
Sarah has managed to leave Bian's house with a deep sadness, she is devastated when she says goodbye to her beloved. Their story had ended when she chose to marry Arsen.
Sarah walked teetering with tears, her feet moving in an indeterminate direction, remembering all the flashbacks of their wonderful relationship. Bian, who has always looked after him, will do anything for him, accompany him to live a difficult day while staying at Hutama's house, now will only be a beautiful past.
“After everything we do, no matter how hard we fight we are not a match, forgive me for making all your struggles in vain, Sarah's inner” continues to sob.
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Late at night Arsen was still outside the house walking back and forth waiting for his wife to come. Anxious facial look radiated so clearly, thinking about how the girl he loved so much was. He had searched everywhere, since the afternoon he had continued to defend the way to find out Sarah's whereabouts, but to no avail. Makes her even more panicked when she tries to call her phone but always fails. After a long search he decided to go home hoping that his wife would be home.
“Ara where are you? Where else should I look for you? Hope you're okay. Did you go leave me alone here?” arsen's mind began to frown, filled with bad thoughts. His direction of view stared towards the street hoping his wife would appear there.
Arsen sharpened his eyesight as his bead captured the image of a girl walking slowly toward a rented house.
“Ara,” said Arsen when he saw Sarah had come. He then ran towards his wife who had made him anxious.
“Ara you finally came home.” Arsen held onto Sarah's shoulders, staring at the face.
Arsen then brought Sarah's body into his embrace to settle his anxiety. “Ara you from anywhere? I was so worried about you? You scared me so much,” frown Arsen tightened his embrace while peeping his wife's top many times, finally able to breathe a sigh of relief because his wife had returned.
Sarah was silent without words, unable to answer all of her husband's questions about her disappearance. As if it was a dream, today he had met the young man he had avoided so much and to the point that he had broken his heart.
“Come we enter.” Arsen embraces Sarah's shoulder, directing her to go inside the house.
The couple had been inside the house, they were sitting on the sofa side by side, Sarah was just pensive.
“Ara you from anywhere earlier?” asked Arsen curious to hear the story of his departure, but not in the dream by Sarah, he was still pensive.
“Ara you why?” Arsen looked at Sarah's face as if the girl had been crying. “Ara you're crying out huh?” Arsen was getting more anxious.
Arsen's worried question made him flinch at his daydream. He doesn't want Arsen to know about what happened to him, if he has met his ex-lover Bian.
“I'm okay? I just met an old friend,” replied Sarah slowly and then hid her face did not want Arsen stared continuously with a probing gaze as if there was something hidden by Sarah.
Sarah then rushed to her feet to avoid Arsen's question again. “I will take a shower first,” said Sarah quickly then went to the room leaving Arsen who put on a look of wonder.
Arsen continued to stare at Sarah's body leaving her. “Any. What's wrong with her? Why does he look so sad,” muttered Arsen then moved to follow the steps Sarah entered also into the room this young man had seen a towel attached to his wife's shoulder about to go to the bathroom.
“Ar.” Sarah was shocked as she turned around Arsen was already behind her, standing looming.
“Are you right about anything? You're not hiding anything from me? Did anyone bother you,” asked him once again to make sure the state of the girl he loved, did not want anything to happen.
“True I'm okay.” Giving a wide smile so that the young man in front of him felt calm.
“Good.” Trying to believe his wife's words.
Sarah then broke through Arsen's body about to walk out but her husband stopped his steps.
“What's Ar?”
“Wait here I'll give you something,” Bright Arsen walked towards the closet taking something. When he reached for it, he stood in front of Sarah.
“Wear it tonight.” Arsen thrust out a red negligee-like pelacor lipstick, which he bought last day from a bully neighbor for their second night of preparation.
“This?” sarah asked her frowning brows not understanding what her purpose was to use the negligee, she forgot her promise to Arsen.
“Wear, I bought it from our neighbor, for you to wear tonight, you must be very beautiful wearing this shirt,” explained Arsen smiled gently at the girl he loved.
Sarah grabbed the negligee with a flat face, it then walked out of the room not the slightest thought came to mind, if she's going to be Arsen's full-fledged wife tonight all she thinks about is her sad encounter with her ex-lover Bian, that's all that keeps spinning in her memory.
Arsen silently stared at Sarah who was walking towards him. Sarah appeared with red negligee sleeveless and knee-length, her long wet hair decomposed the more dazzling look, her white skin more radiant. Her face is very beautiful, beaming with difficulty Arsen swallowed his saliva saw what he imagined with mami Rena last afternoon, and properly presented in front of him. Making his body start to heat up, his light started to rise.
Sarah silently knitted her brows looking at Arsen who was staring with an unblinking gaze just because of the clothes she was wearing. “Ar what is it?” ask Sarah.
