Certainty of Love
45
“Sister, what are you doing?”
Ivana instantly threw away the razor she managed to take. Ivana instantly saw her sister's pulse, “Kak, what are you doing? I know you're heartbroken and hurt because Nayya's sister is married but I'm even more hurt to see you want to kill yourself. Remember brother, sister Nayya must not like this brother. He's loving to everyone, brother, why do you want to kill yourself. Don't you remember us sister, you still have your mom, papi and your sisters who love you.” Ivana said in tears.
Afnan immediately slumped his body on his bed and cried, “Sak Vana. Brother's heart hurts. I want to forget it but I can't. Brother has tried to forget it but why can't it. Brother knows he's married even his wedding invitation is there but brother still can't forget it. Brother should what Vana?” asked Afnan in tears.
Ivana, who saw her brother crying, also cried because she knew that her brother must be very sad at that time. Who wouldn't be sad and hurt if the girl he loved married someone else because of her own stupidity. Ivana can only hug her sister, “I'm sure sister, all this is the best. I'm sure you'll get a better soul mate than sister Nayya. Never again have the intention to commit suicide. If you still do that then I promise I'll hate Nayya's sister for the rest of my life. I'll blame him for my brother's death. So if brother doesn't want me to hate him then please don't ever intend to leave us sister.” Ivana said in tears.
“You must promise me brother. You can't do it?” ask Ivana.
Afnan could only nod in the arms of his youngest brother, “Don't hate him Vana. He's not guilty. You know this whole thing was brother's fault so brother lost it.” Afnan.
“I wouldn't hate him sister if you wouldn't be short-minded anymore and commit suicide.” Ivana.
“Sister Vana appointment. Brother won't do it again. Never hate the woman you love. Brother is not willing if he has enemies. Moreover, his enemy is his own brother.” Afnan.
Ivana can only sigh, “Look at Nay's sister she doesn't want me to hate you. How much love you have for brother Nayya, so I am not allowed to hate him.” Inner Ivana looked at her elder sister.
***
On Nayya's side, suddenly her chest throbbing pain, “Akh pain!” nayya said as she was in makeup.
Risam who was in the room with Nayya also immediately approached his wife, “What's the matter? Wh why? What hurts?” ask Risam worried.
Nayya shook her head, “Do not know brother. Suddenly my chest aches.” Nayya honestly looked at her husband.
“Now still hurts?” ask Risam. Nayya shook her head and smiled.
The MUA who saw that smiled. They can see great love in the eyes of the groom for the bride. After that Nayya returned in makeup and Risam he went out of the room to get a drink for his wife. He was worried about his wife's sudden pain.
***
Nayya shook her head, “Tuxedo it fits perfectly in the body mas.” Answer Nayya.
“Currently suitable. Mas's own wife designed it.” Reply Risam smiled.
Nayya smiled hearing that. Risam immediately approached his wife and then put a kiss on his forehead, “Thank you dear. I really like your design. It fits perfectly and fits in the body of the mas. You are also very pretty in this dress. We deserve kings and queens right.” Risam.
Nayya also chuckles to hear it, “If we are kings and queens then where is his kingdom?” timpal Nayya followed her husband's words.
Risam smiled, “We will create his own kingdom later. You want to, right?” Risam.
Nayya nodded, “I definitely agree mas. I am your queen. A queen will definitely follow the decisions and wishes of her king.” Reply Nayya.
Instantly the newlyweds laughed at their absurd conversation.
***
Now Nayya and Risam are walking towards their wedding where the invited guests are already present. Rayya and Zayya became bridesmaids for their sister. While Adiba and the rest of Risam's family smiled seeing the happiness in Risam and Nayya's eyes. Everyone is happy including Nayya and Risam. Once arrived at the shop Nayya and Risam directly in the photo by the photographer. Only after that their wedding reception was immediately started after Nayya and Risam sat at the wedding with accompanied by both parents respectively.
The wedding party went smoothly and happily without the slightest obstacle as if the earth and its entire contents blessed the marriage. But in another corner there was someone who shed his tears, “May you always be happy Nayya. I'll try to forget you even if I know it's hard. I will not commit suicide again because it turns out that even just by looking at your smile I can feel happiness. I want to see you keep smiling. Be happy Nayya is with your husband. I will find my own happiness” Afnan said then he immediately left the party. He came only to see the woman he loved smiling and came only to appreciate the invitation given by the girl he loved.
Afnan left the wedding without looking back again because he did not want his suicide intention as before would rise again because of his unreliability. His lips said sincerely but his heart never willingly. Indeed, no one can be truly sincere to release something that exists only at peace with the circumstances. Pain, love, sadness will heal only with time, although sometimes the heart still feels pain if you remember the wound. But all will be good later if we can accept everything that happens is part of a destiny that cannot be separated.
The whole series of Nayya and Risam wedding is finally over, all the invited guests are on their way home. Nayya and Risam were already in Nayya's room. Risam lay on the bed still in her bridal attire. Nayya just smiled at what her husband did. Nayya remained serious about removing the makeup she was wearing. After removing the make up finished, she continued by taking off her dress which was helped by Risam. Risam also took off his tuxedo.
