Choosing Love !?!?

Goodbye goodbye...

Andre and Novita's marriage took place in a sacred and smooth manner. Although the reception was originally intended to be simple and makeshift, but when news of their engagement was heard, all of Pak Jaya's business associates congratulated and will attend the wedding, so is the community that has been receiving assistance from Pak Jaya family. They just want to just attend and pray and then go home, but of course Pak Jaya can not let it go, let alone the purpose of their arrival is to pray for his son. As a result small catering entrepreneurs in the city got orders in bulk, and all that came in equal flatten no matter their social status.

"Sorry Dad, now you're out of charge. Andre promised Andre would change little by little later," Andre told his father-in-law. From the beginning Andre had agreed that the cost of engagement and marriage was his responsibility as a man, although if Andre wanted his wife's family would not refuse if he asked them to come with the financing.

" Yes Ndre, but remember the main thing is the needs of your wife and parents, then the last debt problem," said Pak Jaya did not make a problem, and he respected Andre's sense of responsibility.

Pak Jaya is relieved to have a daughter-in-law like Andre. Actually Andre's figure had been noticed for quite a long time. In almost every charity he has held in the city where Andre lives, and unlike most people who seek to seek a name or promote themselves, Andre is, Andre is really focused on social activities held. If the others always try to be as close as possible to him to chat, or take pictures for later at the exhibition on social media respectively, not so with Andre. Of the many charitable activities that Andre participated in, never once did he try to get close to Pak Jaya. Andre just smiled nodding from afar then continued his volunteer activities. That is why Pak Jaya immediately gave his blessing when his daughter introduced her lover Andre. Usually, Pak Jaya must investigate the life and family background of her children's lovers and do not hesitate to order an end to their relationship if she knows that there are bad intentions and insincere in their relationship relationships that should be purely derived from love. As for the case of Andre himself felt no need to investigate anything because a child like Andre must exist because of the upbringing of his parents and it turned out to be true. When the families of both sides meet, andre's parents show respect while maintaining dignity and dignity as guardians of the male party who must be responsible does not look at as rich as the female family. Not the least implied greed and arrogance because their ordinary families managed to attract the famous rich family girl.

The wedding reception is over, the bride and groom return home. A simple house that is nothing when compared to a luxurious house like a palace owned by Pak Jaya.

"Nak Novi you take a shower first so that the new seger rest yes," said Bu Yulia to her daughter-in-law.

"Yes Ma'am, Novi makein Andre coffee used to take a shower. If you want to take a shower first, you must also be tired. Where's dad, Mom?"

"Dad again bathe in the back bathroom, yes already if so Mother shower first yes," said Bu Yulia accepted Novi's offer.

In the living room it appears Andre and Alex are sitting unwind while chatting, or rather Alex is teasing his brother.

" Dear this coffee in the drink first let the headache meningan. " Novita came along and brought a cup of coffee.

"Ciiieeehhhh dear headache yaaaa. Duuuh so want someone to call dear.." ridiculed Alex.

"Hush said he wanted to study abroad do not care about learning the real," said Andre.

"Alex can't leave in retreat, it's also new Kak Novi lives here," pinta Novita slightly sulked at his sister-in-law.

As his only daughter and having two overprotective older brothers Novita is eager to have a sister. Maybe that's why he quickly got along with Alex when he had only met for two months. Although Andre always told her about his sister. She is saddened to hear of Alex's love affair and wants to comfort him.

" It wants to be Kak Novi, but Kak Andre later thinks I'm seizing your love and attention," continued Alex who was greeted by a pinch attack from Andre.

Alex does look fine at the moment especially with the busy wedding, but deep in his little heart the wound is still there and the pain is still clear. He was sure that after his daily life returned to normal because the wedding had finished the wound would come to the surface and torture him again. Alex did not want to make his family especially his brother-in-law worried, so he would still leave for three more days, even though all asked him to resign for at least a month.

Everyone in the house immediately rested in the bathroom after the shower, including Alex. His body was already tired, but he could not close his eyes.

Why didn't Chris come to the wedding?. There's no way he didn't get an invitation. Is it because I avoided yesterday at the engagement? Or is he busy abroad. Alex guessed it himself. Back when the video of his last call with Chris popped into his mind. Although he no longer remembers the face of the woman who was with Chris at that time, but the figure as fierce as the scene when the woman emerged from under the covers was able to make Alex's chest tight and tears just flowed endlessly. Again tonight he sleeps with his eyes open.

