Culinary Asin Cinta

love and memory are two different things

he looked at me...

" not completely, maybe after knowing your home, childhood memories first. over time I remember"

"why do you keep saying love if you don't want me?" I asked a little disappointed

" memory and love are two different things, I like you from the first meet, you're funny, sweet, I don't know..."

emoon's answer made me relieved, but it was a sprain...

" mooonnnnn, originally flattered, abis was dijatohin... keseeeeeellllll" I said scowling...

then we both laughed....

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one week passed, I began to depend on emoon...

after school, I waited for emoon at the gate. I saw emoon with his girl friend on the road together...

my heart was jealous, and dislike suddenly appeared in my mind...

" Rey, will you come to my house? " said the woman

emoon nodded and smiled...

then I looked at me. I saw emoon waving to the woman..

I'm upset about it

" who's moon?"

"what??"

" who is she..?"

" that one? that's Mayang. temen my class."

answer emoon

" like you Deket same as him?"

"not really, sometimes studying together.why?"

" no what.." I said flat.

we went home together, as usual he drove me, before coming home we stopped by the meatball stall first...

Because of the condition of emoons that are far from parents, making emoons must be frugal...

as her boyfriend of course I have to support her,

I always buy her lunch...

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flashbacks

two days ago...

we walk to the city park...

while running in the morning to flex the muscles...

" moon, where do you live now?"

"lumayan Deket kok from here, later play to my place"

" can you? papa Mama you're not angry? " many

emoon raised his eyebrows

I understand...

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at home, I was astonished..

because the emoon house only has a living room, bedroom, kitchen, and bathroom only...

like a rented house...

"moon is lonely.Where is it?"

" papa's working again, go home once a month "

"Your mom?"

"in Bandung, at home grandma, grandma is sick so Mama nemenin grandma.."

" oohhhh... So you're home alone dong?"

"yes, I'm home alone, that's why I am" said Emoon as he sat closer to me...

she unswervingly kissed my cheek, hugged me and slept on my lap...

" moon, don't be gini, don't be comfortable.."

"hmmm? I want your Deket dear" said emoon

" uh, but don't be gini, I'm not comfortable..

I said a little scared

" why the hell, baby? you love me, right?" emoon said bringing his face closer to mine

"yes but don't gini moon"

emoon's hand held my hand

emoon kissed my cheek again, then kissed my forehead...

I'm happy, but I'm scared...

emoon hugged me, I didn't respond...

I'm still quiet...

emoon felt I agreed, and he started to be aggressive...

then I stood up, trying to avoid...

emoon was astonished, trying to stop me rushing away...

" where are you going, baby?"

" i'm gonna pee on emoon first"

" i'm waiting in the room, right?" said

" why in the room?"

"gapapa. I have a good book for you, you have to read it" said emoon.

I hesitated doubtfully

in the bathroom I was in a dilemma...

seriated