
After completing the additional lesson. Finally Vera went into the room putting her book on the table, adjacent to her silver laptop.
Instead of looking at her laptop, she thought back to the strands of words written in Aryan's belongings. Especially when I think of his last words.
No matter how long I think about it. It's not easy to believe. It turns out that I have long.
"Is it possible that I love him, I crave him ! I am glad I imagined it myself. Or do I hate him. Which sentence is yes, which fits roughly ?"
Vera was already lying on the bed, grabbing the bolster and hugging him. While looking at the roof of the room his head is still filled with question marks.
Although it had been a few minutes rolling around on his bed, but there was not a single answer that filled his curiosity. It's frustrating itself.
"Damn it ! Why did he omit a few letters in the middle of his sentence. My heart was beating like this. Crazy fucker ! Conscious Ve aware. He used to think of me as a toy like his doll. That's for sure."
Vera rolled over again her eyes still staring at the sky of the room.
Speaking of dolls. I remember my past. I was seven years old and he.... I don't know maybe twelve years. He always bullies me and we never get through a day without a fuss. Sometimes he makes me laugh and then in an instant he makes me cry. I was confused what he wanted. Every time I ask, he just says I'm just his doll toy.
But one thing I never forgot until now. One day he kissed me on the forehead when I was sick. Feed me food, give me medicine. I can say he took care of me. Just like a brother who loves his sister.
But after my illness I recovered. His attitude instantly changed by 180 degrees. I don't know what his goal was, he always challenged me to a kite. Huh, if you remember that incident, I think I want to kick it. And one more thing I can't understand. Why is he calling me a stray cat now. Didn't he always say I was his puppet that he could play with as he pleased.
"Hhh already, if thought does make people hurt. I'd better get some sleep now."
Grab the blanket and then pull it to the end of the shoulder. A few seconds later, Vera fell asleep in her dream.
***
On campus
It doesn't feel like the morning is up. Vera has been seen walking unsteadily in the campus corridor to her classroom. But something's happening right now. Which makes him confused at once goosebumps. Especially when you see someone smiling. It signifies the pleasure because the one in waiting has come.
"What's up ?" Vera asked. Linda is seen rising from her seat as Vera is already standing nearby.
"I waited here half an hour ago. Why did you just come ?"
"Waiting for me ?" Vera pointed at herself. Linda nodded her head.
"Come to the cafeteria with me. You haven't eaten yet, have you ? We eat together."
Huh ! Vera frowned
"What medicine did you eat today. Why is it so familiar ?" Linda's reaction was only grim after Vera asked "Stop saying the word together. We're not that close.''
"But since that night. You've been considered my friend." Responding in a normal tone. Like nothing ever happened.
I don't know myself, too, people. But the humiliation he gave me was still lingering in my mind. And strangely I can't hate him. Hhh, why did this happen to me.
"What if I mind ?" Vera asked again
"I don't care. And now, because you've become my friend. Let's play together for fun."
"But this is not the time to play. I'm going to go to my class. Sorry."
"There's still 29 minutes." Vera looked at the watch in her hand. And it's true that time is long enough left
"But..." I don't know why Vera still doubts. Doubt that cannot be expressed in words.
" Don't look for any other reason. You're coming with me now." Linda grabs Vera's hand to follow in her footsteps.
"Hey ! Where are you taking me ? Don't pull my hand !" Although thrashed but the edges Vera according as well. The same reaction as on his two Sisters while forcing his will. But I don't know, maybe it's her senior Linda. He does not want to have to obey her.
Instead the girl was dragged to the cafeteria. There was someone leaning behind the pillar of support. Who had secretly put his ears while playing hp. I don't know what he's heard. He was seen smiling after the two girls moved away from his reach.
The Canteen
Linda chooses the usual seat in her place every day.
"Sit down." Vera sat in her chair. Next to Linda." What do you want to eat ? Let me treat you."
"Thank you. But I've had breakfast at home." Reject politely but tucked indifferently in reply. Ill-mannered.
"Then you order a drink. Any snack can be. Accompany me to eat here." Force again at will
This guy is really stubborn. Just avoid it hard.
"Didn't you have a lot of male friends. Why bother forcing me ?" Vera talks ketus
"They're not my friends. Just one I consider a friend. He's my cousin."
"Your cousin ! Who ?" Vera curious
"Addit. And we grew up together." Linda waved at the Servant. And the servant was seen rushing closer to him.
"Has it true that you guys used to go to school in the same place as him ? I just want to make sure." The real meaning is that he drags Roni's name. The man she said Linda loved a long time ago.
"Right" Linda nodded her head "A lot of good memories are going on between us. But when I started to depend on him. He suddenly disappeared." His voice sounded disappointed when he delivered it. Makes Vera confused to respond to him how. To be honest, he did not want to interfere with the problems of the two of them. But because his name was dragged along. As a result, he must inevitably find a way out.
"sorry. What do you want to order, Brother ?" Finally the atmosphere was sidetracked after a Servant asked.
"Menu ate me as usual. But the water is just plain water." Linda replied in a friendly tone. Not as arrogant as when ordering drinks at the cafe where Vera works. "And what do you want ?'' Switch to ask Vera
"Okay, please wait a minute, brother." After talking the waiter immediately walked back, doing his job as well as possible.
"Do you know why he suddenly disappeared without saying goodbye ?" Back on the topic when the waiter was already far away.
