Can't Go To Another Heart

Tatiana Nayara Wibowo's

Tatiana Nayara Wibowo was my full name, commonly called Tiana, and my immediate family called me Nay.

I am the third of 3 children, my two brothers, my powerful nature is formed because they both always spoil me, plus the excessive outpouring of affection from my papa mama, he said, so that I grew up with no lack of affection.

My standard height is the same as the average height of girls, 165cm.

My straight hair is a long layer model.

My hobby, bother my two brothers.

Fried rice is my favorite food, my family and friends already know, if I'm craving fried rice immediately cheerful back hehe.

My dream guy, should be taller, prettier, smarter, eettss.but don't be rich Bima deh, smart girl mainin, a playboy axe hehe.

And most importantly, it should be more powerful than my brothers.

At Junior High, I was a famous child, besides being beautiful, tall and pure white, I also easily blend in.

Because of that, many want to be my girlfriend.

And of that many only 5 managed to make me his girlfriend.

So for 3 years in Junior High, I changed my girlfriend 5 times, until I got the nickname playgirl.

I broke up with my last ex-girlfriend Ryo when we were about to take the National Exam, on the grounds that he wanted to focus on studying, and until now he has not accepted that I broke up with him.

Ryo still continues to chat me, ask me back to dating him again. But for a million reasons I always refused.

To be honest, I accept the love of the 5 guys is not because I also love them. But because they were famous guys at school at the time. Many girls are crazy about them.

If I accept her love, then I will follow her famous, that is my mind at that time.

Because of this many female students are hostile to me, how many times have I been cornered by senior girls because their girlfriends like me. Even just because her boyfriend glanced at me was still me in the damprat, huft.

Therefore, I don't want to be famous in High School.

I want to look ordinary, no sadistic look from girls, no one takes me to the corner of the room, threatens me just because her boyfriend glances at me, or the guy they like likes even likes me.

But mama forbade me heuheu.

"Quite you are serious about learning, do not smile a lot with boys.” said the mother at that time.

What does it have to do, whether I smile at boys or girls. Are both human. Mama should be more worried if I smile myself.

And now...

It was just my expectation, the reality was only two days into school I was already famous.

How not famous, I was displayed in the middle of the field, in front of the new students, all eyes were on me, the eyes of the boys yes, if the girl had definitely seen the perfect ketos.

Since that incident, many boys from other classes stopped by my class, just to say hello, or pretend to play with his classmate with me, but his eyes glued to me.

Or my girl friend who sends greetings from another class, huh!.

The first day I went to high school, I fell in love with my OSIS chairman.

From the first moment she got into my class, she managed to steal my attention.

Just the first time I felt such a strange feeling like this, it felt like there were waves rolling in my heart. My heart was pumping blood faster than usual.

Although I've never really been in love, but I know, this is how it feels to be in love.

At least, that's the feeling depicted in the romantic novels I read.

With my ex-boyfriend, I never felt the same feeling as when I saw Brother Arga. Argaku's.

Especially to the point of making me lose my mind. As crazy as I dare to write such a letter to brother Arga..

Now in retrospect, I am ashamed of myself.

I just want to disappear from the face of this earth..

Huwaa.. I dare not look at Arga's face again.. Maluu......