DARK SECRET

HONESTY

Grace is running around every corner of the school, but does not find her lover. Even now, his girlfriend is very difficult to contact. Whereas previously Grace had confirmed to him that today she will give a flash containing a video about her irritation with Tiara.

When viewed with her current state, Grace looked very pitiful, some of her laughing, and some of her laughing out loud watching herself like a fool. It was clearly betrayed but instead helped him get rid of the evidence.

Without a second thought, Grace decides to go to Sean's house. And damn, there are only the home workers. But Grace chose to spend time waiting for Sean to come.

Sean's house and everything in it is not so boring, even he himself has been considered like an insider who is there. Sean and Grace's family are very close, even though their future has been planned by the family to continue together. Grace doesn't care much about that, her role as a good child will always be lived. Because according to him, he will benefit and not be harmed at all.

Twenty minutes pass but no sign of Sean's arrival, Grace decides to go to Sean's room - a place where they usually hang out to spend the night together. The girl read her book which was already in the room, after getting bored, she switched to playing games owned by Sean. Take time until the sun goes down.

After feeling full with boredom, he spread his body on the bed, spread out his hands, inhaling the aroma of the room that feels like a special fragrance Sean. His mind wanders to think of himself and the rest of his world, passing through all the sweet memories where he is too loving, made drunk by high expectations and expectations. Judging and full of laughter, all sweet madness. Those moments that cannot be repeated are wasted even when he never throws them away.

Then his mind returned to the message he received at school. Grace wondered to herself, how did that person know if the flash was on her. Grace knew, this wasn't a joke but Grace didn't know, to what extent the person knew about her and the group. Until now there has been no clear evidence, but at least he will not be eaten just by threats. Grace had designed her own plot inside her head. Especially with the evidence in his hands, if anyone knew it would be dangerous.

While her head was still raging with the problems of her life, there was the sound of footsteps stepping, immediately the smile of Grace was bursting. But he hurriedly controlled his face back to look calm as if he did not care as usual. Though in fact he was happy Sean returned, even though there was a sense of annoyance that enveloped because waiting too long. Grace just needs to put on a disappointed, upset and angry face, hoping for a hug from Sean in the get accompanied by Sean who seduced her sweetly. Grace thinks she needs it. His daydreams had led him to longing for such moments. So missed.

The door opened and Grace immediately controlled the look on her face. But all his plans were so messy that his face had no need to pretend anymore. His breathing became more heavy, holding tightness in the chest when he saw what was in front of him. All was enough to make her look worse than the one she had previously prepared. Sean with Emeli who was kissing as if eating each other's lips. Emeli's hand, clutching Sean's hair, squeezes it sensually. Do not forget how Emeli who deliberately pressed his body, or maybe more precisely both. Seen once Sean was horny.

"Suck!"

Sean and Emeli stopped for a moment. Sean's face gawked and his body stiffened to find his own lover in the room. Emeli was just as shocked but the girl's face was very annoying because it looked so calm and proud. Implicitly laughs at Grace because her lover blatantly makes out with her.

"Emeli, you're home now."

Emeli's frown looks dislike and not accept. But he did not argue against it, because it was useless. Especially seeing Sean's face that looks very serious. She grieves resentfully seeing how Sean blinded his love for Grace. He was definitely the one who was more worthy of Sean. Rather than add to the problem and make Sean leave him forever, Emeli would rather stay away. Sean's family chauffeur's gonna drive him anyway, and yeah! he was satisfied with what just happened. Feel it Grace! The meaning in the heart.

Grace herself still doesn't understand why she's standing there letting Sean kick Emeli out and then act like she's the first one. Sean is everything. But what clearly looks like is not like that. Either who's stupid and crazy over there, himself or Sean.

He laughs at himself because he can't go anywhere. Stay standing there and feel humbled when she finds her boyfriend making out in plain sight. As Grace previously said. His ambitions were comparable to what he had to do, including the present. Grace should have slapped Sean hard and then kicked Emeli's leg until the girl collapsed. While taking a deep breath and then exhaling slowly to calm down, Grace took the flash from her pouch and handed it to Sean. "As promised."