"I didn't know before. Even after he came back he didn't tell me. Even keep our distance as if we have never met. I finally became a different person. But it turns out my change is actually making it even more distant. Honestly, I was frustrated when I saw him so close to you. So my attitude is excessive because you took mine. But when I found out you didn't put your heart on him, my heart was relieved. And thank you for your honesty in bringing me back to life."
"What are your plans now ? Do you want to stay like this. Pretend to be strong while your heart misses his embrace."
"Although I knew his wish. But I have not been able to make full peace with my previous self. I need a lot of time to get rid of all my bad behavior."
"Don't you say it yourself. There is no perfect man in the world. Good and bad, everyone has it. Do not force yourself to be an angel. He didn't expect that from you. Just a change that is useful to yourself. Not anyone else."
"So what should I do ? He doesn't like my different character. You know what ? I have been thinking a lot these days. But the result is beyond belief."
"The key is you don't get affected by your obsession. Let everything you want flow on its own without any coercion. Whether it works or not depends on your efforts. Everyone is destined to have their own burdens. And remember you don't be two-faced."
"So that means I have to believe in my abilities. Without following the style of others. Is that how ?" After Vera nodded. The waiter came again. Greet politely and then serve the order at the table." Thanks." Linda spoke again.
"Sama-sama Kak" The waiter smiled and returned to do another task.
"It was "Common Linda "I thought if I turned out to be like you. A great and strong man. He probably wants to see me again. And..."
"Wait !" Vera cuts "Don't tell me because that's why you forced me to play together ? You mean you want to turn into me ?" Linda's face was red after hearing that. Without a hint his hand directly knocked on the girl's head once. " A' hurts ! Why are you pinning me ?" Vera rubbed her head with her hands. But strangely, he was not angry at all. Just frowned waiting for an answer.
"Stupid ! I want to become a great and strong person. But that doesn't mean I have to be someone like you. It's crazy." Linda sewot "I prefer to look more beautiful and elegant. Not like your style. Feminine is not just said to be a tomboy either. Iish who wants." Linda's skull goosebumps after imagining what she will be like.
" Yes yes I know. Then thank goodness you're still thinking normally hehe.."
"Have not thought strange anymore." Linda grabbed her spoon "I want to finish my food first."
"Then I can go, right now ? Anyway it's almost time, I want to get into my class first."
"Can't be !" Answer quickly "Stay here until I finish eating."
"I've been expecting you to be really stubborn."
"But kind heart, right ?" Linda chimed
"What ?" Vera was surprised "Crazy."
"Hehe..." Linda grinned "Eh, by the way did you go straight back to work after college ?"
"Yes, that's for sure. Why ? You want to come ?" Joking
"No one said. I could be fucked if my parents found out."
"Hooo. kirain."
"But if you don't mind let me drive you." Vera immediately confronted with her hand
"no need. Never mind, you better finish the food quickly."
"Mmm, okay"
Linda ate without much talk. While Vera gradually sipped her Milk Shake Strawberry until it was gone.
After a few minutes Linda finished her meal. After Linda keeps the money at the table. The two girls stood up and walked out of the cafeteria. Towards their respective classes.
Maybe Linda's already entered her class. But different from this girl. He was seen stopping his steps after seeing something he hated in the corridor. Moreover, what has been seen just now is a man is demeaning women.
In view of the incident it seems that the woman was well-intentioned to give a cup of his drink. But what happened, the man instead poured his drink on the woman's shirt without pity.
"Basic male fucker. Uh !" Because Vera could not bear to push the man. Then beat his face once mercilessly."You're okay, aren't you ?" After hitting him he instead asked the woman who was already sitting on the floor. His face was filled with fear. His clothes were flooded with drinks that he wanted to give to the man.
"You dare hit me to defend this cheap woman ?" Adit spoke with a wrathful look "Don't think you're a woman. I didn't dare hit you."
"What ? Cheaply !" Vera's heating up "Your beast. Uh !" Hit her face again once, until the tip of Adit's lips spit out a little blood but the girl didn't care. "Dare to hit women. You don't deserve to be called a man. You bastard."
"Stop cursing at me, if you don't know who he really is." Adit defended himself after digesting Vera's sentence.
"I don't know who he is. But at least you appreciate a little girl's goodwill. Don't embarrass him in public. Especially hurt his pride. You know it hurts."
Adit does not know what to answer, because what Vera said there is a point as well. During this time Adit always considered women who come alone to him the same. Same with cheap women who only come for the sake of teasing him. Crushed his heart. I don't know if she's been in love before. That's why he has such a narrow mind. Without looking first.
"I'm fine." This woman clasped Vera's hand "I beg you not to fuss anymore."
"Alright, now stand up" Vera smiled outstretched hand helping the girl to stand up from her position."Let me help you clean up. What's your name ?"
"Mmm, thanks. My name is Azkadina. You can just call me Dina."
"Ah Dina ya. I'm Vera Nindya. It's so nice that I can help you. Let's go to the toilet now. And leave the beast."
"Alright" Dina smiled sincerely and walked away from Adit without even turning away.
"It's true he's a wild cat. The brave female cat showed her claws to me. It's interesting." After wiping the blood on the tip of his lips Adit spoke behind the girl.
Instead Vera moved away from Adit's range. There was an eye that was staring sharply. As if from a distance. But after seeing the girl beat up the man in front of her. A faint smile appeared at the end of his lips. Representing his anger.
Seriate.