Daddy's! My Mom's Not Your Choice?

Farewell Speech

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With a quick step Roze Moza climbed the stairs of restaurant Z where he and his girlfriend used to go for a romantic dinner. There was a small paper bag in his left hand. Tonight is the second year of their anniversary. Roze felt very grateful because for the last 2 years his man was always there for him in almost every way he needed his lover.

“Wah, am I late, baby?”

Knowing his girlfriend Jevander had come first from him, he was very happy. Almost two weeks the two did not meet because of the busy taking care of the lecture that will both be completed.

“Sit, Roze. I just arrived.” too

Jevan's attitude that is not as cheerful as usual slightly disturbed Roze's mind. But it's okay, Roze tried to look relaxed.

“Have you ordered?” roze asked, deliberately creating a warm atmosphere as usual.

Jevan nodded slowly with a flat face. A strange and suspicious expression.

“Honey, there's something I want to talk about.” Said Roze, with a thumping feeling, could no longer bear to hide his happiness. There are important things that he will convey mini mala to his lover, of course, a happy news.

“I also have something to talk about to you.” Answer Jevan. His face looks very uncomfortable.

“Is that? Whatisit? You first. Speak!” timpal Roze.

“Ehmm. Here's Roz .. I think .. we've had enough here.”

“Yes? Mak...sud..mu?”

“I'll marry my best friend. She ... is pregnant.”

Deggs.

Like a lightning strike, Roz was petrified. Whatisthis? Is his girlfriend going to marry another woman?

“I know this surprises you. But ... she is the woman I really should marry.”

The woman Jevan really should marry? Who better than Roze?

“Lan-lantas, what about me? Wait, we've been together all along. Sleep together. Dining together. Then why all of a sudden? You're kidding me?” Roze was still trying to put on a face of disbelief.

“Dad and my mother chose him as daughter-in-law. Our parents have long since matched us. Anyway she ... I owe her.” hearing this, Roze smiled thinly with a flat face.

“So you've been betraying behind me all this time? Not likely. You love me so much. There's no way you're gonna leave me for another woman. What makes you choose him more than me? I have everything too. Everything. Treasure, love, I got all that for you. You know that too, right?”

“Family.”

That one word again silenced Roz's mouth.

The family? Whatdoes thatmean? Did he secretly investigate my family's background?

“Sorry Roz, after knowing what you kept secret from me, I thought a thousand times to stay connected with you. Why didn't you tell me from the beginning about how your family is doing? My mom and dad would not approve either. I'm afraid your background will ruin my family's good name.” despite not feeling good to say it, but Jevan has to be honest.

“Enough! No need to be clarified. I've understood it now. My mother was a whore, a high-class pimper and I didn't have a clear father. But what about my body that you've broken? Shouldn't you be in charge?”

The atmosphere turned cold.

“Take responsibility? The roz! Have you lost your memory or what? On our first night, it wasn't your first. There's no sign that proves that it was your first night. You want to trick me?”

“I used to have bleeding while chasing someone.” Roz. It's really not important to explain. Why didn't Jevan question him on their first night?

“Okey, let's just say it's not a problem. But why so many lies? About your mother, you always show off that she's a dignified woman. In reality,;”

“Go!”

“Go!” small smile. Roz was just feeling self-conscious. He stood back up. Forced Roz to really believe this situation even though he did not want to.

“Roz, forgive me, okay, sorry if my words offend you. I love you but we really can't be together.” Jevan stood up and approached Roz. Hugged it tightly.

“After this, be yourself. Accept what you are. Don't trouble yourself anymore. There will be the right people and can accept you for who you are. But ... That person is not me. I don't want to make it difficult for you to be with me. I can't let my parents down if I choose you."

You can think of me as a bad guy. Yes, I am evil for not being able to accept your background. Ii'm sorry. No, you don't have to forgive me. You can hate me.”

