
meanwhile, a thunderstorm blared everywhere..
Andra couldn't come home from school, forgot to bring an umbrella, nor did she bring her phone...
she was afraid of the lightning actually, but she had to be brave, to be with whom she was leaning when there was no one beside her..
he misses Yosan..
at times like this accompanied by a romantic girlfriend...
his best friend who was always together had gone home first..
hahaahh...
he doesn't feel lonely...
sitting alone in front of the school building waiting for the rain to stop...
suddenly a jacket was placed nicely on my shoulder.I looked up and was shocked to see a figure I didn't really want to see..
yeah.he's a reymondo. arguably a girlfriend who doesn't think I exist..
I bowed as he looked at me..
anger, and disappointment make me feel bland when I'm around him..
" how are you?" her greeting
"well, as Rey's brother saw." I answered.
"sister Rey?" ask her wonder
i'm turning..
"why?" ask me
"normally call me Emon. Why is it changing now?" ask her
I bowed, holding back the sad..
then I took a deep breath and let it out...
"i don't know the Emon now, it feels like I lost him, I'm so sad." I said, no tears.
emoon bowed..
"sorry" he said
"i'm not a nice guy, I almost did you no good, I think you're just like any other girl who's easily seduced.."
said
"indeed!" I said firmly
"i was easily seduced, met for a while with MU, has made me fall in love, and now, hihihi I even have a relationship with Yosan, with an unclear status with MU, and now I'm in love with you, I received another man's love. Great am I???" I said again with satisfaction
"i don't think I'm any different from you, just as evil, love is like culinary to me, exploring here and there, looking for the most comfortable place to stop by, old friends I know I fell in love with you even when I was a kid.. "
I wiped away the tears
"do you know? I always miss you, waiting for the moment to meet.There was no love I ever felt towards anyone other than you before, until that time at this school,, until that time,, I'm really happy, brother, to meet the man I miss so much..
but what's my day? that man is a famous man.I am not the same as him, I am inferior, even to introduce myself to you...
I can't stand it...
this love blinds a girl's instinct to protect her. I think our relationship is like a salty culinary love, love that mostly, makes people afraid to eat her.."
I spoke at length to Reymond, and I've been blowing my grandfather all this time...
Reymond didn't say anything, he just heard me talk...
sometimes he breathes heavily..
without answering or responding...
he looked at me, wanted me to hold him, but what would he think of me?
maybe he'll think I'm an easy girl who easily comes into physical contact with men...
in fact, I have missed him for a long time, not because I lack attention...
emoon started to open his voice, it was my turn to hear his explanation...
but what came out of his mouth was just an apology, an unrelenting apology...
he hugged me...
I didn't think I was struggling, but in my little heart I wanted to hug her, but why did this body reject her??
"why didn't you call me then, brother? at least do that as my upperclassman, not as me." I said sadly enduring a deep heartache.
"i'm powerless, I'm not as strong as you think Andra, sorry!!"
" is it because she's viola? so if he did something cruel to anyone, brother wouldn't rebuke him??" I said fire
"i know it's wrong, but,, my courage is not that thick. viola will continue to disturb MU, if he knows I defend MU, just by being indifferent , he will not look at you again, once again forgive me ndra...?" said Rey sincerely
I can feel him being sincere..
"so we split up, brother?? no longer friends like before? is it no longer possible, brother??" ask me gently
"i don't want to be like this either, but I can rest easy, there's Yosan protecting you, he's a good man, you deserve to be with him." Rey said no less sadly
"to be honest I am not willing to part from you, brother." I said in tears.
"for our common good, this is difficult, but viola is not an ordinary girl, she is like a wild animal when jealous,, you have to be careful, I will protect you from behind. "he said.
"no need sis. I can take care of myself" I would feel weak if protected like a flower stalk" I said
"my heart is not that strong Brother.can't forget about you just like that..."
i'm sad... Rey said a thousand words of apology..
I also went home... Injured of course..
under this rain, hoping to quell my anger...
but in vain, the embers in my heart are getting hotter...
hurt of course, and I'm not a hypocritical girl..
**hai friends. long time no update, because yesterday difficult to give away text...
ha-ha-ha
maybe HP less update**...