Dahlia Thick
Part 8's
Part 8's
My steps are somewhat limped, somewhat jingjit this finally can take me home to the destination.
“One hour I've been in the bathroom, trying to clean and clean again. But I still feel dirty. O Allah, how much more water should I pour so that I can make me return to holy clean without stains.”Rintih My heart is soft
I thought after that incident and seeing me a little moody, Angga would stop his world heaven singing. It turns out that under the pretext of holy love that more and more must be fostered when I refuse. He asked me how much I loved him.
once every 1 week he wants to break his heart and fill his sperm bag with me. Right in the mouth of my womb, she just splattered. The longer I can't stand all this, the more I just refuse. But I ended up contracting opium*** immeasurably. This addiction is more severe than I thought, my mind is full of just remembering the last night with him. Seeing food is not tasteful, seeing all colors look the same. For what seemed to shine was only an Angga.
Every time only his face appeared in my mind, even still imagined when he was not dressed. Dancing beautiful nari over my body. Or crawling along sipping the pleasure of the peak of romance.
“Mas, aren't you afraid I'm pregnant?” ask him while menkancingkan clothes that have been released Angga
“Could not. We do khan ga often rich married people. Jdi chances of getting pregnant at least 5%!”Angga answered with confidence.
“Denger said marriage, ko I want to marry Mas!”
“Come,,,!”
“Truly you are Mas, want to marry me?”
“Surely, I promise to marry you. We have come so far from just love. We should get married, baby!”
My sparkling face Seemed to the surface, I just hope this is not the beetle's sweet promise to the flowers.
“Appointment..!”I pointed my little finger at him
“Appointments. Our food though mourn first from now on. 2-3 years more our savings can be used for marriage, let us not rely on parents” said Angga was able to crush my heart.
His sweet promise is not just a promise, he halves his salary for me. 2jt for his departure and 2jt for your mind to a more serious level of marriage. Walking 3 months money collected 6jt not to mention my money was also added there, so the amount is about 9jt. I think this kind of money is enough to be used as a man. But it seems that Masku did not want to give the burden to his parents. So diabilang take another 2-3 years to save. Unimaginable during that time I had to come into contact with a man with all our filthy passions. Then how many sins we collected before finally getting married.
My brain thought hard, what steps should I take not to continue in this momentary pleasure of sin. Forcing her to marry me at this time, or to marry under our hands just so that our relationship is lawful. My burden is not playing the weight I want to share but with whom? I could not think of it when Angga only knew this incident, especially when it came to my parents and family. It was like crossing their faces with dirt, revealing all my grievances to them.
I finally swallowed my own spit, bitter as gall. What can I do? Endure all possibilities or move away by bearing their own moral burdens. My love is so great to play for him, when I come away from him it means I torture my own mind. I want to cry I am ashamed, just whisper with my God I want more.
I thought I was dizzy not playing. Come here, my body sits but my soul runs unceasingly.
O Allah.Yes Allah….
Prancing……..
my head was bounced off the shirt of my other co-worker at the office.
“Melia, you why?”Mega contact was shocked to see me fall
“Bu, Mel why?”The voice sounded from in front of my desk.
“Looks like Melia's mother passed out, we just take her to the nearest clinic!”Say Aisah one of the TU employees there
Me, Mega and Aisyah in the school car, Pa Ilham took us to the nearest clinic. This school driver is not running his car. Rushed because of panic, high speed is the only option
Arriving at the clinic was still the most responsive Mega.
“How do doc, my friend ga what?”ask Megaa to one of the examiner's doctors
“Still yes doc,!”
“Same!” Answer the doctor while going to the ER place earlier
“Bu Mega, Si Ibu Mel this why?”Ask Aisyah with a tone of curiosity.
“Kapean said..!”Mega replied in accordance with the explanation of the doctor earlier
For a moment I woke up.
“I where is this?”I ask them while frowning me
“You were in the clinic, you passed out earlier!”Mega
“Hah I fainted?Why?”
“Yes, so don't cape keep a lot of mind!”Megan said with a little worry.
During my conversation with Mega, Riki and Angga arrived.
“Why you?”Ask Angga to me worriedly.
“I ga what mas.”My answer is brief. I want to express all my burdens to her. About his 2-3th appointment. Or our relationship that must be peppered** every time.
“You don't worry, Melia sauces!”
“Measuring him don't get suspended working!” riki said with a little bit of a sneer
We finally got home from the clinic. On Riki's journey of occasionally seeing my face, the blank stare of my eyes made him very worried.
“You have Mega Mel?”
“Ga to Ki, I am good aja.” Riki is expressed with its hidden meaning.
“Ga Mel problem, I'm here. Let alone Riki, I am equally worried. So I nginep yach here semalem!”
“Okeh.. !”Mega's slightly pushy tone made me agree to Riki's proposal
In our conversation, Angga did not show his attention at all. I don't know why. Maybe also Riki whose excessive attention makes him feel no need to show it in front of them.
“Then I pamit” said Angga.
“Iya I'm the same Ga, want to go home too!”
They both left.leave me and Mega Contracted this 3x3 . In this building is still always imagined scenes of our friendly scenes. In every direction we have marked it.
“Mel, why are you?Don't bengong gitu dong, khan there is me here!”
“Yes, sorry!”
“You why sich? Want to tell me something?”mega's question was so good to me.
“I really want a story. But it's not now!”
