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...***God......
...it feels calm if you don't think about emoon...
...hawanya.....
......The feeling of anxiety during this is reduced instantly........
...but what if this dream comes back.....
the worry must come again
...fear of abandonment...
......fear of being lied to......
...fear of regret when it has happened......
miss Yang all this time enveloped..
where will it be taken??
will it be healed..?
years of living in longing..
once met, it becomes the main source of fear...
...when does this heart calm down??...
...turned out Dilan's word was right...
the miss is heavy...
but I said, the fear of losing is much heavier...
why should we meet
when should this be???
god's right...
what you think is good is not good in the eyes of God...
and that you think is bad, though,
not necessarily bad for God...
turns out I was wrong
forcing the will to meet emoon
and this is how it turned out
i'm cut....
by Diarandra andininta***
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while writing a poem that became my hidden favorite, I almost fell asleep...
I forgot about time, it's almost afternoon now...
if not, no more angkot later...
the hunt ran,,
and on the street a young man intercepted me..
I was scared, there was no one else
what do I do...???
" hmmm sorry, I want to go through." I said shaking withholding a cry
" it's through, but the money first." he said.
"i'm just a high school boy mas, GA no money, this is just me going home on foot mas"
"ehhhhh kasian loves me so much, so what is my boyfriend? I love you with pocket money anyway" he said
I was angry because I felt demeaned..
"you think I'm a matre girl what?"
"don't be angry baby, you make me love you more if you are fierce baby" he said
I got goosebumps hearing her say, I hit her shoulder and then I ran as hard as I could...
relieved to feel after a little far from the young man.vows very afraid of him.other times GA will be sober until the afternoon again....
and without me knowing....
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after being hit by the girl earlier, I fell to the ground, my nose bleeding because of her...
"unfuck this girl, I think she's a weak girl, it turns out to be this strong as her punch" Yosan grumbled in pain
before he realized the student card a girl fell not far from where she was standing...
take the card and keep it inside...
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in a large room,
With a huff Yosan back and forth because confused to remember the girl..
as you know, but where...
I suddenly remembered the student card
looking for it in the pocket of the blous he was wearing earlier,
Carefully look at that innocent pretty figure...
Andininta diandra
High School hope love
address
west Flamboyant road
B 12's
and remember that past...
"it turns out she's Andra, a childhood friend of mine with her beautiful reymondo Andra now, more feminine and brave, just like before, different only in the more beautiful she... Andra Andra kangen you ndra, you don't know me earlier ..?."
Yosan smiled all night thinking of a way to meet Andra as if by chance...
then what will be discussed after the first meeting that is less bad...
"ah Yosan... Why are you so late to know Andra anyway...?" regret Yosan unceasingly sneered at himself...
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