Chasing Love Vera

Clear your mind

At the dinner table when it's dinner time.

"How about meeting time at the cafe this afternoon baby. You like each other, don't you?" Aliya asked breaking the silence that was previously created.

"Yes, you don't know, she said, Brother Arian was anxious to see his funny facial reaction."

"Heh" Arian nudged Vera's arm with his arm. "The mother asked Brother, why did you answer." Arian protest

"When did he say you were dear?" Aliya asked Vera.

"So, before I take Brother out to dinner."

"Oh, deservedly, Mama received a call from Uncle Anggara, she said she wanted her engagement to be accelerated."

"What's? At speed?" Aliya nodded. Degh, Vera's heart was pounding hard just now but it hurt. Like a sharp object. "Then, when do you want to have her engagement?"

"Maybe at the weekend, Brother wants to hold it." Arian replied in a flat voice.

"Late week!" Vera was surprised, the spoon he held until it fell and then bounced on the dining table.

"What's up, baby? Why is your tie so big. Your spoon bounced back." Arian scoffing.

"No papa, I'm just shocked. But happy after hearing the engagement Brother finally accelerated heheh."

Seeing Vera's reaction in such ridicule, Arya's expression looked dislike, as her hand reached for Vera's spoon still lying on the table.

"So, in three more days Mama will be busy preparing for her engagement." Arya made a sound while thrusting her spoon

Vera grabbed the spoon

"Right baby" Aliya chimed in "And you Vera, Mama asked you not to go into work first. Because from tomorrow, we will be busy shopping for clothes that will be worn later."

"Shopping? Tumben, usually if you want to buy new clothes Mama always meet her designer directly."

"Mama has several membership cards, dear if not in use. After all, the time is too tight, Mama is worried when the time comes. Your dress has not been made yet, is Mama also the one who becomes bothered later."

"Any right, yeah." Vera clumsily "Yes already, I'll ask my boss for permission later before going to bed."

"Mmm" Aliya smiled and continued eating.

While Vera glanced at Arya and Arian in turn, there was a negative aura that rippled out from the way they were when they met a glance. It was as if fighting in each other's minds.

Why keep quiet to each other. Are you guys hostile. Hhh, there's-there's just.

After speaking inwardly, he gulped down a glass of water beside him, pulled out two sheets of tissue, then he rubbed his fist on the area of his lips. Wiping a little food seasoning oil that is still tightly attached with a thin lips. He's done eating. The rest of the food on his plate still looks a lot.

"Kok, you just ate a little, baby. What was? Is the cooking bad?" Aliya asked

"Who said it? It's really good, mah. I just don't have a taste for food anymore."

"Maybe it's the effect of the medicine you're taking. So, when you taste your tongue must not be good, dear."

"Mmm" Vera nodded.

"What do you feel now, is your head dizzy again?" Arya asked

"Dizziness? What pain did you have Ve?" Arian just looked panicked

"It was cold" Vera replied "But now it's no longer. Just stay weak. Don't panic"

"Hhh, thank goodness." Arian breathed a sigh of relief.

"Then you rest early. Before I change my mind." Arya is talking

"Ah, right. Than I do extra lesson assignments. Mending, I go up to the room and rest now. Hehe..."Vera got up from her chair. "See you." He said again and hurriedly walked up the stairs to his room. Forgetting Arian and Aliya behind who were still gawking at him.

Aliya only shook her head after seeing her cute yet brash manner.

And after dinner was over, maybe Arian had gone to his room. Unlike Arya, she instead walked towards the tv room, trailing Aliya behind. When they sat on the sofa side by side.

"What about your future, baby? If Arian has already made the engagement. That means you should be ready to marry Vera as soon as possible."

"Sure, I'm ready Mah."

"Good, Mama's happy to hear it." Aliya smiled "But what Mama wants to ask" continued Aliya "Are you ready to serve as President of the company?"

Degh, Arya's eyes widened

"Don't I promise. If Vera had graduated from college. I'm just ready to accept that position, Mah."

"Yes, Mama remembers. But it would be nice if you occupy that position after you get married, baby."

"If I occupy my position that fast, who will protect her on campus."

"Huh?" Aliya was surprised "So your goal to become a Lecturer on campus is actually..."

"True Mah" Arya interrupted "So, I beg you to understand."

Aliya smiled

"Well, if that's what you want. My mom will always support you. Thank you, because you replaced the job of Mama who always protected him on campus."

"Hmmm,"

Instead of Arya smiling. In Si Vera's room instead of resting and sleeping. He sat on the couch playing guitar. But suddenly stopped, after accidentally he remembered the sentence that incised his heart again.

I love you Vera Nindya.

