Gus Aham, lirih.he looked very disappointed. Aisyah raised her eyebrows, she raised her husband's face to see him.

"It's okay.it's just, suddenly kangen.", said Gus Aham. he then carried Aisyah's body to enter the room. Gus Aham, sitting her in bed, so that Aisyah leaned. Furthermore, she instead lay down her body with Aisyah's thigh as a cushion.

Aisyah smiled gently at her husband's attitude.he stroked Gus Aham's hair, but the husband even pulled Aisyah's hand, and clasped her.

His eyes look closed, but his mind rumbles, especially when remembering the loss of their twin babies.

Why?!. It was only a past, and it was not a mistake. but, why to this day?!, injuring his wife?!.

Gus Aham felt guilty for making his loved ones his victims and injured.

"Why?!", asked Aisyah.he knew very well, something was hidden by her husband from her. Gus Aham fell silent, hearing his wife's question.

He sounded breath. "Mas?!"." he called, because the husband did not answer. Gus Aham even pulled Aisyah's hand to hug her body, until her wife's distended stomach stuck to Gus Aham's cheek.

"Ah.", Aisyah groaned a little, because she felt pain in the seam of her waist. suddenly, it made Gus Aham release his wife's hand.

He hurried to sit facing his wife, his face clearly looked worried.

"The seams, tingling again?!. sorry, mas ndak intentionally.", he said.then, Gus Aham quickly helped Aisyah lean.

Yes, the stitch wound was not completely dry considering that day by day, their baby was growing bigger and bigger.

Aisyah seemed to sigh deeply, she endured the pain and pain in her waist. Gus Aham who saw it, tried to relieve the pain by rubbing" gently his wife's waist.

"Dimension?", asked Gus Aham, he looked worried.but Aisyah's reply with a smile made her calm for a moment.

"Come on, lie down first", take Gus Aham to his wife.

"From now on, you mostly sit. must be her stomach tight, lie down first, let relax baby.", she asked.then she immediately helped Aisyah to sleep on her side.

Aisyah's hand held Gus Aham's hand, when her husband was about to leave, not wanting to be accompanied, but rather wanting to hear her husband's complaints after meeting Mike. Which, it made Gus Aham's attitude feel strange to Aisyah.

"Why?!"." asked Gus Aham, when he felt his hand being pulled.

"Sengengan, want to just leave?!.", asked Aisyah.

"You, what do you need?. mas, take it first.", he said. Aisyah, silent for a moment.he looks soft sigh.

"I, need to go" he replied. Gus Aham sighed, he seemed to throw his face and look around.

"I, wrong?!", asked Aisyah. made Gus Aham sigh heavily, looking at his wife.

"If, I am wrong. njenengan, say. don't be like this. however, we have been together for a long time.", continued Aisyah.

"We, it's been two years together. And, the njenengan is still like that?!. hiding everything by yourself?!.", Aisyah tried to remind her husband.

"I.", uh...",

"Mas", call Aisha, recite her husband's words.

"We, married. in addition to perfecting worship and religion, the other use is to share.",

"Sharing likes, sharing grief. reminding each other when wrong and forgetting. mutually reinforcing when in distress.",

"If njengan, ndak want to share the story with me. then, with whom njenengan feel comfortable to share?.", his wife's soft speech, piercing the ear. made him feel increasingly uncomfortable.

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Gus Aham lay beside Aisha, in the end she cried, and Aisha tried to calm her down by gently rubbing her husband's hair and back.

"To be a great person, we must be sincere, mas.", he continued.

Gus Aham did not answer. he still sobbed, his face was still hidden in his wife's chest.so that the position of those who both slept tilted and faced, only made Aisyah embrace and rub her husband's body.

"Everything, it is not the fault of the njengan.but, because it is the will of God, like this.", he said again slowly.

His issue subsided a little, hearing his wife's words. Gus Aham tightened his embrace. Aisyah, a little relieved to see it.

Seeing her husband blaming himself for all the misfortune they had gone through, especially for the deaths of their two babies first, made her a little worried and sad again.

Moreover, Gus Aham continues to relate everything to his past.

"Listen.", said Aisyah.he grabbed her husband's face with both hands, so they exchanged glances.

"Everything that has passed, yes it is. do not be revealed again, do not remember again.", pinta Aisyah, make Gus Aham calm.

"Everyone has a past. As good as we can be, there will still be, one, two or even more.the people who don't like us.",

"So, don't blame the past. blame yourself for what happened.",

"All is God's will.",

"Just think about it, and see the wisdom of all that we experience" said Aisyah. Gus Aham looked at his wife's bright face, which was getting rounder due to pregnancy, thus making Aisyah's weight gain more and more up from day to day.

"Snengan, understand?!", asked Aisyah. made Gus Aham blink both eyes.he then, hid his face in the niche of his wife's neck.

"Mas, just afraid.there are still other Kevin-Kevin who will endanger you and our child.", said Gus Aham.

"Mas, and he's a very good friend.so close, I don't think he did it.",

"From your abduction, to the assault on the highway.ndak, there was a bit of thought he did.", the story goes.

"No need to be afraid, we have guards, who never sleep" said Aisyah.

"If he wants to harm us, but God doesn't want to. he can what?!.",

"For example. njenengan, see for yourself. with my circumstances yesterday, is not it very possible if I will not survive?!.",

"But, Allah will not, so I survived the baby, we are healthy" he continued. Gus Aham agreed to all his wife's words.

Right, if God has willed.we can what?!.

"But.", his words hang.he looks at his wife's face again.

"Are you, not angry at me?!. once you know who the facts are, and the cause?", asked Gus Aham. who was only answered by Aisyah's sweet smile.

Aisyah shook her head and pulled her husband's hand, to touch his stomach.

"Try, talk and keep on swabbing, father.", pinta Aisyah. makes Gus Aham turn his attention to his wife's distended stomach.

Yes, Gus Aham wanted to be called that when their baby was born.

"Assalamualaikum, dear.", he said.he rubbed Aisyah's stomach, making the baby respond with kicks and movements everywhere. Gus Aham smiled, he was happy to feel the fetal movement.

"Other times.do not blame yourself for the mistakes that have passed.",

"We just need to be grateful and take care of what is currently available" said Aisyah.

"And I need extra attention from my father, right now" said Aisyah, mimicking the voice of a young child, who made Gus Aham smile, kissed his wife's lips and went down to kiss their baby.

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