DARE TO LOVE DARE TO LOSE
18 Changes in Attitude
Like a cloud that brings rain, after the rain will bring a beautiful rainbow as well as every problem there must be a way out.
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Leo has arrived at his house after saying goodbye from Clarissa's house. He parked his favorite motorcycle in the garage.
"good afternoon my beloved family" said Leo entering his house.
"where did I bang" said Leo's mother who sat on the sofa reading the magazine.
"the usual noodles from the girlfriend's house" said Leo and sat in front of his mother.
"mami wants to talk seriously with you" said Leo's mother who had put the magazine she read.
"what's wrong" asked Leo because only this time his mom wanted to talk seriously with him.
"not that my mom forbids you to date, only you have to remember that you are already in 3rd grade and in a matter of months you will continue to take it more seriously. Mami wants you to be good at sharing between playing, dating, and your study time. You said you wanted to enter AKPOL, so you have to fight from now on. Entering education school is not as easy as you turn your palm or buy a piece of candy" said Mami Leo looked at her son who did not want to continue his family company, he was eager to enter AKPOL.
"mami have registered you special lessons for your AKPOL preparation" said Mami Leo.
"no need to les-les all mi, I can really learn by myself" said Leo who does not like the name of the course.
"learn from where, all this time you never see us studying at home" said Mami Leo staring at Leo sharply.
"my school" said Leo with fear because of the look of the mother.
"you must know that the lessons at school are the same AKPOL entrance test is different. So mom wants you to go to tutoring. If you don't want to, you can go to college anywhere and continue our family company" said Mami Leo.
" yeah I want tutoring" said Leo resigned. Leo really wants to enter AKPOL, for him he is very cool when viewed by others.
"schedule your tutoring starting next week. Every day at 3 pm to 7 pm" said Leo's mother who had already registered Leo when looking for a good tutoring place, so that Leo can enter AKPOL as he wants.
"kok full anyway mi" asked Leo who did not believe that he had to spend full time for tutoring.
"your preparation is only for a moment, so mommy take full hours. So that you can catch up" said Mami Leo.
"there's a dong mi holiday. School period from morning until 2, continue at 3 to 7 hours tutoring. Rest me where" said Leo who did not accept the time drained.
"the choice is in your hands. Continue AKPOL with tutoring that mami said or continue regular college and continue the family company" said Mami Leo.
"if kayak gini mami feels you have no intention of fighting AKPOL.he said he wanted it" said mami Leo who saw the seriousness of his son.
"i'm intending to" said Leo back.
"if the intention proves by action. And think back to the offer that you already love" mother Leo warned her son.
"yes mi, I went upstairs to rest" said Leo and passed by leaving his mama to his room.
In the room Leo dumped his original bag and immediately laid his body on the mattress. He thought about what he should do. He wants to enter AKPOL but what about his relationship with Clarissa in the future after that busyness. Whether Clarissa would faithfully wait for him or Clarissa would not wait for him.
Leo took his breath and exhaled it violently. He'll talk about this to Clarissa, if Clarissa can't be in a relationship with busyness and LDR later, if she can't be, then he will throw away his desire to become an AKPOL and choose college as usual and then continue the family company.
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The next morning Leo was at Clarissa's house to pick up her boyfriend.
"good morning" Clarissa said with a smile.
"morning. Come on up, let's go" replied Leo briefly with a gloomy look on his face.
Clarissa saw Leo's gloomy face, she wanted to ask what happened so that Leo who was always cheerful at once turned moody, but Clarissa paled, she would ask later when on the road.
Leo runs his bike and leaves Clarissa's house. The road this time only heard the sound of cars and motorcycles alone without a conversation between Leo and Clarissa.
"something happened" asked Clarissa who broke the silence.
"what happened" asked Leo.
"just you" said Clarissa.
"nothing" Leo replied briefly.
"if you have a problem, you can share with me. With that maybe I can help find a way out" Clarissa bargained.
"nothing" said Leo still with a tone like the beginning of the meeting.
Clarissa just kept quiet, she let Leo down, maybe she didn't want to tell or share.
"we've got good health, I've got breakfast for you" Clarissa said, looking at the watch in her hand, but there were still a few minutes to go to school.
"okay" said Leo briefly and followed Clarissa on her way to the park.
They took their usual seat, a bench in the park protected by shady trees. Clarissa took out her provisions and opened them.
"it's eaten, this time I'm the cook" said Clarisaa smiling as she handed me a box of provisions containing fried rice made.
"thank you" said Leo to take the provision and eat it.
"i don't know what problem you have, but all you have to know is that every problem has a way out. And I'm always there for you if you need me" Clarissa looked up at Leo, who was eating the food she was carrying.
Leo stopped the rice mouthful into his mouth and looked at Clarissa inside. Maybe this is the right time for Leo to tell Clarissa.
"there's something I want to tell you. It's about our relationship. Soon we will graduate and continue our education. I want to go to AKPOL" said Leo and looked at Clarissa.
"well, dong, I always support you, but what is the problem in our relationship" asked Clarissa who still does not understand, why it affects the relationship.
"the problem starts next week I can't tell you to go home. And I won't have much time for you either, because my mom has listed me a week full. Lesnya time is from 3-7 pm" said Leo with a soft.
"so what you think is so it becomes cuek gini" said Clarissa and nodded by Leo.
"horse me, you must pursue your desires, your ideals. I don't want to be a hindrance in your pursuit of goals. We still have time at school and the night can still call or video call. So what are you worried about anyway" Clarissa said with a sincere smile.
"i was afraid suddenly when I had no time at all with you, even then there will be others who come and replace my position" said Leo with his own face for fear of losing Clarissa.
"godly you, I will never turn away from you, we will have promised there will be no word breaking. So you keep chasing your desires" said Clarissa steady.
"but we will LDR if for example I enter AKPOL" said Leo back.
"no problem LDR, after all if we are paired we will certainly be together even though LDR on other planets even once" said Clarissa while holding Leo's hand.
"i can just stay here and take a business lecture for the company papi if you don't want LDR with me" said Leo back.
"i want you to take AKPOL or business college it depends on your heart, not because of me" Clarissa said to convince Leo.
"but indeed I am worried that there are people who can make you comfortable and change my position" said Leo
"don't think about it anymore. I will definitely be faithful waiting for you as long as you are also loyal to me, this is why I will support you no matter what. If you are a cop, I can wear pink-pink rag" Clarissa said with a small laugh.
"basic" said Leo who instantly ruffled Clarissa's hair and smiled.
"if there's anything you have to tell me, don't cover it up" Clarissa said as she closed off the boy at Leo's meal and put him in her bag.
"yes, I'm sorry that I changed this morning" said Leo.
"no papa really, let's go to class again bell ni" said Clarissa and moved from her seat.
"well done" said Leo as he walked in accompaniment with Clarissa.
'I don't want your ideals to stop because I, though I am as afraid as you are, fear that someone else will replace me in your heart. But I won't be selfish, you should also fight for your family to be proud of you. I leave everything to God for our inner relationship Clarissa and look at Leo at a glance while walking.
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