What is this. Why does my heart beat pain every time I remember it? Especially after hearing the news of his engagement in the fast. I feel like breaking down the door of Big Brother's heart, pulling his hand. And running with me left this harsh reality.

But if I do, what about the fate of that beautiful girl. Heard he sacrificed a lot and I didn't want to ruin his hopes either. I feel like my head is going to break. So dizzy.

Once the inner Vera fought against true desire. On the one hand he wants to see Arian re-establish his head, but on the other hand he is also not willing to destroy all the hopes and sacrifices of the couple. Being worried by yourself.

And worse, he still does not know how he feels about Arian. Just like, or.... No, he couldn't possibly hope for her love. Because every time he saw his face now, his heart did not tremble. Who even pity him. Pain every time I see his fake smile.

After thinking, Vera again put her guitar in the corner. Hugging his knees towards the dead glass window, while looking at the view of the night city in the rushing rain.

So what should I do? Should I do something bolder to challenge his destiny.

Instead the Vera was deep in thought. Si Arya was closing her ears at the door because she saw the lights of her room that were still on.

He did not usually fall asleep in the light that was still on. The sound of music from the DVd player was also not heard. What the hell is he doing?

For the sake of eliminating curiosity, he finally opened the door without knocking of course because he was used to it. When he came in, he closed the door again. Spread your eyes at every corner of the room. Smiling after finding the girl in his car sitting on the sofa while daydreaming behind a dead glass window.

Seeing the girl unconscious of her arrival, he walked over and sat down on the sofa, behind his back.

"Your pain has not fully healed. Instead of resting and sleeping, instead of sitting alone in the middle of the night. Stupidhead! I could've taken you to the hospital, if your fever recurred."

"Hehe..." Vera was just grinning but her gaze was still staring at the glass window, looking at the rainwater.

"What are you doing here?" Arya asked

"Nothing, I'm just trying to clear my head."

"Cleaning thoughts?" Arya frowned

"Yes, you know what? It turns out that all this time, Brother Arian kept love for me. And sadly, I only found out after reading his diary unnoticed. Not through his confession."

"So, what do you want to do now?"

"I don't know how I feel either. Every time I saw his face, there was even pity. Hhh"

Seeing Vera's face filled with grief. Arya just grunted.

"And what makes me confused is" continued Vera "Why my liking disappeared after I found out everything yes. And because of his love, I felt like I was going to pull his hand away, leaving behind his world of falsehood. Not the heart that shakes like when I face you. And obviously, we hate each other."

Degh, Arya's eyes widened after hearing the confession of love from the girl's mouth involuntarily. And it looks like the Vera is even cuey even though Arya's ears are red, her lips are also smiling with pleasure.

Love and hate have a very thin difference you fool!

"Curtain!" The embarrassed face carried melengos, driving away his desire that almost grabbed Vera's lips with his lips just now. Anxious because he wanted to realize that the girl had actually fallen in love with him.

"Hehe..." The Vera responded with a horse's grin. Without any strange taste. "Oyeah, by the way. What business are you doing in my room? It's midnight like this again. And how do you know that I'm actually lazy to lock the door."

"Look at you." Arya answered briefly, but in her heart she wished the girl realized that every night she came to kiss her lips. Misses release.

"Oh," Vera clumsily "You take it easy, I don't know what."

"Sleep." Vera shook her head

"You go to sleep first, I don't want to sleep yet." Vera answered and looked back at the glass window.

Seeing that Vera's face was still filled with anxiety, Arya pulled her head, landing it on her lap.

The girl lay on her left side, looking out at the window. And the splashing of rainwater still fell with a rush.

There was not the slightest awkwardness that Vera felt. Because you are used to doing the same thing first of course. When he has trouble sleeping.

How many minutes passed

Seeing Vera silent only a thousand languages the Aryan stroked her long hair draining all her affection.

What an unchanging feeling, this warm caress of her hands, always made me comfortable as I lay on her lap. In an instant all my sorrow was wiped out.

Smiling at the rain, Vera spoke in her heart.

"If Arian's sister is married, that means we also have to get married." Finally the Vera made a sound

"So?"

"Before that happens, can I ask for something first?"

'Tell me what you asked for."

"I want to quit college."

"You mean?" Arya frowned again.

"To be honest, I'm sick of how much material I have to learn on the campus. And when we get married I just want to focus on my role as a wife at home. Like the role of the wife in general. How, what can?"

"Then, what about your job? Didn't you all this time crave freedom."

"I do crave freedom, but if we're married it's another story. Obeying orders from my husband is my duty. Hence now, I don't want to waste my time on useless things."

"Does that mean, if I told you to quit your job, would you quit?"

