CLEON EROS (God of Love Who Fell In Love With Humans)
Promises
The full moon counts the days. Many times I convinced Acasha but always failed. Tonight, I decided to try to convince her again.
"Dear." I'm calling Acasha. He knows it's my voice. In a hurry, Acasha grabbed a piece of white cloth and closed her pair of beautiful eyes.
"Yes, sir," he replied sounding subtle.
Acasha moved from her seat. He walked like a blind man looking for the direction of the sound source. Acasha came closer and her hand was holding my chest. The hand moved to grab her face, she rubbed gently and her lips smiled as they touched my nose.
"Aw! It hurts, honey," I said as Acasha pinched my nose squash.
His red lips smiled when he heard me scream.
"I love to hear you scream, sir. Your voice is sexy" he said, again as if to tease me. Oh, God, help me!
I grabbed her body, tightening it until Acasha's body was in a fist. A distinctive body scent was now smelling in my nose. A gentle blend of flowers and vanilla mingled in her body which made me intoxicated.
I kissed her lips and then kissed her cheeks until these lips were in her ears.
"Do you want more than this?" I whispered in a hoarse voice.
Acasha nodded.
"I want us to be united. Get me out of here, sir," he asked softly.
"It's not that easy, honey. Even in the palace, we will experience obstacles because we are different. I will not be accepted in your palace, nor vice versa. We cannot unite. Except-" I deliberately hung up the sentence, so that Acasha would ask and it was time for me to express my intention to look for the golden apple.
It turns out my guess was wrong. Acasha fell silent and her embrace slowly loosened from my waist.
"Do you want to ask me for permission to search for that golden apple, sir? Acasha asked with pursed lips.
Damnit damnit! Turns out Acasha knew my intentions. This stubborn one strictly forbids me. What should I do, God?
Silent.
Acasha and I are still sitting by the bed. I grabbed Acasha's hand and guided her to sit on the edge of the bed.
"Dear." I'm calling Acasha.
Acasha did not reply, she was still silent.
I took his hands and kissed him warmly hoping he would melt and allow me. Acasha was seen sighing deeply and then exhaling slowly.
I waited for a series of words with narrowed eyes.
"It's hard for me, sir. But, I really appreciate, even flattered by your struggle to get the golden apple that is out of nowhere," he said, which seemed to be an enigma.
"So, will you let me, Acasha?"
Acasha nodded though it seemed heavy. Evidently, his lips were still pursed.
The cup!
I kissed him without asking permission.
The deeper the kiss I gave him in the time of the end of our togetherness. It turned into a deep kiss until it stopped when I realized there were tears on Acasha's cheek.
"Geez, I'm sorry, Acasha," I said as I removed the kiss from her lips. I felt guilty for going so far away from her.
I rubbed Acasha's wet lips and continued wiping away the tears that were soaking her cheeks.
Acasha was still silent and I felt a great sin to have hurt the woman I loved. Basic bod*h! You're too easy to fall asleep, Eros!
We're mute. I can't say anything, even more guilt to Acasha.
"Why silence, sir?" Acasha's question breaks the silence.
"I'm confused what way to apologize? I've gone too far to make the woman I love shed tears."
"I'm not angry with you, sir."
"If you're not angry, why are you crying, honey?"
"I'm just scared, this will be the last thing for me. I'm too afraid to lose you, sir."
Here I feel selfish thinking only of my desire to get a golden apple. But I didn't think of Acasha's heart that actually loved me.
"I'm afraid that Mister will ma-" he said, stalled with tears falling back.
"I promise I'll always be around you even if I die, baby."
"But I can't see you or even just hear your voice like this. What if I miss you when I can't see you?"
Acasha's question cut my heart a little. It hurts when you imagine the worst possible event. I am indeed a god, but, to get the golden apple. The power and energy I have will wear off on its own.
I let out a long sigh then held onto both shoulders of Acasha. I looked at his face and pinched his taper chin.
"Rest assured, I will definitely come back for you. I don't know what to do, but I promised to go home for you, baby," I assured Acasha.
Acasha nodded. "Be careful, sir," he said softly.
I hugged Acasha's body warmly. Letting everything be quiet until only the sound of our breath and heartbeats were heard in the room.
...Hmmm, guess I've...
...I've fallen in love for the first time...
...Since I saw the magic in your eyes...
...You touch before to love...
...But I'm...
...I'm still afraid to look...
...And catch your eyes...
...I try to hide my feelings here inside...
...I've got to know more of you...
...Some more time...
...Believing all these years...
...Not know how we feel to love...
...Been hiding all these tears...
...Not knowing we have to fall in love...
...And then you came along...
...We'll everything to show you love me...
...I wanna love you do...
...Then what if just change...
...And leave me...
...Is this's...
...Through way you loving is...
...At the first time...
...Or maybe it's just that I'm too shy...
...To get to know...
...What I feel deep inside...
...Tell me's...
...Love me for the rest of your life...
...Tell me you will never leave my side...
...And as you're the one...
...I lead up this time...
...Believing all these years...
...Not know how we feel to love...
...Been hiding all these tears...
...Not knowing we have to fall in love...
...And then you came along...
...We'll everything to show you love me...
...I wanna love you do...
...Then what if just change...
...And leave me...
...Believing all these years...
...Not know how we feel to love...
...Been hiding all these tears...
...Not knowing we have to fall in love...
...And then you came along...
...We'll everything to show you love me...
...I wanna love you do...
...Then what if just...
...And leave me...
...Falling in love for the first time...
...Falling in love for the first time...
...Falling in love for the first time....
The Acasha song sounds beautiful. It was as if he was telling me everything he was feeling right now. The song that tells when he fell in love since he saw the miracle in my eyes and many things that are reflected from the poem of his love song.
"I promise you'll be satisfied looking me in the eye. Not only that, you will be able to look at me contentedly from everything I have," I promised, to Acasha.
