Can't Go To Another Heart

Extracurricular Part 4

"My brother was classy first, yes, have been sought after by my friends" said Tiana

"Yaudah be careful" Riko replied

"What's more is the class of doang hehe"

"Ga, the rich are so arrogant"

ledek Riko when Tatiana was away

I fold the book I read, I taro on the table with a fairly tight sound, making other students look at us

"Big lo!" I said nyolot

"Why? because I am aduin to Tiana klo lo why is she arrogant?" reply Riko with a mocking smile, I reply with my sharp gaze, do not like me the same behavior today

"Gue wants to ask you one thing. You like him, don't you?"

Whoa satan tambet where this boy, could have my mind like Tatiana.

I don't want to answer the question. I open my book and continue reading

"Gue knows you Ga.. Since when do you care if this guy is arrogant that's good, you are too indifferent to be careful of the attitude of various girls so far. You say to Dimas and Idam if Tatiana is arrogant when we finish the OSIS meeting the other day, there I realize that you are again observing this girl"

I'm still silent about Riko's bullshit

"Lo not weird seeing me nyodorin Tiana keep going aheadlo? I purposely wanted to see a reaction. And don't lie, I saw a strange reaction when I embraced him in the field earlier. I also saw the reaction when Tiana was smiling earlier, I saw Ga even though it was only a moment and you immediately dyed flat face again".

"Just" I answered immediately, continue to read the book again even though it can not focus because of the chatter of my sohib

"What a lie!. Honestly, the first time Tiana smiled at me, her smile felt like my body melted, melted. Unfortunately, I know you're watching him again, if I'm not already dating a girl"

"Most of the halu lo. If you want to pacarin him yaudah pacarin just there, it's a bother!" for me

while waking up and hurrying to leave Riko

"Ga.... Argene..."

Riko's voice rang out, I cuekin and kept going. Males really should be horrified that unclear chatter. If he follows me, I am Ap Chagi.

In the field there are still many children who milling from one stand to another.

I kept walking to my secret garden, hoping the arrogant chick wasn't there just like yesterday.

My fyuuhhh sighed deeply as I collapsed my body in this tiny gazebo, welcome to my world, quiet and peaceful, only the sound of water gurgling from the small fish pond.

I reopen the book in my hand, continue reading that was disturbed because of Riko's endless babbling was hadeh

But it turns out to read I'm not in the mood.

Still imagined the events in the field and canteen earlier.

Actually there is something strange in me, something that feels really claustrophobic, as if there is something that wants to come out of me when I see Riko hoe Tiana.

What's so upset, yes I'm the same Tiana until there is an emotion of its own each I see tuh chick.

True said Riko, all this time I cuek duck the same attitude of the girls around me. But when Tiana took a look away from me, it was like shredding my self-esteem, not just once but twice!.

Usually I don't care if girls want to be funny with me, want to watch me, want to maki-maki me. But once this girl shits face..

Ahh know my dizziness.

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I didn't know how long I slept until I woke up to hear footsteps in the gazebo, where I'm sleeping now.

Suddenly the incident 10 years ago again danced in my mind, making my heart beat fast, cold sweat flowing in my body

I was alert when the footsteps were getting closer, the book was still covering my face, so anyone would not know if I was awake

"Sister Arga....

not finished the guy said I immediately pull his body, I key under my body, both hands I hold above his head

"Who are you?!" I shouted with a trembling voice

With hunting breath, I tried to see who it was but could not, my sight was still blurred

"Sir Arga.. sis..this is me" said the man, constantly in revolt, I tightened my grip on both hands.

Until finally the person kicked in*************

"Aaarrrrrrrggghhh bgsd" I shouted in pain as I held my 'sister' who was kicked just now

That guy benefits the opportunity to get out of my cage, and push me down to fall where I hold that guy

"Ajg bgsd" I'm still in pain

My left hand was holding my 'sister' and my right hand was shaking the gazebo, trying to relieve the pain.

I could see the person clearly now, looking Tatiana with wide eyes standing in front of me, with both hands cupping her mouth

"Ma. sorry brother Arga" he said with a trembling voice.

While pulling and breathing out long, I stared intently at him, at the girl who had disturbed me, and awakened my past that I was trying to escape.

"Well, you're here!!!" I shouted while sitting up, he immediately retreated in fear, his face more pale

"Sir.pak Teguh asked us to leave his room"

I still keep staring sharp tuh chick, damn still sick this 'sister' me

"Yyaaa. yaudah a. I first yes" he said again stuttered, continued to run away me

Damn girl, straight away I collapsed again my body, my heart still continues to beat fast, my palms are still wet with sweat.

That bad memory...

I shook my head, trying to get rid of those bad memories. Memories that have kept me from sleeping well for years.

While taking a deep breath I wake up, I neaten my uniform and hair, my book that fell down earlier when I pulled Tiana, lying under the gazebo, I took and I directly walk to the room of Mr. Teguh.

Shit still hurts being taken to the street, fucking Tiana!! for me along the way. With a cold face again, I sebrangin field, nyuekin girls who call.

I was silent for a while in front of the door of the room, Mr. Teguh, take a deep breath three times I just knocked on the door.

Noted :

Ap Chagi \= Front kick using front foot