Dahlia Thick
The Part 21
Riki never knew the name of the child I gave birth to, because with my busyness to take care of the baby. There was absolutely no room to talk about what name I would give.
“I met Yuda on the road in Lippo, he invited me to attend his wedding. I went there to attend the airport, just on the way. I think rather than not meeting at all, maybe that time is the right time to just meet miss” explained Me On Riki who is still filled with anger.
“Then…..You take off the miss with your Mas?”
“Riki, plis! please don't get rich gini!” Mega seemed to be fighting a war of mouth between us.
“Mel, I am the front guard who will worry about all the things that happen to you. I never protested with any decision you made. After all, everything we bear along with all your careless decisions!”
“Ki, I understand your concern. But I'm sure it'll be fine!” Obviously to give full confidence to this warrior hero of my life.
“Yes already, we eat yuk!” Mega shifted our concentration to the food she had bought from the warteg.
Riki's worries are excessive, but what can be done. She was the only person to wipe away the blood clots that were splattered on the floor when I gave birth. With eyes puffy because of tears that are too much out, making him promise to himself to watch over all the things that look bad from the couple I have.
“Yesterday Mas Rendra ngeWA I keep asking you!” Reveal Mega while pouring rice and some side dishes to my pet.
“Iya, I just want to bales the message nich!” Ungkapku while opening my HP that has just been filled with batteries.
“Again, yes eat only!” The word Riki is still ketus, making me and Mega concentrate our minds fully on the activity at the dinner table.
Contrast….
The sound in our rented, there was only the sound of spoons and forklifts making out with each other. With a disappointed face, Riki was still looking at his food with empty eyes.
Mega also did not want to start the conversation again, afraid even make nuance more conducive. I hope my HP sounds from anyone, because the atmosphere is getting gripping.
Our favorite warteg food is so tasteless, because it is faced with a very sour Riki face. It all looks the same. Whether it's a vegetable, balado eggs or corn.
Glek glek …….
The sound of water being gulped indicates, this meal time has ended. Riki who said goodbye to the love of his heart was “Darling I came home first”.
“Heart dialya.” Reveal Mega while driving Riki to get out of our rented house.
Riki's worries were indeed overwhelming, afraid that I would get out of control again while courting. Me and Mega deliberately put together, so they can take care of each other. Riki deliberately looking for rent in a residential area that disguised two and plus another room. As supporters we can always meet. While Riki was still contracting with this type of room, he looked for it in an area near the residential area where we were. All designed by Riki, to make sure I'm safe.
“Hey, I dreamt instead. That's Mas Rendramu calling!”
I was so cool to mutter in my heart, so that even the sound of telpone I did not reveal.
“Iya hello, it's new. Mas how? How is his son healthy? A wedding? Ough pernikhanya smoothly alhmdulihah. Yes, when are we coming?”
Mega heard the words I said to Rendra my hatik lover.
“I if you cry rich manila”
“Not, I heard your voice. So rich!”
“I can't loadspeaker khan HPnya!” My answer reasoned
“That's right there, the phone's in the room. I want to be done first.” Reveal Mega while carrying a broom from the kitchen area.
Mega and Riki are very intent on making me happy, unwilling to let me linger long in the pain of self-righteousness. They brought Rendra to my life and I was happy with her.
“Hey, have a phone. Tomorrow we want to work!” Mega bothers us who are still busy talking on the phone.
“Ya already Mas, I think it's malem. Tomorrow on the next chat!”
“Oke, overnight!”
“Night too, break yach!”
Our conversation had to be interrupted because, refutation from my best friend.
“Connect your yach!” I said I intentionally made Mega guilty
“Emang...intentionally..hahaha!”.
We laughed together, in my room. He even wants to go to sleep, his mind wants to both sleep. Though he seemed to want to find information obtained from the incident in Yogya.
“How was the trip?” Megan asked, with half-circumcised eyes. Still stalking.
“Long and tiring journey!” I replied while allowing the Pisisi to immediately dream in a mattress.
“Where Is Kemal?” Still asking questions when we were very sleepy.
“He calls me mama!” I answered with a smile of my own.
“Hah????? She knows you're her mom?” Mega was surprised by opening all parts of his eyes had been closed earlier.
“We khan you sleeping, Meg?” I asked back because it was so late.
“ough, you're sleepy. Okay dech but you promise tomorrow a yach story?” Mega said while again pulling the blanket and fix the pillow position, to improve towards sleep.
“Hemmmmm,...!” My response wasn't much because my eyes were really sleepy.
Our sleeping position is a little bit cramped, because this 1x2 meter mattress is filled with two lives. Air conditioners forced as cool as possible decorate our room in this hot area. The atmosphere of the night was so good because the room was not lighted alias extinguished. Let these eyes really take a break from the total fatigue we each had. Some wall hangings are declared by Allah and Muhammad SAW. An hour of walls and calendars depicting sexist women. And now we're really sleeping.
If only Mega knew the thing that makes me desperate to come to Yogya is Mas Revan, the reason that always brings about the child so give my own longing for the sheet of my past. I've had children from previous relationships. Little by little, I want to make room for it. I sometimes like to be jealous when Mas Revan is more inclined to pay attention to his son. I am also the one who will be his future. Why didn't he involve me to get in a little bit, into his mass space. Maybe just take me to visit when his son is sick, or even a little entertainment as a new person who will accompany his father in the future.
I was wondering if there was still a big feeling, from Mas Revan to his past? Or is the child just his wife so he can get back close to his ex-husband? I feel cornered here. Hoping that the mass is like my mass is also being thrown out of life.
