Daddy's! My Mom's Not Your Choice?

Ezra's Desire

Roze POVs

The days passed well, safely without any problems. The thing I'm afraid of doesn't actually happen. My guess is not true. I had suspected that someone had come to my son's school and deliberately made my son buy a magazine in which his real father's face was plastered.

It's not that I meant to say nothing about their father to my two children, but I don't think it's easy to get them to know about that person, I try to do anything for him. He was very curious to know who his father was, so I told him. I saw it from the corner of a patient who had a desire and a hope. The one thing I couldn't do for her was bring her father in front of her. I don't have the ability to do that.

But Darriel, he's an understanding boy. By looking at the news about his father alone had made him able to deduce for himself what happened, keeping it in his heart without asking me much.

I don't want my kids to get hurt if they find out his dad's okay with his own world, without seeing any of them.

I wonder how Jevander would react if he knew I was pregnant with those children. But never mind, time has long passed. Moreover, I know he is married.

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At home, the twins are busy working on PR. The two children were accompanied by a middle-aged woman whom they called by the name of bi Ina. Bi Ina's job is to cook and help with homework while accompanying the twins.

Ezra seemed to have just remembered something. Slowly he settles in search of the magazine owned by Niel which at that time made him unable to concentrate because he was busy thinking about his uncle named Jevan.

Because again seriously studied, Niel did not see the action of his bad brother.

Ezra flipped through the magazine but no longer found the sheet that bore the man's face.

"Where is he? Did Niel tear it up? What's for?"

Ezra was angry.

"Danieeelllll!" Ezra shouted loudly.

"What else is it?" Niel, relax.

"Where's the sheet with uncle's face? You tore it up?" Accuse Ezra without further ado.

"What's looking for it? It doesn't matter." Niel's parent.

"Ihhhhhh! You're this, you bad boy."

Bruaaakk.

Ezra slams into the magazine about the head of his twin sister.

"Auuu. It hurts!" Daniel stroked the part of his head that hurt.

Ezra ran out of the house to the park of the complex that did not leave his residence.

The boy was crying there. He was also confused as to why he should cry just because of someone he did not recognize.

"Hey! Why crying?"

Someone was sitting next to Ezra. The boy looked.

"It's not adult business." The answer.

"Who are you fighting with?"

"You know it. She said she should not talk to strangers. Go over there," drive him unfriendly.

My niece this one is so disrespectful.

"You want this?"

The guy's giving me a pack of ice cream.

"Is this uncle my father?" Ezra asked with a gloomy face.

"Dad? Just yummy. I've never made a child."

"Then? Why does uncle care? Uncle likes my bundes?" Accuse Ezra.

(Hey! I'm your mother's sister).

"Call me uncle. I, am your father's friend."

"Friends dad? Don't lie."

"You want to know who your father is?"

Ezra looked suspiciously.

"Is uncle really dad's friend?"

"Ssuuuu! But it's both of us's secrets. Don't tell your bunda. Can you promise?"

"Can, uncle. I want to meet dad. Can you take me to his place?" Ezra was indeed unceremonious.

"of course. With pleasure."

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Jevanders POV.

My daughter doesn't adapt easily, which is why she doesn't make friends at her new school. This child is very quiet and will not start a conversation. Not only that, Nana would not respond to others easily.

"Daddy!" Nana walked towards me holding a piece of photo in her hand.

"Daddy! Who's she?" He showed me that photo.

This photo is mine. Memories of me being with my ex-boyfriend in Amrik. This woman I am with is my first love but she is also the woman I have left heartless. Not once, but I've already dumped him twice.

'Roze Moza' that's his name. He probably hates me. I hope he lives happily. This woman, I still secretly miss her.

I didn't leave him because I didn't love. But her status as the daughter of someone struggling in the black world, gave me goosebumps. Here I am, a man who loves both my parents very much. I was willing to hurt myself, break my own heart for fear that they would be disappointed with my choice.

Am I sorry I showed Roze? I'm so sorry. I continue to regret it in silence.

When I was lonely or tired from work, I often looked at this photo. The photo sheet with my happy face with her. My burden instantly disappeared when I saw and remembered our togetherness. Roze is a positive energy in my life. Baby, I wasted it.

I looked back at my daughter. "Hey girl, this is daddy's best friend, baby."

“Dad, make her mommy Nana. Nana likes her.” What does this kid mean? She wants Roze to be her mother?

My mind is agitated thinking about it. There is a curiosity in my heart. Where is that woman now? Is he happy with his life? Huh! What if he is not happy? I'll appear as a savior? I have absolutely no right.

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Roze POVs.

I am one of the mothers who always monitor the development and changes in my children.

Today I saw a drastic change in my daughter. His mouth that liked to babble with various anger, was now very different from usual.

My Ezra looks very calm, friendly and patient. Where's my daughter's bar-bar soul? Who took it? There was usually no day without a fight with Niel and even nagging me when it looked wrong in his eyes.

"Bun, man,"

He approached me while greeting in his calm tone.

"Yes, honey?"

"I want to meet my dad."

Deg.

What's wrong with my daughter? He suddenly said he wanted to see his father.

"Ezra .. can't meet dad. Your father is not in this country. I'm in a faraway place, son." Obviously, calmly. Afraid that he would nag if I responded with a punishing phrase.

(Mother lied! Uncle said my dad was in town. I'm going to see you without your knowledge.)

My daughter seemed to be speaking in her heart. But I don't know what he's thinking or saying.

"Why meet all fathers, lack of work."

The voice of my son, Niel, is blissful.

"Niel, don't you want to see me?" My daughter approached her twin sister who was seriously feeding her fish***** on her mini aquarium.

"I don't want you." Reply Niel, indifferently.

Goody. Niel is right. He doesn't need a father figure while I'm around. Mother who can also be a father for them.

Ezra. My son doesn't say anything anymore. The soul still possessed him. I don't know what he was thinking, which is for sure .. he was thinking about his father's whereabouts.

Knowing Ezra missed his father made me remember my childhood without a father, the father I missed second by second. However, the man never even came to see me again, leaving me deeply injured.

So, it's better for them not to know her father at all than to meet and then just be hurt.

I don't want the pain I've ever felt tainted in my daughter's heart.

I know my father, but I can't be with him. He just came and went without any intention of inviting me, enjoying being together as his father and daughter.

When I was 7, I was rushed to the hospital because I fell off my bike while chasing the car that took my father away. During my illness, my father did not come to visit me.

My mother finally made it clear that my father had a family that he loved. No matter how deep I want my father, I still can't reach him.

I, so hate my father to this day.

I decided not to meet my daughter with her father. At least, hatred did not grow in him as I felt.

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