Dahlia Thick
Part 17's
2 Years have passed before me, they consider me an inhumane mother. Throw away the illegitimate child to a place that does not know what it looks like. Committed to giving birth to it but after seeing the fact of being a parent in an undue state, not an easy thing. It is not about how people judge or judge him, but himself who judges his unfaithful behavior.
The first 6 months I was overwhelmed with guilt with countless nightmares. The second 6 months I forgave my own guilt of confessing it to God and began to love myself. 6 The third month I busied myself with a myriad of activities to melt my memory of everything. 6 the fourth month I have got a handsome adult man Decorating my life.
It's not easy to move on, but Mega and Riki have always been directors in my life. They introduced me to a man named Rendra Abimana. He was an employee at the publisher who selected the school to supply the required books. He had a clean white face so people would see him looking handsome. His clothes are always neat, making me always amazed by his carrier. Speaking manners and adults. She is about 34 years old with the status of a one-child widower. Their divorce was stained with something that was not in line.
“I want lunch! Together yuk!” bring Rendra to me.
“You wait for me to be locked up, I'll follow. Want to nemenin Aisah for a minute!” I answered with a radiant face.
Opening my heart again after the harsh reality of life that I have is not an easy thing. Mega betrothed me to her, because Rendra always met me once a week at school. But I always act cold. So Mega thinks we should be put together with a little bit of the scenario.
“I'm looking forward to you for a long time,,,,!” Said Rendra with his face bent
“Sorry mas, giggled earlier.”
“I've pesenin tuh, noodle tek tek. Want ga?”
“Yach, I got rice. But what the hell. I love ko!”
“Ough Hull you yach, I forgot!”
“Do not worry I want to eat noodles in rice cement....xixi...!”.
I always smile when I am with him. Because her beautiful face and her nurturing bearer made me seem to be understood by her. I don't know if this is because we both might have been hurt, so you always try your hardest to understand each other.
Seeing the face of our sumringah Mega clearly did not stand still, he said,
“Wah eating ga invite this, violate this corridor!” Mega arrived.
“What corridor?” Rendra asked
“Should have mak comblangnya also diraktir”
“Ough basic...mau gratisan nich have friends!”
“Iya let's join..!”Rendra replied a little relieved.
Rendra can never be invited to joke, just a little joke his face can not be compromised.
“Munday night tomorrow we want to celebrate the anniversary, a little more sich looks rich ABG but ga what khan. You will come later too, the place in Lippo. This is limited, limited edition!”
Mega explained the plan to us who were discussing it. I usually go there with the three of them. Now it's good that my heart can be there to accompany.
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Sunday night in Lippo is very crowded. Bekasi area filled with residents of immigrants who come to work, making this place one of the visited as a fatigue relief. The three of us were up to half an hour ago but my HP still hasn't shown any sign.
“Try Mas Rendraannya at contact Mel, Check only where is the location now!” Riki
“Iya I'm calling, dech!”
“Make sure the position is still where, hunt this malem!”
The plan was a celebration of their relationship, but we were invited to make it a bit exciting. Because like other couples after eating usually watch in the cinema, if it is too late to watch it sleepy.
“What does he say?”
“Sorry can't come because his son is sick!” I read out the message Rendra sent me this afternoon, and it only opened when everything was almost perfect.
“Yach, failed his doubledet dech..hehe!”.Riki said a little jokingly.
“You eat first, I want to walk!” I told them because I was a little disappointed.
Dating a widower does have certain risks, sometimes it is without wind and rain. Afraid of her coming there was a lightning bolt that I could not foresee. We both had serious intentions after a year of her plans we wanted to get engaged. He has been introduced to my family in Bandung as well as me who has been introduced by Rendra to his family who are in Jakarta. The problem is that his family is close to the family residence of his ex-wife Mas Rendra. So that when there are conditions like this, Rendra like sontak give his full attention to his former family.
“Child is an excuse, so important his son compared to me. I also have a child. But it's even ignored.”My heart says no.
This inexhaustible word of heart resuscitated what I had done, becoming remembered again about the boy. I asked the boy how he was doing? With Whom? It's been as big as what?
“Mel,....” Male voice from behind me.
“Iya..why yach?” My response while turning my face back. I want to be clear who is calling me.
“Hai, how are you? You still want me?”
“Yu.u..u..da khan?”
“Waw no one can meet you here. How are you?”
“Good.ka.ka.ka.mu howa” Answer me a little brick. Fear there is a good friend behind the nonggol that is Angga.
“Eh we sit first yuk..!”
We finally found a place to sit down to just talk. Talk about how long we haven't met. And my fear of having a nongol good friend turned out to be inappropriate.
“I want to marry, you can come khan?”Yuda
“Well, great wih. Same girl you were at that time?”
“Emhhhh..not”.
“Upst sorry, I think you guys still continue”
“That's a sad story, I still love her so much. But it turns out he chose to break up with me and become a mistress of Depok area police. To this day, the feeling is still there, but reality makes me have to wake up. And organize my life with another woman”
“Sorry so much, I didn't mean. Btw for your marriage. When's the time?”
“Late December, if you want to go there I'll call it. Call me later!”
“You are Yogya khan, very far there he is not. Riki likes not to worry if I go far away!
“Iya sich, I also do not deny it. The journey was long. But if you have free time you call me if you go there. This invites his”
“Thank you for the invitation, I can just doain. But if you've been to Bekasi again, I just nitip gift for wife later yah!”
“If I want you... I'm thinking of Angga”.
