
"Tasya, what's wrong?."
While enjoying dinner, Anastasya looked confused at the baby who seemed to look at him. As soon as asked, the girl would shake her head and answer 'It's okay, Mom' with a smile on her lips.
Anastasya is certainly confused. Because after the return of the baby from a place, Natasha's movements quite attention. The girl did not talk much but Anastasya felt that the princess's gaze on her was quite different.
The girl looked at him in silence, but after being caught, she would smile and sometimes directly hug her mother. What's the matter exactly?.
"Are you sick?." Natasha asked back.
The princess shakes her head.
"No, Mother. I'm fine."
"But why do you see something different?." Anaatasya still called out his thoughts. He said the princess was in no good condition.
"Ah, maybe it's just Mom's feelings." Natasha put on a smile and fed back into her mouth. Indeed, at this time he is not okay and more precisely after Zara tells her the mother's past life.
"When married to Mr. Arka, your mother was one of the famous models."
Not to be surprised to learn that her birth mother was married to the heir of the Atmadja family, Natasya received the next shock therapy. Her mother was a model, and she never knew it.
Upon finding Natasya's silent reaction, Zara quickly rubbed her back to calm down.
"I'm sorry, you're really surprised." Zara was made to feel guilty. "Did your mother never tell you anything about her past?."
Natasha nodded weakly. The food that had just entered the stomach, seemed to disappear. His body is weak, feels weak when various realities that may have been covered by the Mother, he actually knows from others.
"Over this time, if I asked about Mom's family, she only replied that she used to live with her Uncle, Aunt and niece. That's all, nothing else." All this time what Natasya knows is their life abroad is said to be extraordinarily happy, even if only with Mother and Father. The rest he also knows the neighbors around him who already consider him like family.
In the family photo album. There is indeed a photograph, which is a family of his maternal uncle. The rest will be just pictures of him and his parents. From the time he was in college until he graduated from college. Anastasya did not remember, or could be said to forget his mass life in Indonesia. Since Kenan married and brought to Country XX, Anastasya really build the past without including anyone from his past.
Zara swallows saliva. Could it be that the wound that Anastasya felt was so deep, that he could not remember himself, Arka or Rangga who was confused after the woman disappeared?.
"Among the three of us, I, my husband and your mother, we experienced many events that I honestly could never forget until now. If it wasn't for your mother, I wouldn't be sitting here right now. In front of you as Miss Arkana Surya Atmadja." Zara fell silent. He arranged for Natasya who seemed to start focusing on hearing his words. "Your mother is like a fairy, she is an angel that God sent for me. Although in the end the angel gave up the throne that should have been for him, to belong to someone else."
Zara really made the most of her time and circumstances. He tells a lot, and shows a photo sheet of the past that betada in the family album Atmadja.
"Natasha, I'm sorry. Maybe you're thinking that I'm so presumptuous because I preceded your mother when I showed her to you." Indeed, Zara did not want to be presumptuous as she is doing now. But if he is silent, he also does not guarantee that Natasha can know about his mother first, given the story of the girl herself who did not know about her mother's life in the past.
The girl looks to breathe. His pair of eyes glazed over, unkempt after seeing some photos of his mother in the past that had made him shocked. There is not only a wedding photo, but also a photograph of her mother giving birth, a baby boy who, according to Ernest's Mother, died after several hours of birth.
Indeed, before he got himself, with Kenan Natasya had experienced a miscarriage and for that matter, Anastasya had told him. But with Mr Arka, his mother had a baby?.
"Why have you chosen to close your life in the past rather than share it with me." Natasha looked straight ahead, but with a floating mind. "After Dad died and asked to return to Indonesia, of course I never thought of anything. Isn't it natural for a nomad to return home?." Indonesia is not the land of birth, but Natasya knows that Indonesia is spilled blood to two parents.
"See, but I'm sure your mother has her own reasons for not telling her past life, including yours." Zara looked at the pensive Natasya. Ah, after this will Natasha tell her about this meeting to her mother. What if Anastasya misunderstands and ..." I hope you don't tell your mother this first" Zara continued later.
Natasha nodded in pain.
"Yes, Madam."
"Really, even today I still don't have the courage to meet your mother what else to say hello. Since your mother's departure, I've always been locked in guilt and regret. Especially when your mother refused all the gifts Mr. Arka has become his right." Zara carefully also recounted every process that took place. Meeting with Anastasya, get help before finally married to Arka although at first because of forced.
Natasya continued to pay attention, calm she listened also sometimes imagined. Being his mother while living life in the past. Of the many words that Zara said about the mother, Natasya can conclude if the mother chooses to close the old sheet in life and choose to open and then irrigate the new sheet with Kenan without shadows.
It may be the pain in the past that underlies the mother doing so.
"You need to know, Natasha. Your mother is the greatest and best woman I've ever met on this earth."
Natasya still remembered Zara's words to her mother. Her mother was like an angel, she was an angel without a pity that God had deliberately sent for me. Such were Zara's words that continued to echo in the ears.
"Tasya, why are you?."
Natasha jerks. The mother's call seemed to be awakening her in daydreams. Long talk between him and Zara a few hours ago.
Not answering, the girl actually got up from the dining table chair and approached the mother. Anastasya gasped as the princess now hugged her body, tightly.
"Hey, Tasya.What is this?."
Natasya did not answer while the mother was confused. In his arms, the girl smiled and said, "I love you very much, Mother."
"Of course, you're my daughter, who may not love me." Anastasya's confusion turned into a sense of haru, upon hearing the words spoken from the princess' lips.
"I'm lovely, Mother."
"Of course, the mother who gave birth to you, you may not love me." In the daada Anastasya like rumbling. Without prevention, clear bulir decays. He swiped the princess's head in love before kissing her.
Tbc.