Daughter, Matahari..

1. Catastrophe

"It's too late for me today, huft!"

"Hopefully I feel at home working here, the boss is also kind and friendly to me," I said as I lay my body on the bed.

Tired and tired I think, now slowly these eyes closed. Only a subtle snoring was now heard from inside my room.

When midnight came, I was suddenly startled by the presence of someone I knew for a few days. He is Mr. Romi Hermawan, my Master.

What surprised me so much was the moment she sat on the edge of my bed and gently stroked the mane of my hair.

I who began to be disturbed by his presence, now immediately brushed off the rough hand. However, instead of going away and away from me, now he is approaching me.

Her breath was warm as it hit my face, but what was this? Smell alcohol?

My eyes were perfectly patterned, as the smell of alcohol gushed into my smell.

'Astaghfirullah? it turns out Mr. Romi is drunk!' my inner.

Then I quickly got up and got out of bed. However, suddenly my wrist was instantly choked by him.

I was shocked again, and slowly pulled my body into his arms.

I tried to break away and rebel, but instead of letting go the embrace got tighter, making it hard for me to move.

As I looked up at her face, at that moment my lips kissed her slowly. Although I rebelled he ignored, but it deepened the kiss even more.

I was almost overwhelmed by the game. However, I can still restrain myself from Mr. Romi's game. Because I'm so aware that this isn't what he's supposed to do to me.

After a while, the kiss was released. But one thing that surprised me was the whisper I just heard.

"Please, don't scream! I just want to be with you tonight,"

I was stunned, not expecting what I just heard.

What's wrong with my employer. What's the problem, him? Tonight like this? In fact, every day he looks very wise but tends to be cold.

"Who-why?"

"No, Sir! goiiii! don't touch me!" I screamed in rebellion.

However, it seems like he has lost control, so heedless of my screams.

Instantly my body was pushed back to the bed violently. I haven't gotten away from him yet, he quickly shut me up, making it even harder for me to find a gap.

"Get me tonight, baby! Your body is so beautiful, I really want you tonight,"

"No! goeey! yephoo!"

With all my might I rebelled, so that I could break away from Mr. Romi. But too late, he is already filled with ambition. With a hunting breath, he continued to enter my body.

Right now I can only surrender, I can't afford it. Because his power is much stronger than mine.

It is devastated my life, when the crown that I have always guarded with all my soul and body, is now forcibly taken by my own Master.

After being satisfied to vent everything to me, she just drooped limp beside me, hugging my body so that I could not get away from her side.

I could only cry, even though my crying was in vain. In my heart I cursed with an oath of expiation, because of my heartache to him.

Rice has become porridge. No longer able to return something that has happened.

Really, I want to give up and end my life right now.

But when I thought back to my parents, I immediately dismissed the narrow thinking.

'Lord, I am strong! Could this be one of your tests? But why should it be like this?' I lament in my heart.

A few hours later, Mr. Romi woke up. She was surprised to find herself beside me without using anything but a blanket as a cover.

At that time, I was still sobbing while condemning everything that had happened.

Quickly, Mr. Romi immediately looked for his clothes scattered on the floor.

"I'm sorry, Devi! I didn't realize I was doing all this. Please forgive my error!" the door while staring at me.

I immediately turned my face away from him, it felt very reluctant that I looked at the face of the person who had harassed me.

"I'm sorry. I'll take responsibility for your life and be ready to finance your life. But I'm sorry I couldn't if I had to marry you. Because I already have a child and a wife" he said as he approached me again.

I was surprised by what I just heard.

'What? He wants to finance my life? Does he think I am valuing his treasure? Does he think my pride can be paid for with the money he has?'

'Oh my God, what should I do now? why do I have to suffer this kind of fate?' I was in my heart again.

Honestly, I can't think straight for now. My mind is completely dead-end and very messed up. In fact, I feel like I can no longer live a broken life.

"Please, don't say anything to my wife and kids! I'm ready to give you anything and anything you want. Please keep this secret!" tell him lightly.

After saying that, he walked out of my room. While I can only sob and cuss him when the door is closed.

I try to get up and get out of bed. But feeling my lower body ache and pain, made me grimace in pain.

I want to step into the bathroom, to flirt with this filthy body, and clean up again if I can.

I never thought and never expected. Now I'm a very, very dirty person.

"Lord, forgive me!" my moans between sobs.

I never intentionally wanted to do any of this either.

I'm just here to work, but all the unwanted stuff happened tonight.

I leave this life to you, Lord. If I can be honest, I can't live this life anymore.

I want to give up. Because I am currently only a weak human being.

To go back home I was so embarrassed. Shame on my parents, who are willing to always take care and educate me to be more in the science of religion.

With a limp step, I rushed to clean up and thought about how I would take the next step.

Do I have to survive in a place like hell? or go back to my most comfortable home?

The dilemma and worry I am feeling right now.

"I have to how.........?"