"Sure, and if it were the other way around, I'd keep working until all my plans were finalized."

"Plan! What'sthat?" Arya snuck

"I want to realize all the expectations of my diligent friend."

"Hhh," Arya sighed. "It turns out you haven't changed."

"Well, hehe..."

"But you also need to know one thing. If you really decide to quit college, that means I should be ready to accept my position as President of the company."

Vera's eyes widened

"So you mean, if I quit college, then you'll stop being a lecturer, too?" Arya nodded her head "Crazy! Why would that be?"

"Because that's what Dad promised me. Serving as President is his main request."

"That's it." Vera nodded her head in her lap "Eh, but... If that's what Dad wants, why don't you take the job now? Even become a Lecturer first. It's a waste of time."

"Stupid! I did it because I wanted to protect you."

"Huh?" Vera's eyes were wide again.

Protect, protect what? There you always oppress me. That's just right. Fuck up!

"Why bengong? You must be thinking weird again." Arya talk

"No, how could I think strange. There was even confusion. Why are you protecting me. Because we hate each other."

"Stupid!" Arya's upset "Vera, you're really clumsy."

"Yes, I'd rather be left in a dwarf than say a strange sentence or whatever the name is. I feel like my body goosebumps all over it."

"Curtain! You're not even easily offended anymore huh."

"Hehe...." Vera grinned again "Eh, now I get it. Why does Arian always visit you when you live abroad. It's because of him..."

"Everytime he faces a problem at the company, he always asks me for a solution."

"Well, that's my estimate. That's why he never took me. But you should know, every brother Arian comes back from your place. I always ask how you are doing there. Because I honestly miss you too. Uh!" Stop while covering his mouth with his hands. His face also blushed. I wish the man hadn't heard his last words.

Why is his reaction silent? Don't tell me she realized that I actually liked her a long time ago. So thought Vera.

"If you miss me, why don't you ever call me?"

And when I came, it was greeted with a scene hand in hand. Deliberately showing into harmony as if you were already his. Hmh!

That's why I accidentally bumped into you, spilled my drink on your dress that night. As a sign that only I have the right to see the curves of your beautiful body.

''I've never contacted you, because I'm afraid of being angry." Vera said "Just like I used to, I just wanted to talk, want to ask how you are doing there. Even in the spray first. Fuck up!"

''When did that happen?" Arya was surprised

"When I just graduated Junior High, my intention was to tell you the exciting news. Uh, you're cursing me all out. I was so lazy to call again."

"I swear to God, I've never once received a call from you."

"If you never get a call from me, then who curses me? A ghost? Hmh! Don't pretend your amnesia is."

"I used to curse women, because my position was busy at that time."

"Mmm, you might think I'm that girl. So you don't know, if I'm actually the one who got your all-out curse. Hhh" Sighs "Eh, but... What's the matter with you with that woman? Until you scolded her with the word shameless cheap lady."

"Because they're always trying to get my attention. And that's in a very ridiculous way. I don't like."

"It's so ridiculous! Ahaha, I didn't think how they would seduce and tease you or pretend to be weak in order to hope for a touch of your hand at that time. Just imagine it, I felt goosebumps first. They could dare to do such a lowly thing to someone like you."

"People like me? Hmh!" She glanced for a while, then looked back at the face on her lap again. "What do you think I am?"

"The "cold-hearted person, who was always on standby grasping the sword behind his back. Which could be anytime you've cut in his heart. And that only applies to women who dare to touch you. That's why you're very careful to keep your distance from women. Especially for such a lowly woman. Don't you think so?"

"And only you are the woman who has the right to touch me. And once we get married that rule applies to any man who dares to touch you, without exception."

"Huh? Meanin?" The Vera was even clumsy, making Arya sigh tired.

"Hhh, I mean, when are you babbling? It's past midnight, staying up till morning."

"Yes, I'm going to sleep soon. But why is your tone so cynical. As if you were exhausted."

"You're right, I'm tired. Tired of responding to your stupidity!"

So tell Vera Nindya, actually I have to do what's more so you realize that I'm always there to accompany you every step of the way. Even if you're in danger, I'm the one who always shows up in front of you.

I thought so, but the girl knows him, if in fact the head of the Arya throbbing thinking about many things to make it realize it became dizzy himself.

"Yeee, who told you to accompany me here. You're exhausted yourself. I told you to sleep first. Fuck up!" After speaking Vera got up sitting from her lying down. "Now come out, I'm going to sleep."

"Currently, I've been hard-earned to be patient to comfort you. But, the end is you kicked me out. The ungrateful girl" Arya spoke cynically again, after which she stomped her feet on the floor and walked, disappearing behind the closed door.

"Ck, what a child."