DARE TO LOVE DARE TO LOSE
31 Sadness
Right now I believe more than I see, thanks for everything-Clarissa
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It has been a week since my beloved mother left. Clarissa became a very changed person. There was already no arch on those pink lips that formed a smile.
Clarissa is like a living corpse. He never once left the house, he just came out of the room just to eat and returned to his room.
"you can't go on deck, you see you're like it hurts so much" said Carlo sitting on the edge of Clarissa's bed.
"don't torture yourself like this, we both lost mama. Mama must be sad to see you like this" said Carlo again but did not get an answer from Clarissa.
Every day Carlo would come to Clarissa's room, to have his sister come back the way she used to be. The sister who always gave a warm smile.
"lo still want to do ngujutin lo dream, make mama proud just as you can ngejutin lo dream that" said Carlo last time before moving from his seat.
Carlo doesn't know what to do, he hasn't found a way to get his sister back.
"why Leo never goes back to Clarissa, do I call him" Carlo muttered as he reached his room and took his cell phone.
Since 3 days after Clarissa's last funeral, Leo never showed her nose again in front of Clarissa.
'tut. tut's.. '
Carlo has tried several times to contact Leo but the results are nil. Leo's cell phone number is off.
"cheek" decak Carlo.
'gue did not expect you to be missing that way when my sister's condition was like gini'batin Carlo and put his feet out of his room.
"how good are you" asked Carlo to the child.
"it's still the same" said Carlo.
"you should go back to college again, surely your college assignments have also been stacked" said papa Carlo.
"i can't leave Clarissa if she's like this. Did I stop studying" Carlo said to the father.
"no need" said someone who was none other than Clarissa.
"what do you need" asked Carlo looking at the sister.
Clarissa did not answer her brother's question she preferred to approach with her father and brother sitting on the living room sofa.
"branch back to campus, I don't papa" Clarissa said with a cold look.
"as you said, you have to continue your dream" Clarissa said again when Carlo wanted to open his voice.
"okay. But on one condition" said Carlo staring at the younger brother. Clarissa frowned as a sign asking for an answer.
"branch wants, you do your usual activities, college tutoring and your cooking lessons" said Carlo and got a quick nod from Clarissa.
Clarissa did not want her brother to leave her college just because of him, which is why she just nodded so that her brother could leave.
"okay, tomorrow you leave" said Carlo.
"someone wants you to tell me we're moving out of this house" said Papa Clarissa.
"why pa" asked Carlo.
"i don't want to move" Clarissa said.
"Papa know for sure this is hard for you because this house does have many memories with mama, but we have to move from here. Papa was transferred to the city of X" Clarissa said seriously.
"but I don't want to move on" Clarissa said looking at her papa. For Clarissa it was this house that would help her to stay close to her mother.
"papa can not leave you alone here, in box X where papa will also have a university and cooking lessons for you" said Clarissa who did not have the heart to leave her child.
"this house will not be sold, every holiday or miss mama we can return here" said papa Clarissa.
"okay pa" said Clarissa.
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Clarissa and her papa were to leave for city X, while Carlo was to return to his college.
last night Clarissa saw her phone that she had not held for a long time, Clarissa was a little disappointed because there was no notification from Leo. Clarissa sent Leo a message and said she would move, but Leo's phone was off.
"pa, we can stop by Leo's house" Clarissa told the papa, who put their suitcases in.
"yes pa" said Clarissa briefly and got into the car.
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"excuse me sir" Clarissa told the security guard at Leo's house.
"non Clarissa, has not been here for a long time, nyari den Leo ya" said the security guard and nod by Clarissa.
"sorry non, den Leo and family have not been home since a few days ago" the security guard said.
"fathers have pens as well as paper" asked Clarissa.
"there is no, beware ya takein" said the security guard and rushed to his post.
"it's non" said the security guard handed him the pen and paper that Clarissa asked for.
"later titip for Leo when it's back yes sir" said Clarissa while handing over the letter she had written.
"okee non" said the security guard received a paper offered by Clarissa.
"thank you sir, excuse me" Clarissa said, stepping into the car.
"how" asked Papa Clarissa as the child got into the car.
"he's out again, Clarissa has a message" Clarissa told a lie.
"sorry baby, we can't wait for Leo to come. Our flight is soon" said papa Clarissa and got a nod from Clarissa.
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after traveling for a few minutes due to traffic jams, Clarissa and her papa finally arrived at the airport.
"my dear, we are too late" said papa Clarissa as she stepped her foot in the back by Clarissa.
Clarissa saw from a distance a man she knew very well was at this airport with a woman who was the same age as herself even looks familiar with the family of the boy.
when he saw the guy he loved was none other than Leo and his family with a woman Clarissa had never seen. From a distance like this, Clarissa could see what Leo and the woman were doing. The woman holds Leo's hand and looks happy smiling, even Leo also smiles with the woman.
"dear dear" said papa Clarissa approached Clarissa who was just silent.
"you see what the hell" said Papa Clarissa and followed her son's point of view.
"let's go there" said papa Clarissa who stared intently at Leo.
"don't, let's go" Clarissa said, pulling her papa's hand.
"Goodbye, I hope you're happy" Clarissa said in tears.
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Seriate...
Sorry I rarely update because mumet guys:(.
sorry, but my feeling can't be either.
yuk like if you really like my story, if you don't like it don't like it.
let's also say that there are things that really need to be improved in this story.
Tengkyuuu who still want to read, see you in the next part...
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