
Sarah and Vishnu were in the lounge spending time chatting together exchanging stories while enjoying a cup of tea and a snack prepared by the waiter. This middle-aged man was happy because for a few days Sarah was at home so she did not feel lonely.
“Pa, Ara must come back tomorrow,” said Sarah looked at Vishnu sticky, she knew her stepfather would not be willing to go.
“Don't Ra, stay here, lonely papa,” persuade Vishnu while holding the hand of his beautiful daughter, staring at me implied clearly on his face sadness, not wanting Sarah to leave.
“Ara should go home Pa. Ara promise, will often come here,” kekeh Sarah he can not linger in this place. He did not want his whereabouts to be known by Arsen.
Vishnu took a deep breath, resigned to Sarah's decision. “Good.”
“You really don't want to meet Arsen?” vishnu asked once again hoping that if this woman met her husband and they could improve the relationship.
“No need Pa.” Sarah was not ready to meet Arsen though she harbored a mountain of longing for the young man.
“Arsen is now definitely at Gerald's wedding. You know Gerald's Arsen's best friend. Today she got married,” now they change the topic of another conversation.
“Ia, Pa.” Sarah is remembered for Gerald and Arsen who always adorned her days on campus. Gerald tried to take his attention and the jutek lord always insulted him.
“He was Arsen's only friend, because of our divorce, his heart froze he looked afraid of building a relationship, Papa used to be so astonished why he could love you so much. But, happy papa at least the guilt papa to him a little reduced, he can fall in love and understand the circumstances that occur,” explained Vishnu.
Sarah pulls the corner of her lips she also does not understand Arsen's love, somehow it can happen to force her to marry him, the young man who always insulted and oppressed her so infatuated with her. Though Arsen is the idol of the campus so many girls who pursue him, just seeing his face alone people will be amazed by his good looks, but none of them make him interested. Sarah also finds it strange what Arsen sees from her that makes Arsen fall in love. Never even a little in his mind he went through marriage with the jutek master.
“Ara used to hate him Pa. He is famous for being a very jutek Pa. He said Ara's a genie boy, Japanese robot,” said Sarah then chuckled considering her relationship first.
“He was right Ra. If talking is painful. He just said Papa's mating Ra,” They compactly laughed together discussing the jutek lord.
Arsen had gone into his father's house, still grumbling about what Nikita did to him, plus the stupidity of Dion the wrong assistant to deliver him, he should have stayed at his mother's house, further upsetting her.
Arsen took a heavy breath really today his head felt like it wanted to break. Tomorrow he will face the pursuit of journalists because the flirtatious girl kissed him, not the error he kissed Nikita.
“Your master is coming,” greet the waiter staring in wonder at the young man who should not be in this house.
“Where is Papa?” ask with a cold face.
“There is in the middle room,” replied the waiter.
Without another word Arsen stepped foot toward the place where the servant meant to invite his Papa to chat
Arsen furrowed his brows when he heard the sound of his papa's loud laughter accompanied by the laughter of a woman. He is accelerating his pace.
Arsen had seen his papa sitting with a woman. Arsen's eyes gasped, clarifying his gaze on the body of the woman sitting beside his papa. Arsen's footsteps immediately stopped when he saw the face of the woman who some days this made him restless.his body immediately pegged his feet felt heavy stepping, heart beating fast., and., he saw the woman he loved laughing with his father. Two years he did not see that face, a passionate longing as if he wanted to let go when he again saw the beautiful face laughing before his eyes. As hard as Arsen's heart held back so as not to run to embrace his love that he craved so much. Especially these few days he always glimpsed Sarah's face.
“Ara,” murmured as if in disbelief still silent in place just the last few he kept thinking about it.
Vishnu stopped the laughter as his gaze fell on the young man who was standing staring at them.
“Ar, ka ka..mu here,” said Vishnu looks panicked not to think if Arsen comes at a time not the time to stay with him, Vishnu then wake up from his seat trying to calm down, invite Arsen to join them.
