
Sarah ran away from home with tears carrying the pain of humiliation from the woman who was supposed to be her mother-in-law. He continued walking until his steps came to a halt in a deserted field still in the neighborhood close to their contract. This is where Sarah sat winning the thought while shedding those tears of sorrow.
“Am I that cool in his eyes? My mom and I are that low. Do I really not deserve to be loved.” Sarah sobbed her heart felt slashed, she felt so low as if she had no self-esteem.
“Mother ...” lamented Sarah gazed towards the clear sky lamenting her fate, pitting as if her mother was looking at her grief.
“Why this always happens to me. Why can't I be happy. Is it true because I'm a son of a pesky carrier.” This girl held her chest that felt tight.
“Mother you have left me. Bian was now Arsen. Everyone I love will leave me. Why am I always alone, ” softly Sarah stared blankly at the front of the liquid that fell on her own soaked her cheek.
“I already love her so much, parting with her will make my heart hurt,” Sarah said of her deepest feelings. Arsen has his heart but obstacles come back against his love.
“Stupid Ara, you should have closed your heart . You should realize who you are. You shouldn't be lulled into seeing her great love for you, you'll still be heartbroken again because of Arsen,” rutuk Sarah as hard as he heart closed but Arsen's attention always managed to make him forget if he would not deserve to be with the young man.
“We won't be together. Until whenever his mother would never bless us. Our world is different. His life was full of respect while I was full of humility. Her mother is right with me will only give her suffering.”
“What should I do? As hard as I can hang with him, he will leave me. His mother had the power she could do anything to separate me from Arsen. Sooner or later just wait for the time I will return a broken heart the second time and this will be very painful from before,” Inner Sarah.
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Sarah had finished with her cries long enough she was in the place while calming down, so decided to go home, Vienna must have left their rented home and Arsen must have been anxious to think about his current whereabouts. Sarah stood up taking a deep breath so that her heart was strong and became calm in the face of the problems.
Sarah hastened her steps to return home. He would pretend not to know, if he knew the coming of Vienna and heard all the insults his mother-in-law had uttered. For if Arsen knew Sarah was listening to her husband it would be beset by guilt for her.
Sarah had been in front of the manic house her eyes were rotating seeing the situation that had been deserted, a sign that Vienna and his men were no longer inside.
Sarah took another deep breath preparing to pretend like nothing had happened. He held the door handle and opened the door slowly.
“Mama will separate you, you have to divorce her and go home with mama,” said Vienna continues to dwell in the mind Arsen really makes her very worried.
Arsen who was sitting on the sofa thought about the presence of the mother in his household. While waiting for the arrival of his wife immediately breathed a sigh of relief to see the beautiful woman had opened the door.he also moved to welcome the arrival of his loved ones.
“Ara you're from anywhere. I'm worried about you?” Arsen hugged his wife's body from earlier his heart was not calm, letting Sarah meet her ex-lover she was afraid Sarah would not return to him.
Arsen let go of his embrace, turning to hold Sarah's shoulder. “What are you talking about with Bian? Why did you come back so long,” scowl Arsen with many questions and Sarah just silently bowed.
“Your Face ... You're crying, aren't you?” asked Arsen worriedly cupping Sarah's face to look at the bead of the eyes that shriveled and swollen.
“I'm fine,” said Sarah slowly released Asen's hand that stuck to her cheek.
“What's talking to him?” tanya Arsen will not be satisfied if you have not heard the answer from Sarah.
“Nothing. I just met to not interfere with your work anymore,” Sarah explained.
“Barakkah. You okay?” reworked Arsen and embraced by Sarah.
Arsen was silent for a moment until he decided to believe his wife's words. Although he felt strange about Sarah's attitude to him that turned silent.
“You must have reported. You haven't eaten yet. Let's eat,” bargain Arsen want to direct Sarah to sit eating the results of her cooking.
Sarah was just silent in place, indeed the arrival of Vienna had affected her mind the fear of loss, the sadness of heartbreak all mingled into one, every look of Arsen's attention, every look of Arsen's, her tears seemed to fall thinking that soon her husband would leave her and she would not get this attention again.
“Ar I'm going to room I'm tired,” refuse Sarah walk quickly into the room leaving Arsen who stares strangely at her.
“What's with him? What Bian told him. He was always sad if he met his ex-girlfriend, ” Inner Arsen stared at the confused body of his wife who had disappeared behind the bedroom door. Arsen's thoughts were only on Sarah who had met the former. His wife must be sad to meet the man he loves she thought. He did not know the cause of Sarah's sadness was the presence of her mother.
Sarah laid her body on the bed, lying on her side and closing her eyes she hoped this was all a nightmare, she did not want to part with her husband.
Sarah opened her eyes after feeling movement in bed. He stared down at her arms Arsen had coiled around his waist hugging from behind, sticking his face in the recess of Sarah's neck.
“What's wrong with you?” ask Arsen gently about what happened to Sarah.
“It's okay. Ar I just want to sleep,” replied Sarah briefly.
“Sleep,” reset Arsen feel weird.
“Good go to sleep. I'll accompany you.” Arsen tightened his arms, peeling occasionally behind Sarah's ears.
“Ar release,” rebel Sarah this time feel uncomfortable with Arsen hugs when all this time he had no problem with anything that Arsen did to him.
