CRUEL MAFIA IN LOVE

Chapter 22

Currently Leo is still faithful to be beside Kayla, occasionally smearing the hand of women who are currently still in a weak state.

"I'll stay here, until ..."

"Until your condition improves. After that, I'll go back to punishing myself," Leo continued.

Leo closed his eyes, took a deep breath and then threw it rough, "I don't want to be like this, Kay. I'm tormented. I'm bonkers. Kayla, if you're sober, and see me here, are you gonna get mad?" leo asked Kayla who was still closing her eyes. The man asked Kayla to speak, though she knew, Kayla would not answer.

Ceklek's'

The sound of the door opening averted Leo's gaze, "Alright, have you bought the item I asked for?" ask Leo.

Alkan thrust two paper mouthpieces and a pen at Leo, the man went outside again, leaving Leo inside.

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Chequelek

Leo came out of the room with two pieces of paper and a pen in his left hand, he gave the paper to Alkan who was sitting, "if Kayla is conscious, give it to her, ", Leo said.

"What's this?" Alkan's hand scratched the paper.

"Letter from me, to Kayla," Leo replied.

"Ck. Modern times, still using this ugly thing to communicate? Embarrassing," ledek Alkan.

"Shut up, or am I breaking your neck now?"

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"Euh, in–where is this?" muttered Kayla, who had just regained consciousness from her long sleep.

"At the hospital" said Alkan.

"A–alkan, where's Mr Leo? Does he let me be like this? My son, where is he?" kayla said in succession.

"Can I stand up from my sleep?" ask Kayla.

"Well, no. You're still not strong" suggested Alkan.

"I'm powerful. Please help me, Alkan." He said, he tried to change his position to sit.

Alkan helped Kayla to change her position to sit, he tidied up the blanket that was exposed at that time. After that, he took out a paper given by Leo.

"Here, Leo put this away," Alkan thrust a fold of paper at Kayla.

Kayla slowly opened the paper, and read it.

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The contents of the letter :

Sheet 1

Kayla–ku darling .. forgive me this coward.

Forgive me for not showing my face in front of you. Really, I'm too scared for that.

Kayla, if someday, there's someone who says that I don't love you. Don't believe. Because for every pulse of mine, I'm ready to hand it over to you.

Congratulations to you, who managed to make me se‐hruk this, make me this scared, make me this crazy, and make me this weak.

As you wish, I will not appear before you again. I will always take care of you wherever it is. Trust me, I'm keeping you in to–not knowing you.

Kayla, I love you. Really am. I'm not kidding for this. I'm ready to love you in an exaggerated way. Because you deserve to be fought in any way.

Kayla, after reading the second leaf of this letter, maybe you'll hate me from before. Me, will still love you. Really am. You can rip this part of the letter off for safekeeping, and prove it.

Kayla, our son is happy. He was embraced by the sky, covered in white clouds. I'm sorry, I couldn't help but leave. God did not want him to be in this cruel world. So, he ordered the heavens to guard and embrace her.

Yesterday, the doctor asked me to choose one of you two. Until in the end, my choice, fell on you. To my love, to my honor.

You can hate me for not choosing our son. You deserve that.

Whatever the circumstances, I will choose you. Really am. Chose you.

Kay, I can't do anything when our baby is gone. I was just angry at the universe, he was so cruel to me.

Kayla, I'm a useless father, I'm a cowardly father, I let my son leave us. Am I worthy of being called a father?

Kayla, I'm sick. So hurt. Really, it really hurts. I lost my life, I lost myself.

To write this letter alone, I was afraid. But, fortunately, there is an Alkan that gives encouragement to me.

Sorry for all the pain and disappointment. I really don't intend to disappoint you in the least.

Kayla, I will always be there for you.

Me, loving you. Always was.

Promises. After reading this, you should smile. Because I'm in love with you, especially when you smile.

I want this long period to end.

Leo Syam Argantara (Suami–mu)

***

A sense of tightness spread in Kayla's chest cavity as she read the letter. He really did not think that Leo was really punishing himself for many things that happened between Leo and him.

Kayla squeezes the sheet of paper containing Leo's outpouring of heart, she throws it in any direction, she cries, trying to remove the jar of infusion attached to her hand.

Alkan who saw Kayla's action, he immediately restrained her, trying to give peace to Kayla, "calm down, Kayla. Relax" said Alkan slowly. The man tried to stop Kayla.

"SILENCE! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME. YOU SHUT UP!"

Alkan tried to calm Kayla down, he tried to hug Kayla, wanting to give her peace. Kayla banged on the chest of Alkan's field trying to escape from his embrace.

"You don't hit me, just hit Leo later!" alkan said.

"Where is he? Whereabouts? Alkan, tell me, where is he?" lirih Kayla's. Her body decayed into Alkan's embrace, she was completely devastated.

"He will stay with us, only he has his own way of doing that" Alkan said.

"Even when I need her, she's not there for me. Alkan, I've forgiven him, please, tell him I really miss him." Kayla finished her embrace, she rubbed the water on the one that soaked her cheeks.

"I'll ask him to see you. But ... He said he was afraid to make you angry, Kay." Alkan rubbed Kayla's shoulders slowly.

"I'll meet him. Where is he, I'll be there soon." Kayla got up from the cage, she removed the infusion needle attached to her hand roughly to make her arm bleed.

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Aaaaaa Leo so swett bangett nulis surat😭

Alkan also noticed bangettt 😭

What are you saying to Leo ?

Want to say anything to the Author who has given this pretty long part😭😂

I'm late for thinking about the contents of his letter loh😂😭