Sarah's body shakes violently cold sweat began to come out hearing Vishnu's words about the existence of Arsen, the thing that he avoided actually happened, finally he met Arsen. Sarah also directed her bead eyes towards the interlocutor Vishnu.
Deg .... Sarah can't breathe when her bead meets Arsen.
“Sini sat there Ara,” call Vishnu trying to be relaxed to melt the atmosphere, know if the atmosphere will later become clumsy.
Arsen stepped slowly and his eyes continued to stare sharply at Sarah, until now Arsen had been sitting in front of Sarah who was gripping the tip of the shirt over her thigh to relieve her nervousness.
They have sat together the atmosphere feels very gripping silence no word thrown even Vishnu confused how to.
“Emm.” Vishnu cleared his throat to melt the atmosphere for the couple to start the chat.
“How are you Ar?” sara asked, looking at Arsen's flat face, greeting first while pulling his lip line, trying to be relaxed.
“Good,” replied Arsen coldly, he also behaved normally as if nothing had happened.
No more words spoken, the atmosphere of silence awkward feeling ruled the room, two years they had separated so much that wanted to be told but could not be revealed, their lips as if locked, two years, just glancing at each other at a glance was all they could do to reduce the bit of longing.
“Ara had been staying here a few days ago, Papa met at his mother's grave,” it was Vishnu who took over to break the awkwardness between the two.
Arsen was stunned to hear his papa's explanation, given that it meant Sarah was staying in this house together while she was also in her papa's house, it was worth the feeling the last few days felt if Sarah was nearby and sure enough the girl he missed was in this house with him, why Sarah did not meet him made him very disappointed.
“So these few days, she is in this house?” arsen asked with a cold face, looking at Sarah with a sharp look as if drawing out a heart.
“Ia. Ar,” replied Vishnu made Arsen immediately inflamed, this young man clenched his hands tightly implied clearly in the look of his face gratefully disappointed.
Arsen suddenly stood up to hear his father's words. “She is here and did not meet me!” Arsen's high voice held back emotions make Sarah's body feel guilty he did not expect if his silence makes Arsen again hurt.
“Ar.” Sarah looked at Arsen who had been standing with a face full of anger.
“If you don't think of me, at least you see me as your brother!” arsen's jolt took his foot to leave Sarah and Vishnu. He did not swoop even though he said he would forget Sarah but his heart could not lie he still missed the girl very much, until when he knew Sarah did not want to meet him made his heart ache and disappointed.
“Ar don't be angry, tomorrow he will be back.” Vishnu defends Sarah for trying to stop Arsen's departure.
“I don't care, let him go far. Don't come back forever!” arsen snapped his voice filled the room then left them.
“Ar.” call Vishnu but the young man does not return.
The shadow of Arsen had disappeared leaving them Sarah again seated down. Her tears dripping her first meeting after parting must end back with grief.
Vishnu approached Sarah's bowed face as she shed tears. Vishnu raised Sarah's face wiping away the tears that soaked those smooth cheeks with palms staring at Sarah's face.
“Ra, papa don't want to see you live in sadness, because your mother there will be very sad too. You live alone like this. Papa knows your mother loves you very much, she always even wants you to be happy,”, Vishnu will again talk from the heart with Sarah about her mother.
“He always thinks of your happiness, papa knows he married me just because he wants your good future. He willingly received the call of the woman who destroys the household for your sake, even before dying he planned you marry the son of Odah all that so that you are happy dear. But, seeing you like this your mother must be very sad. You are a beloved daughter,” said Wisnu gently make Sarah sobbing all the more that in said his father was right, his mother always wanted the best for him.
“Pursue your happiness dear, Papa will always support you. Don't be afraid of mama Arsen, papa will always stand up for you.” Vishnu hugged Sarah's body so that her crying stopped, stroking the top of her head gently.
“Ra, the choice is still in your hands, you want to be his wife or brother. Think of your mother's composure as well, she wants you to be happy, regardless of who you are.”
Sarah could only shed tears while thinking about what her father had said.
“Mother are you sad there, seeing me like this? Would you be happy if I was with the person I love,” Inner Sarah.
