Daughter, Matahari..

2. Mother's Suspicion

One Month Later...

After that incident, I decided to stop working from what I call hell, and went back to Mom's place to help run small businesses overseas.

Suddenly, one day I felt something I had never felt before. Dizziness, nausea, and weakness, at that moment I also realized that I was late for the moon.

I was only worried about what I had been afraid of happening, my mind became worried and unsettled after the calamity that night.

"What's wrong with you, son?" ask Mom with a worried face.

Suddenly my mother came from behind and surprised me, Mother who saw me looked pale immediately panicked.

"You sick, son? Come on, let's go to the doctor for treatment!" persuade Mom while gently rubbing my back.

I also shook my head quickly.

"No, Ma. I'm just a little dizzy and nauseous. Maybe a common cold, can you ask for help in kerokin aja ma'am?" reject me with a smile.

Mother who felt panicked now felt a little relieved.

"If it's just scrapes, let's go now! instead of being delayed later even more so the wind," said Mother gently.

I nodded my head quickly, agreeing.

"All right, ma'am." I answered while holding Mom's hand.

But just as mom opened the aromatherapy oil, I was getting nauseous. Feeling no longer strong enough to withstand nausea, I ran into the bathroom, then vomited all the contents in the stomach.

The mother who came back panicked, followed me from behind in a frenzy.

"What exactly are you, son?" ask the mother who is currently suspicious of me.

I was the one who felt cornered, just confused and had to answer what questions from Mom. Then slowly I leaned my body against the wall, to withstand the weight of my body that was increasingly weak.

"Just a regular wind ma'am. You don't have to worry, I'm fine" I said with a thin smile.

"Just be honest with Mom, son. Because ever since you left that job, you've changed a little bit, son. What the hell is it? What the hell is going on with you? Tell me the truth to Mom!" insist Mom while looking closely at my face.

Now I also feel a dilemma with a situation that seemed to corner me, while my mind and heart are out of sync make me confused.

"Would I be honest and tell Mom everything, you'd believe me and be angry later?" ask me carefully.

Mom was silent, I don't know what I'm thinking about me right now.

"Tell me everything, son! Mother is a place of complaint from childhood, do you forget that only mother can understand you? so please tell me the truth about everything that happened to you!" tell Mom with great emphasis.

I took a deep breath before I told Mom everything.

Today I must be prepared for the consequences, which I have been shut down and alone.

"Mom, my madness has been forcibly snatched away by my own Master. So I decided to stop working in that house, at that time my master was drunk, then went into my room and forcibly snatched it away, Mom." I said while holding tightness in the chest.

While telling the story, the crystal clear circle finally spilled and could not be held for me anymore.

"Who-why, son?" scream Mom with a loud voice.

Instantly Mother's body relaxes and decays to the floor, now a circle of clear crystals from the eye fertilizers Mother, also spilled rapidly.

"Then why did you go out and choose to quit the house? why don't you hold that barbaric man accountable?" ask Mom with red eyes.

With a trembling voice, I immediately hugged Mom's body tightly. Because of me, Mom was shocked and devastated.

"My master just told me, Mom. If he's gonna take charge of my life, and be ready to fund my life. But he couldn't marry me, because he already had a son and a wife. Therefore, I decided to quit the job, Mom." I explained in a raucous voice.

Then I told my mother everything slowly, with tears I poured all the contents in my heart to Mom.

"Truly very outrageous! does he think our pride they can buy with their possessions and wealth? do they think we're that low?"

Now Mother's anger was stirred and exploded instantly, when she learned that her favorite daughter was harassed by her own Master.

Then Mom stretched out our arms, and looked back hard at me.

"What are you feeling right now, son? Are you....."