Certainty of Love

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Nayya soon approached her husband, “What's my husband?” ask Nayya worried.

Risam smiled shakenly trying to control his chest pain that was getting felt to make him finally fall unconscious.

“Mas!” nayya.

Diaz immediately checked Risam and he looked at Nayya, “We take her to the hospital kak.” Diaz.

Nayya nodded and they immediately took the car. Then immediately went to the hospital with Nayya who was worried about her husband's condition. She didn't want her husband to have anything to do.

Triplets at home are guarded by Rayya and Zayya while Vega's mami and Lutfi's papi follow the car from behind.

Long story short, they are already in the hospital. Risam has been examined by a doctor and has also been done laboratory examination. Now Nayya is waiting for her husband to wake up in her treatment room while continuing to kiss the back of her husband's hand and pray for his safety.

About half an hour later Risam opened his eyes and he saw he was in the eyes. Instantly he realized that he was currently in the hospital, “Mas, you were already aware.” Say Nayya who came out of the bathroom.

Risam also smiled with his pale face that looked at his wife, “Sorry yes dear has made you worry. I'm okay kok.” said Risam trying to get up.

Nayya immediately approached her husband and helped him to sit down, “Since when did you start to feel chest pain like that?” asked Nayya after Risam sat down.

Risam smiled and did not answer his wife's question, “I'm fine dear. don't have to worry about anything.” Risam.

“Mas, are you hiding something from me? Wh why? Why not answer my question. Since when did you start to feel pain and why hide it from me?” nayya.

Risam clasped his wife's hand and she smiled, “No need to think much. Mas sure mas is fine and it's just a regular chest pain.” Risam.

Nayya shook her head, “That's not what I meant mas. Why are you hiding it from me? We have not agreed not to hide anything from each other. But why is this now. Until he fainted. I feel like a bad wife because I don't know her husband's problems.” Nayya.

“Sorry darling. Mas also do not know since when it happened but since the last six months mas often feel chest pain. But just now that mas can no longer hold it and suddenly the view mas become blurred and no longer aware.” Risam.

“So it's been a while? But I could hide this from me.” Nayya.

“Not so dear.” said Risam.

Nayya sighed, “Everything has happened. Better eat now. I don't want you getting sick later.” Nayya then began to feed her husband. Somehow his heart felt empty like something was coming that he had to accept.

Risam complied and immediately accepted a bribe from his wife. Indeed, he himself was also afraid that the chest pain he felt was something bad and dangerous. He was not ready to part with his wife and his three children. He loves them very much.

While on the mami side Vega and papi Lutfi now those who are also eating in the restaurant look at each other as if they keep their feelings of sadness and worry in their minds.

“Pih, what if our son was experiencing what your father felt first.” Mami Vega.

Papi Lutfi fell silent then looked at his wife softly, “Hopefully not. We pray for the best for everything. I don't want anything bad to happen to him.” said papi Lutfi save his own worry.

On the other hand, Diaz has now received the results of the examination and laboratory results of Risam disease. Diaz did speed up the results because she wanted to know immediately about her sister-in-law's illness. Even though he had suspected the possibility of what happened.

Diaz read the results of the laboratory and immediately she was silent because her guess was correct. Now all he had to think about was how to convey this news to them, especially his brother-in-law. Is he willing to accept this? Diaz became dizzy himself.

***

Now Diaz grasped the results of the laboratory that led him to the room where Risam was. He had convinced himself to keep saying it with all the consequences. He will try his best but still he has to say what the truth is.

Tok ... tok …

Diaz immediately entered as soon as it was allowed to enter. There is no Nayya just Risam and his parents. Nayya still ate for a while.

“What's the doctor? Is the checkout out?” asked Mami Vega to look at the paper that Diaz was carrying.

Diaz nodded, “True madam. It's just that-” Diaz paused her speech.

“Tell me sister-in-law. I want to know. I was ready to know my illness. I'll accept whatever the result is.” Said Risam seeing the doubt in Diaz's eyes.

Diaz took a deep breath and finally said it.

Mami Vega who heard him immediately cried and hugged her husband, “Pih, what I was worried about happened as well. This can't be pih. Our son is fine. He'll heal right.” Mami Vega said in tears.

While Risam who heard Diaz's words could only shut up and shed his tears but hurriedly he removed, “How likely can the doctor recover?” tanya Risam ventured to ask. Even though he was afraid that everything would not be in accordance with his expectations. But at least he wants to try his best even if he loses later.

“All depends on the severity. We will do a follow-up examination to ascertain the severity and determine what treatment we will take. So how did sister-in-law agree to do her follow-up check?” ask Diaz.

“I'll think about it first. But Diaz I beg of you to keep this from my wife. I don't want him sad to hear this.” said Risam later.

“I'll say it myself Diaz. But at least hide from him this. I don't want him to know first at least until I'm ready to accept my disease.” said Risam..

Diaz finally nodded, “Alright. But I didn't promise. If he forces to know later then I will definitely say it.” Diaz said not long after that she passed away leaving Risam's treatment room.

Once Diaz came out did not feel her tears fell because she did not expect Risam would experience the disease. Even when he was sad he thought about his wife. Very very well. They really are the best couple.