*****
Arsen went inside his room, walking towards the balcony letting the night breeze through, so that his hot heart could be a little cool. Feelings of anger, hate, disappointment, longing to blend into one when looking back at the person he loves.
“Even have been two years, why did I not remove it from my heart? This heart was still the same beating fast for him. Ahhh .. Why am I so stupid and blind because of love, why is there only him.” The romance of the separation has long passed but the love is always there.
“God did you punish me for what I said first,” shouted looking up at the star-studded sky. Arsen remembered the oath he had made before Gerald that he would not fall in love with Sarah even though she was the last woman on earth. But in reality his hatred was as if a boomerang that attacked him. Now he can not even stop for a moment thinking about Sarah.
****
Late at night, the clock on the wall had shown the number at two in the morning, Arsen was in his king-size bed, he had changed the position of his bed dozens of times, he changed the position of his bed, looking for the most comfortable position that can make him sleep, but until now his eyes can not be closed, his mind continues to remember Sarah who is next to his room.
“Ahgg, I cannot sleep because of it!” this time Arsen lay on his back while clucking in annoyance kicking the blanket that wrapped his body until the early hours of the morning his eyes had not slept at all because he thought of Sarah.
Arsen tilted his body against the wall of bulkhead that separated him from Sarah.
“He will go tomorrow,” said Arsen ruffled his hair he was playing an inner role that made him unable to fall asleep.
“I shouldn't care, we're over, she always let me down,” messed up Arsen her feelings in a blanket of disappointment. “From where I would be crazy and unable to sleep, I better go home and sleep at my mom's house,” breaks up Arsen then wakes up, getting out of bed will leave his papa's house to avoid Sarah. the young man who had been wearing these pajamas then changed clothes prepared to go to his mother's house where he should have stayed.
Arsen came out of the room slowly, the atmosphere of the house had been quiet because this had indeed been 2 am. Walking through the front door of Sarah's room. his footsteps stopped for a moment staring at the door of the room in which there is a woman he loves and still has the status of his wife and he misses her very much.
Arsen was standing at Sarah's door, honestly, and he didn't lie to her heart, even though he said he would stop thinking about it, but his heart couldn't.
Arsen's heart had told him his brain and body to open the door, and to go in to see the girl one last time before tomorrow he left again who somehow could see the pretty face.
This handsome young man again cursed his helplessness, he held the door handle, opened it and it turned out to be unlocked. Arsen's heart skipped a beat, as if wanting to escape as he entered into the safest-looking space, his bead of eyes instantly highlighted the body curled up in the bed with a blanket.
Arsen walked slowly and carefully did not want Sarah to wake up, until now Arsen has been by the bedside, standing staring at the last-goal of Sarah's face that is getting prettier when asleep. His heart rippled violently, missing him terribly.
Arsen pulled the corner of his lips while stroking the smooth cheek, until his gaze stopped on Sarah's ripe lips. Indeed Arsen could not resist the sweet lips of Sarah, she bent her face closer to Sarah's face and kissed the lips gently to slightly reduce the longing that stifles the chest. Sarah who actually did not sleep could only grip the bed sheet from under the blanket. He also tried to restrain himself from the rumbling of his heart when Arsen kissed him.
Arsen stopped his breathing from getting heavy, he was afraid he could not hold back until he woke Sarah, he thought. Arsen looked back at Sarah's face.
“You will go again,” Inner Arsen instantly back disappointed then re-establish his body was about to leave Sarah's room.
Arsen had walked out of the room, making Sarah draw as much air as she could, as if she could not breathe with Arsen.
Sarah sat on the bed staring at the door that had just closed just like Arsen until when she was also restless and could not sleep. Thinking of his intention to return together with Arsen after a remark from Vishnu that said about his mother who wanted him to be happy.
“Ra, go after him, this time you fight to be with him. Be happy for your happiness.” Nikita's Speech
“Ra your mother must be sad you live like this.”
The words of Nikita and Vishnu continue to be present in Sarah's memory so that she returns with Arsen.
Sarah bowed to think of the decision she was going to take after a deep breath, Sarah flicked her blanket about to chase after Arsen
“Mother I will be happy,” said Sarah running after Arsen.