Sean was silent for a moment and then took it.

"Remove it. Don't have any evidence left until you can get involved in all this" Grace said.

Sean smiled wryly. "thank you. You're a really great woman. Exactly what you said about always taking my side."

Sean approached and pulled Grace into his arms, intending to wrap her arms around Grace's small waist. But the woman immediately retreated, avoiding Sean swiftly. Sean was speechless wondering while Grace looked at him flatly but her gaze was deadly and intimidating.

Sean sighed as if understanding while nodding his head. "You're angry about that? Okay I'm sorry. But didn't you know about me and Emeli yourself. Don't be like this, Grace."

Grace frowned at Sean's "Then if I knew, would you justify it? Do it many times and even in front of me? Letting me see that disgusting thing straight away? Wow!, did you forget that you're my girlfriend?"

Sean grunts. "Yes, I'm your boyfriend. I love you so much. But what I want to ask is, did you ever really love me?"

"Yes of course I know. Everyone knows how ideal we are and also how crazy our relationship is. How I really feel about you. I'm the only one who loves you."

Grace's jaw hardened and her fingers squeezed tight until her palm was punctured by her own nails, hurting so much. But it was certainly not as painful as what he felt in his heart at this moment. Eyes glazed. Tired of all this.

"Aren't you supposed to know the most about how I feel, Sean? Why are you bringing people? Why do you hear them? I thought you were different." Grace took a deep breath. Looking for oxygen to supply so his tears don't come out. Hold on with all my heart.

"What do you think I'm always next to you for? What do you think I always help you for? Tackle everything you do, always believe in you, stick with you"

"Grace, isn't this already an open secret between our groups or perhaps a scope beyond that? All for the sake of controlling your family's power." This was the first time Sean had revealed everything so clearly. He is tired of always being quiet, feeling like a fool who experiences one-way love.

Grace covered her face. She laughed out loud but her tears were clearly flowing. Sean was confused and wondered. But moments later Grace looked back at Sean with a smile as if Sean had said the funniest joke in the world.

"You're right, Sean. Good if you realize it. But have you ever thought about anything else? What have I always held out for? It's because I love you so much. Have you ever thought? no matter how far I go, I will always come back to you. Have you ever thought? why stupidly I always let you and Emeli do anything behind my back! Letting my feelings sink into jealousy and heartache, because what? Because the truth is that I - Grace Harmon - was overpowered by the feeling of being in touch with you. If I can choose, I don't want to be jealous of you either! I don't want to love you!."

Sean froze for a moment. "S-when did you love me?"

And back again it feels like Grace wants to laugh out loud. Worse than ever. "You're asking the wrong question Sean, you should be asking since when I tried not to love you. And the answer is that since you always make out with other women. Seeking pleasure from the j*lang and assuming that I never loved you. Then in the end, you make me feel guilty. Everyone probably thinks Grace wasted Sean's love until you had to find pleasure from someone else. Then you remain the one who is graced with all your grief because no matter what others know, you still love me and hold on to me.!"

"That's sickening Sean!. Because the truth is I'm the one who got hurt! I'm the one who should watch you with Emeli. And don't forget you made out with Tiara, and I don't know who else."

Sean ruffled his hair in frustration. Trying to get closer to Grace but the girl took a step back calmly. "I have to go home."

"Grace"

"I can't deal with you at times like this. I need time to rest."

"You can rest here as usual. Ii'm sorry. I. Let's talk about this."

Grace shakes. "You can call Emeli if you need a bedmate. He's coming."

Grace nodded weakly. His eyes stared at the glassy. "No. Please please. You're all I want. I love you," he said weakly.

Grace had been hard-earned to stop her crying even though it was not working out completely, she did not want to cry sobbing and shed so many more tears. "Why are you always like this, Sean? You always put me like I was wrong."

"Grace..."

"I have to go home. Give me a moment. Take it easy, Sean. Tomorrow morning everything will be back as it was. But please, let me go this time"

Sean fell silent, letting Grace go with a heavy heart. He looked at his girlfriend's back away.