“I just want to hug you. You know I'm very worried about you. I guess you won't come back to me and be back with him,” Arsen said.
Sarah just quietly let Arsen hug her enjoy it, maybe this will be the last for them. He had no idea what plan Mama Arsen would make to separate them.
He did not also think the coming of his mama who was chivalrous would separate him from Sarah.Even the word divorce that his mother ordered was always in his ears. He was so afraid of those words that at any moment it would not come out of his mouth. He will stay with Sarah.
“I love you too. But I don't know if we can keep our love. Your mother can do anything to keep us apart. Until whenever he won't be able to accept me. I would be heartbroken at losing you, at least right now I'm getting used to myself without you,” inner Sarah they also try to fall asleep to dreamland with the same heart is restless and overwhelmed by the fear of separation but try to keep the anxiety secret each. Arsen hid his mother's arrival from Sarah because he did not want his wife to give up if she knew her mother had asked him to come home.
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The morning has welcomed the incoming sunshine. Through the slit of the window Sarah wriggled slowly staring to the side looking at the handsome young man who had last few months adorned her morning and his day hugged her tightly. It might not be long before this sight will no longer be present for him.
Sarah approached and landed a kiss on the forehead of her husband who was still asleep then woke up first.
Sarah heads to the bathroom to clean herself up after she finishes she decides to make breakfast for them.
Arsen was in the room still asleep until the sound of the phone ringing made him wake up, he grabbed his phone and then stuck it in the ear.
Arsen was wide open to receive a call that turned out from his boss to announce that their work had all returned to normal. Shortly thereafter, the call stopped. Arsen pulled the corner of his lips to hear the news, finally he was able to return to work to meet the needs of his household with his wife love one problem had disappeared. But it was surprising what Sarah had done so that in a day everything had changed along with the change in Sarah's attitude that became cold with her. Arsen then looked to his side and found that his wife was empty and was no longer there beside him.
“Ara,” muttered Arsen rushed up then grabbed the towel about to clean himself.
Arsen pulled the corner of his lips seeing Sarah had been in front of the stove. He approached and grabbed his wife's body from behind.
“Dearly part,” said Arsen kissed Sarah's cheek gently making Sarah jerked in shock by Arsen's actions.
“Ar I'm cooking.” Sarah asked to be released.
“Ar release me!” snapped Sarah heard the sound of Arsen rising and releasing her embrace, Sarah then gave distance to Arsen made her look at the wonder again Sarah like away from him.
Arsen puts on a flat face and leaves Sarah to the bathroom, wondering what happened to Sarah.
Sarah was downcast feeling very guilty again continuing her activities preparing breakfast.
Moments later Arsen had finished with the ritual of cleaning himself up again approaching his wife who was sitting in the living room waiting for him to have breakfast together.
“You why the hell Ra?” tanya Arsen sat down next to Sarah.
His heart became more certain that something was covered by his wife. He changed after meeting his ex-girlfriend.
“I'm fine,” replied Sarah slowly bowed feeling guilty for raising the voice on Arsen earlier.
“Today I'll be working,” obviously Arsen put on a flat face staring intently at Sarah.
“Really? Good then.” Sarah looked at Arsen and developed a smile.
Arsen stared coldly at Sarah. “Ara. What did you tell Bian?” tanya Arsen probing wants to peel all what happened.
“What's Ar?” ask Sarah not to understand.
“Our schedule has returned to how it was and today I will be back to work,” Arsen said.
“I just said don't bother us,” explained Sarah he didn't tell if he had confessed to Bian his love he had given to Arsen.
Arsen held Sarah's shoulder staring intently at the beautiful face that seemed to hide the sadness. “That's all you didn't say. You don't trade anything for this job. You didn't do a deal with him that didn't make sense.”
“What do you mean Ar?” ara's spray is getting upset.
“You won't leave me and come back with her if it all comes back,” obviously Arsen tried to hold back the anger just imagine his heart was already hot jealousy was seeping in him.
“Ar it's impossible, I can't go back with him,” Sarah denies about Arsen's accusations.
“But why did you turn silent. You seem to avoid me, you want to go back with her, right?” said Arsen who did not understand if Sarah's silence due to the arrival of her mother. He thought it was all Bian.
“Why don't you trust me, no matter what happens I won't go back to her, our relationship has ended, just so you know, I don't want to part with you either, I want us to be like this forever, though,” annoyed Sarah shed tears then left Arsen with emotions expressing her unrest and desire to be with Arsen but she did not have any power to fight for his love. His feelings can only be haunted by the fear of loss, it takes great strength and courage to love an Arsen Raditya Hutama and he does not have it.
Arsen looked up at Sarah's departure and made his wife angry with him, for the accusations he had made, but was very happy to hear Sarah wanted to continue with him.
Arsen walked towards the room to persuade Sarah not to get angry at him again.
“Ara I'm sorry, I was wrong to think of you,” said Arsen standing in front of the locked room door. “I'm just afraid you left me. Ii'm sorry. Please open the door,” persuade Arsen to feel guilty for upsetting Sarah.
the arrival of Vienna has succeeded in making them feel anxious and afraid of losing it and separation, there will be a storm that will again hit their households. Vienna has threatened to separate them in any way.