“You are very pretty wearing that shirt,” praise Arsen smilingly staring with a longing look at his love.
Sarah just put on a flat face did not react with Arsen's praise then walked towards the bed to lay down her body that felt tired, especially her heart.
Arsen quickly got out of bed to clean himself up before he did his second night with Sarah.
Sarah had been lying on the bed about to fall asleep she was very tired. His encounter with Bian today had affected his mood a lot, it felt like he just wanted to continue crying.
Sarah was lying on her side, her eyes closed and her memory had almost gone to dreamland until she felt something curling in her stomach, opening her eyes. He then directed his gaze down towards his stomach which turned out to have coiled Arsen's hand.
Deg ...
Sarah gasps for what Arsen did to her and asks why the young man was suddenly in the same bed with her and hugs her, but has not asked, her eyes were perfectly rounded she had awakened, her memory had returned if this was her second night with her husband, tonight she would be the wife who would surrender herself completely to her husband.
Sarah's body instantly shook, her heart skipped a beat, she wasn't ready to go through the night in her troubled mind. And just keep thinking about Bian's feelings. But he has no power to refuse.
The hug from behind was getting tighter, clutching it, the roar of Arsen's breath felt at his nape made his body tremble even more his heartbeat spurred.
“This is our second night,” said Arsen quietly whispering in his ear making Sarah's body more tense hearing her husband had asked for her right, she still did not budge on his back to Arsen without a word.
Arsen began the action he kissed Sarah's back ear gently. Making Sarah grumble, she closed her eyes tightly, biting her lower lip as the kiss began to run down the nape of her neck letting her husband touch her body and give her due.
Arsen pulled Sarah's shoulder slowly changing position to lie straight and then moved to push her down. Sarah opened her eyes slowly as she felt the kiss had stopped, her body getting weaker and harder to breathe as she was in her husband's confinement. Bead their eyes met, Arsen stared with a longing look at his wife's face seeking approval from the look in those eyes.
“We'll get started,”
Sarah just silently closed her eyes heart beating so fast, so nervous about giving herself to her husband.
Sarah's eyes opened as she felt her lips had softly mashed Arsen, she just kept quiet not retaliating trying to accept whatever her husband did to her. As the matter deepened and demanded, Arsen's tongue had toyed into his oral cavity, tempting to reply, but Sarah just kept her eyes shut.
Sarah turned her face gripping the bedsheet firmly as Arsen's kiss turned towards the recess of her neck giving a kiss, a puff that made her hold amusedly as if something was about to explode inside her. The more Arsen touched Sarah's body, the more her breath hunted burned by passion. His hands began to graze all over Sarah's body to bruise Sarah's chest.
Sarah closed her eyes tightly trying to enjoy the touch given by her husband that made her body also heat up, her hands began to slip around Arsen's neck. But he was jolted when the shadow of Bian immediately revolved in his memory makes his chest instantly tight and feel guilty to his former lover, he was not able to go through this night by continuing to remember Bian, Bian, she felt so guilty as if she was betraying her mind with Bian that she was with another young man even though she had become her husband. This is unfair to these two young men.
Sarah then rejected Arsen's chest with both hands, pushing her husband's body hard to make the young man retreat to a bit back and startled. Arsen stared in wonder at what Sarah was doing still did not understand her passion immediately receded.
Sarah wakes up and sits down. “Ar I'm sorry, I'm not ready for tonight,” Sarah said softly with a trembling voice holding back her tears. Bian's shadow keeps spinning in his memory until it feels like he can't make it through tonight. This is not fair to her husband.
Arsen was silent for a moment looking at his wife who was bowed down miserably and his body trembled as if frightened, he felt pity, then smiled gently. Hugged his wife's body, who looked guilty.
“It's okay if you're not ready for tonight. I'm not going to continue. We'll do it when you're ready and I'll always wait for you.” Arsen understood that Sarah's rejection may be that her wife is still traumatized by what she has done to her.
“I'm sorry, I've let you down.” Sarah's tears escaped from the eye she realized had let her husband down, but it was not fair that she was with her husband but thought of another young man.
The hug came off. “Have not cried. It's not your fault, I understand this must be difficult for.” Arsen rubbed his wife's tears in understanding if he didn't mind the rejection. “Ara. Thanks for trying it.” Arsen kissed Sarah.
“Sleep ...” Arsen directed Sarah's body to lie down again.
Sarah lay back down, and Arsen kissed Sarah's forehead and then went to lie on the side. Sarah looked at the face of Arsen who had closed her eyes.
“I'm sorry, I don't know how I feel about you either. But I'm comfortable living with you. Next time we'll definitely do well, since you're the husband, give me a little to firm up my heart, Sarah's inner” her heart continues to be overwhelmed by guilt on her ex.