The hug finally loosened. The last hug from Jevander Park for him. Roz wanted to hold that hug. It felt unwilling to be released from this man's embrace. The man she loved was so deep.

“Sorry, I have to go. Take care of yourself.”

It's been. Finished their relationship. The man she loved is gone. The fear that had always been haunting finally really happened. Again he was abandoned for the umpteenth time by his close people. Not enough to bear the insults because because because of his mother's status as a pimp, moreover, do not have a father since birth? Is the world not satisfied with it?

Getting angry? Disappointed? Saddened? Who wouldn't be sad if the situation turned around in an instant?

"Jevan, can't you keep my secret from your family?" Roze is still trying to provide solutions. Jevan was shocked when it turned out that the lover he had just left was now right behind him as he was about to open the car door. Roze hasn't really let up.

"Roze, I can't keep anything from them. Ii'm sorry. As a child, I had failed my parents a lot." The clear liquid also wet Jevan's eyelids. In fact, he did not have the heart to see this sad reaction.

"Jevan, can you not leave me?" Roz held Jevan's hand open the car door, "no need to marry me, but stay with me"

There was no response from that man. With a feeling of guilt, he remained in his stance, parting ways with Roze. Since the man already knew, both of his parents would definitely oppose this relationship and would eventually still hurt himself and Roze someday.

Having a pimp's mother who doubles as a pela*ur, even the woman he is dating is somehow from who, Roze doesn't even have a real father. Jevan could not bear to put his parents to bear the humiliation of others because of the woman he chose.

"Go! I will not hold you." - Roze said with lips shaking against the intense pain in his heart. This time he really realized who he was.

The man left, without looking back. Roze's vision sent the man he loved further away and then disappeared with his car. That's where the girl's tears flowed freely along the river on both sides of her cheeks. The paper bag he had brought as a gift to Jevan, now he could only stare at it with nanar. Gift in the form of several pregnancy test kits that a moment ago he brought with him enthusiastically. He wiped his tears and threw the small bag into a nearby garbage can.

Return to the apartment where he lived.

The first thing Roze does is collect all the objects related to his father and mother, then all the gifts Jevan gives. The gift of the man that always meant something to Roze, he gathered it together and threw it all away, lit a fire on it, burned it without any waste.

While watching the fire engulf all that, Roze then said: "Father, mother, you are my misfortune. Goodbye" saying the word 'good-bye' to his parents made Roze laugh, laughing at himself later. "I sound so confident. Aren't you two the ones who said goodbye to me from the beginning? Hah, you guys are happy with the one you love, without thinking about my broken feelings."

Little flashback...

Since Roze was 14 years old, Helena, the mother of Roze decided to live with her husband, a widower with two children, left her own biological daughter and chose to take care of other people's children.

Actually, when he was a baby, Roze had handed over to a couple named Stefan and Gina to be adopted into their child. However, two years later, Helena returns and pleads to take her son, taking him away from the family. Not because he really wanted to take care of her, but only because he wanted the attention of Mr. Lee, Roze's biological father is married.

The attention and affection he did not get from the man he loved. It seems, Lee came to him only for Roze. Over time, Lee never showed up, all that came was a transfer for Roze's living expenses, through a card that the man left for his daughter.

Long in an uncertain wait, Helena finally meets a twisting widower and they decide to get married, despite not leaving her job as a pimp or pimper. Unfortunately, the new man refuses to take care of Roze and only wants Helena.

Thinking of all the things about his father and mother, Roze's heart grew hot again, as if burning with all the memories that had vanished in the fire, including the memories of him with Jevander Park.

"Why is everyone so happy? Am I that disgusting? Ah, Wait! You are heartless or .. I do not deserve affection?" He then rubbed his stomach slowly. Not because of hunger, but because there is a new human being nesting in it. With a calm face, Roze said: "I will even endure the next insult. Having a child without a husband." - gazing at his stomach with guilt.

“You can't be born and be like me. Sorry, I had to get rid of you before you grew up.”

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