Sarah had come out of the room staring at the back of Arsen who was stepping away
“Ar!” call Sarah she decided she'd go back to Arsen.
Hearing Sarah's voice calling him made Arsen gasp for a moment nervously, he recalled what he had done to Sarah when he thought Sarah was asleep. Arsen's steps stopped for a moment pecking.
“Ar, do not go,” pinta Sarah while approaching Arsen who is still standing behind her.
“You will go again tomorrow, I just want to say goodbye,” said Arsen nervously and misbehaved with what he did to Sarah hiding her face. He didn't want Sarah to think about him.
Sarah walked closer to Arsen and hugged him holding Arsen from behind making Arsen round his eyes with what Sarah did, making his heart beat faster. “Do not go. I miss you so much.” Arsen just quietly enjoyed Sarah's embrace. “Ar I want us to be together again,” explained Sarah slowly.
This young man was stunned by Sarah's desire to get back together, Arsen forced to let go of Sarah's embrace and turned to stare.
“What papa told you to say that! do you feel sorry for my life,” jolted Arsen.
“Not Ar, not because of that. But, I really want to come back to you,” explained Sarah according to Nikita's advice if she is the one who should start this, she is the one who will pursue Arsen.
Arsen snorted looking down at Sarah.“'s wishesThat wouldn't be possible. We're over. I've forgotten you,” let Arsen cast his gaze not to want to repeat his heartbreak again. How he hurt when he separated from Sarah. Two years ago he was determined not to pursue Sarah again.
“I don't want it to end. I want us to go back to what we used to be,” beg Sarah while holding Arsen's hand throw away her pride begging Arsen to come back to her just like Nikita's advice.
Arsen shook Sarah's hand. “Back together wasting our time, it'll just make me love you more then after that you're helpless, you give up and leave. back broke my heart and then I had to go through a day like this again!” reject Arsen, for him Sarah will just always leave him.
“Just like this time you come and go as you please, no matter how I feel, now you say you want to go back even when you come again, you don't see me!”
“I will try, this time I will live your way, I will enter your world.” Sarah took Arsen's hand.
“It's Ra, only pain will we get if we get back together, the same thing you often say our world is not the same. You will not be able to enter my world,” explained the Ceo whose life is always wanted to be known by many people and Sarah will not stand to face it all.
“Ar, I promise as hard as anything I will not part with you anymore,” clear liquid began to go down wet his cheeks for the rejection received from Arsen.
“That's it Ra, Besides my life is fine now without you,” said Arsen releasing Sarah's hand with a trembling voice could not bear to see Sarah crying in front of him. Arsen turned around he still loved Sarah but the pain of separation was even greater and he was afraid it was repeated especially Sarah always so easily wanted to separate.
“I go first, take good care of yourself,” Arsen goes to leave Sarah crying with a heart that also hurts.
“Ar don't go, come back to life with me!” call Sarah to look at the back that is getting away but not the slightest bit of Arsen turned around or stopped making Sarah desperate and her tears more flowing.
“Sorry Ra, I'm sure we'll just repeat the same story, when my mama presses you, you'll come back asking to split up, you'll never fight and hang on for me, you'll never fight and hang on for me, because you never cared for my love, the inner” of Arsen.
“Ar! please don't go!” the scream grew louder but the young man grew further away from him.
Sarah sobbed her chest tight with Arsen's rejection, now she understood her mistake she never appreciated Arsen's love and sacrifice, to the point that the young man had surrendered, I don't want to go back to life with him.
Once again Sarah stared at the back that was getting away, asking Arsen to stop her steps “Please don't leave me, I beg you come back with me.” But Arsen just got away from making Sarah even more desperate he really no longer had a chance to be with the person he loved the young man was hurt by it.
“Come back with me ... Father...” said Sarah bowed the sobbing he had lost hope.
Arsen was instantly stunned as his steps came to a halt upon hearing Sarah's last words.
“Ahh ... Shit!” arsen clucked in annoyance as his hands clenched tightly holding in anger.