“Diaz, what's wrong with my husband? Is the checkout out?” asked Nayya who had suddenly come after eating.

Diaz shook her head, “Not brother-in-law. I just came to see it. Come in sister-in-law. I went back to my room first.” Pamit Diaz then immediately passed from there. Honestly, if he's still lingering there, make sure he'll tell the truth.

Nayya also looked at the departure of her sister-in-law in confusion and she immediately entered the care room of her husband. He looked around like nothing had happened. Nayya also tried to act ordinary. Although honestly a calm atmosphere like this is what scares him. Usually the calm is the most dangerous.

Nayya approached her husband and smiled, “What did Doctor Diaz say?” ask Nayya.

“Hum, no dear. He just checked my condition kok.” replied Risam.

Nayya nodded in understanding, “Mih, Pih you can go home first. Let Nayya take care of Risam.” Nayya.

Mami Vega and Papi Lutfi also complied because they had received a code from the son to agree with Nayya's words. The two parents of Risam were immediately ready to go home with Vega's mother who held back her tears not to fall the third looked at her son who tried hard in front of Nayya.

Now in that room are the two of them. Nayya immediately asked her husband to rest but before that he made a call to his sister to check the triplets. Looks like the triplets are very comfortable in the care of Zayya and Adiba.

Not long after making the call, Risam fell asleep. Nayya smiled at her sleeping husband. She knew that her husband was hiding something again, but she would pretend not to know until later.

Nayya also slept on the edge of her husband's bed while holding her husband's hand tightly. Hands that always spoil him. The hand that her husband never hit her.

About half an hour later Nayya fell asleep and then she woke up again and smiled to see her husband who was still asleep. Suddenly she saw a paper under her husband's pillow. Nayya took it slowly to keep her husband from waking up.

Nayya immediately read the paper where the laboratory paper and also the results of her husband's examination. Nayya glanced at her husband at a glance before reading the contents inside, “You hid it from me again mas. I am your wife but you can hide this from me.” Nayya murmured and immediately opened the two health results of her husband.

Instantly Nayya sat down to read it she fell to the floor with tears that she could not stand. He really doesn't accept this. He can't take it. Nayya immediately wiped her tears and carried the two papers running towards Diaz's room.

“Why should we hide it from brother? He deserves to know this.”

“I know baby. I agree with you too. But this is Risam's request. Let him say it himself.” Such was the faint sound that Nayya heard from outside Diaz's room. He knew it must be his sister who was arguing with Diaz.

Nayya immediately opened the door of Diaz's room without even saying hello, “Until when? Until when are you and she going to hide this from me?” nayya said with tears on her cheeks and held the two reports in her hands.

“Sister-in-law!” diaz said while Zayya immediately ran to hug her brother.

“Kaaakkk!” zayya said in her brother's arms.

“Say clearly Diaz. I want to hear it clearly from you what disease is my husband suffering? I've read these two checks but I still can't accept what's written there. I won't be able to accept it. I need clarification from you. I want to hear it from you directly. Say it clearly, briefly and easily I understand.” Nayya said in tears.

Zayya tried to wipe away the tears on her brother's cheek. She could understand how her brother was feeling at this moment.

“Kak Risam suffers from heart failure. But we can still work on healing. I promise you brother-in-law. I'll try to heal your husband. Don't be sad. We still have to be grateful because this is still the early stages.” Diaz explained. He really didn't have the heart to say that. Moreover, seeing his brother-in-law who almost fell if Zayya did not hold it.

“How many percent chance he can recover?” nayya asked and wiped her tears. She can't cry. Not to be sad, all she had to think about now was how her husband was healed.

“We will do a follow-up examination first new brother can find out what percentage of his recovery.” Diaz.

“What's worst possibility?” ask Nayya.

“Kaaakk!” Zayya.

“Don't block me deck. I want to know my husband's situation thoroughly. I don't want to be the wife who regrets everything. I will do my best for my summation. So I have to know everything.” Nayya.

Diaz took a deep breath, “The worst possibility as we already know that the heart is a very important person if he-”

Nayya raised her hand quite a sign. He could already guess what continued Diaz's remark was. “Simmediately schedule his follow-up check Diaz. I want to be quick. Ohiya one more don't hide anything from me regarding his circumstances. Even if he asks you to hide it from me. This time I forgive you but not next time. Understand my feelings. If Zayya is like that and I hide it from you. Don't you get angry then that's how I feel too.” Nayya said then she immediately went from Diaz's room to the mushola. Really, his heart was very fragile at this moment. He wanted to strengthen his heart and complain to his creator.

***

While in Risam's room he woke up and looked around not finding his wife. Risam immediately looked for the paper behind his pillow and the result was gone. He had expected that most likely his wife already knew of his circumstances.

Risam shed her tears. He was saddened by his condition and the worst possible outcome of his illness. But he still has to be strong for everything. Risam hastily wiped away his tears as soon as the door of his room was opened displaying his wife who was also hiding her sadness.

Risam smiled at his wife and was replied with a smile by Nayya as well, “She was still trying hard in front of me when she cried earlier.” Inner Nayya. Well, Nayya saw her husband shed his tears and hastily wiped them away as soon as she knew his arrival.