Just a day before Alex's departure, she contacts Chris, asking to meet him one last time. Alex has strengthened and strengthened his heart. He had to face Chris at least for the last time. At first Alex intended to just say it, but he then thought that avoiding would not solve the problem. He had to finish all and really say goodbye to Chris.

"Well what's going on, my sister's crush is beautiful and beautiful," teased Andre as she watched Alex walk out of her room.

"Alex wants to go for a walk Kak, for the last heheh," said Alex lied, even though he had an appointment with Chris.

"You want an older brother?" ask Andre to offer his services.

"No ah, I want to enjoy my own time, brother," said Alex again lying. There could be persecution later if his brother sees the figure he will meet later.

Alex said goodbye to the other residents of the house because the online taxi order had arrived.

By the time Alex's taxi arrived at the rendezvous point, Chris was already seen waiting there.

"I'm sorry to keep you waiting" said Alex, trying to calm down.

" How about we have a chat over a drink there, they sell ice cream as well" Chris suggested as he pointed to the small shop opposite the Park where they had made the deal.

Alex nodded in agreement, and then the two of them walked towards the tavern. While crossing the street Alex's hand automatically grabbed Chris's hand because he was afraid to cross when the vehicle was crowded. As a child Alex was once dragged by a motorcycle because when crossing there was a cyclist who was speeding and too close to him, his collar was stuck on the steering wheel of a motorcycle and he was dragged. Although not far away and only a few toes that scuffed, but until now he always panicked if he had to cross the street when the traffic was crowded.

Chris who felt Alex's hand clasping her tightly, his chest beating quickly felt the tender and tiny hands of the girl he loved. In his heart he really hoped that this was a good sign.

Alex orders his favorite dark chocolate ice cream while Chris orders an expresso. It's too early to enjoy ice cream, but in addition to the good taste of ice cream is the only thing that can make him feel comfortable in the present situation where he feels sad and hurt but also pounding because after all throw away love it wasn't easy.

"I'm so glad you finally want to meet me Alex, me..."

"Chris let me talk first" Alex said, gently touching Chris's hand to stop him from speaking.

Alex does not want Chris to be misunderstood and then elaborate on all his sweet words that might make him falter.

"I'm here to ask you to let me go. I want us both to stop wishing for more. I want you to let me go" Alex said as calmly as possible. He didn't want to show his sadness because it would only make Chris think that Alex was still hoping for him.

" But Alex, please give me one chance. I know what I did at that time was embarrassing and hurt you, I was wrong, but please give me one more chance" Chris pleaded. He held both hands of Alex.

"I still love you Chris. Love you so much, but right now besides love there is also pain, anger and hate that torments me. Every time I convinced myself that I could maintain this relationship right then and there my chest felt tight and sick. I beg you to let me erase the hatred, anger and sadness that always hurt me Chris. Let me erase my love." Alex looks into Chris' eyes, his two tiny hands clutching the face of the man who has taught him how beautiful and painful love is.

Hearing all of Alex's words made Chris realize that there was no hope for him. He will only hurt Alex if they want to continue their relationship.

" It's very hard for me, but I don't want to hurt you. I just want you to know one thing, I really love you Alex" Chris said, holding Alex's hand in his face.

Alex gives Chris a sweet smile, and the problem is finally over. There was nothing else in his heart. Alex hoped that this wound in his heart would heal over time.

Alex quickly finished the ice cream that had begun to melt and then left Chris. He's not dating, so there's no need to be with Chris for too long.

Chris wanted to take Alex, even though their relationship was over, he still had to act as a real man. Unfortunately Alex refuses his offer on the grounds that he does not want to remember their sweet memories while in Chris' car.

That little girl, how could she talk so calmly and casually to me. As if he wasn't sad in the least. Chris thought to himself.

It's Chris you can get another woman even this second too, there are so many women who hope to be your lover, no need to be sad just because of a little girl. This time, Chris was advising himself.

"Sorry Master are you okay?" ask one of the staff at the store while touching Chris's shoulder and thrusting a tissue.

Chris regained his senses from his daydream as he felt a gentle pat on his shoulder, and was shocked to see a staff member offering him a tissue. I don't know when her tears are flowing.

"I'm sorry it's a dust allergy" Chris said, taking tissue and wiping away her tears.

Alex you were the first woman to make me cry out of love, and now I can't even fight for my feelings.

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Sorry thousands of sorry for not updating for a long time because there is a sudden rush that will still continue until the next 2 weeks, but Thor will try his best to always take the time to write the next episode little by little.

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