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Never blame God for everything that has happened in your life, Because what??? the answer is simple, because God is so good.
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It was getting late, but Clarissa couldn't sleep after the phone call with Leo. No matter what made his heart uneasy at this moment, he felt like something bad was about to happen. But he tried to brush off all those negative thoughts.
"deck" knocked Carlo on Clarissa's door. Clarissa who did not sleep opened the door of her room quickly.
"what a bang" asked Clarissa to her brother, Clarissa saw the face of her brother who looked very worried.
"we go to the hospital now, you get ready quickly" said Carlo firmly.
"why bang, mama why" asked Clarissa who already knew if her brother invited her to the hospital, then there must be something that happened with her mother.
"you get ready first, get ready there" said Carlo and got a nod from Clarissa.
It did not take long Clarissa was ready to change her clothes, there was a sense of uneasiness in her at this time. Did this have anything to do with her anxiety from earlier that caused her to be unable to sleep, an uneasy feeling in her heart like she was about to experience an event that was doomed.
"actually what the hell is bang, something is happening to me" Clarissa asked Carlo who was riding his bike at a very fast speed.
"babang does not know how mom, papa told us to come to the hospital now" said Carlo with a facial expression that was also worried, he was sure that something must have happened to his mother at this time.
After 30 minutes, they finally arrive at the hospital, and Clarissa and Carlo run to their mother's room.
When he opened the door, Clarissa and Carlo simply stayed in place and stiffened over what they had seen.
"what happened" asked Clarissa who had shed her tears.
"why is my mother covered in white cloth like that" asked Clarissa again as she approached the bangkar.
Papa Clarissa did not respond to his daughter's words, she just stared at the person who had been covered in white cloth with a blank look.
"What happened, papa answered" said Carlo who was standing near the bangkar.
Carlos knew when a man who had been covered in a white cloth like that would indicate that the man was lifeless. But he seemed to convince himself that what he saw did not happen.
"you answer" said Carlo, who was holding his papa's shoulders and shaking him.
"mama went to see us" their father said weakly and held back tears.
"hahaha papa's kidding right" Clarissa laughed.
"father need not be funny" said Clarissa again and there was no response from her father.
"mama" cried Clarissa after opening the white cloth and shaking her mother's body.
"mama why stay with me. My mom doesn't love me. I'm naughty yes same mom, if I'm naughty mama says mom can also hit me but not kayak gini. Mama woke up, mama really did" said Clarissa while sobbing and shaking her mother's body.
Clarissa looked at the mother who gave birth to her with her blank look, she did not expect all this would happen, why did her mother have such a heart. They still need the affection of both parents, still need the affection of a mother.
"why do mama stayin us" Clarissa said again with a weak tone.
"let him alone" said Clarissa and Carlo, knowing where Clarissa was going.
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Clarissa ran down the hospital hallway crying, why did her mother have the heart. During this time, Clarissa was very close to her mother, because papa was rarely at home, while her brother attended school outside the city.
Clarissa ran in an indeterminate direction, she just wanted to calm herself down at this moment, that what happened in front of her was just a nightmare. Yeah, it's just a nightmare.
Clarissa stepped onto the hospital rooftop, saying it was the most comfortable place for her at the moment.
Clarissa stared at the buildings from above the rooftop with a blank look. Clarissa was still crying and hugging her knees.
"haaaaa." cried Clarissa expressing her feelings.
"mama is evil with me, papa, and brother" she cried again, crying.
"i hate mama" he yelled again.
"don't hate your mama" said someone Clarissa knew her voice well.
Clarissa lifted her head and looking at the person, she put a hug on the person.
"mama is evil with me" he cried in the arms of the man he embraced. The man did not reply to Clarissa's words, he just stroked Clarissa's back gently and let her boyfriend cry.Yes, that person is Leo.
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