Can't Go To Another Heart

Loving In Silence

Lembayung dusk looks yellowish with a beautiful color gradation on the western horizon

And here in the balcony in front of my room, I saw the sun that began to sink, changing the moon that was ready to drive away the dark and light up the night.

Seeing the moon made me realize that beauty is not always a must-have, looking and admiring from afar is enough

Maybe so should I be with brother Arga...

I do love her, but love doesn't have to be, right? I've been trying to get his attention, make him jealous but all for nothing, brother Arga does not have any feelings for me

And it seems I have to stop....

Stop hoping to get that iceberg

Stop wishing she knew how I felt and had the same feelings as me

"Widiihh there is a rumpuk who again misses the moon" the voice of Bima Brother who was suddenly behind me spread all my daydreams

"Iihh what the hell is brother"

Brother Bima stood beside me, and also saw the moon that I was looking at as well

"For liking someone?" guess it

I took a deep breath, strengthened my heart to share this story with my brother, he had more experience of love

"Yes, but she doesn't like me"

Brother Bima ngalihin his eyes to me, see the sadness on my face

"Maybe that guy is blind, where there is a normal guy who refuses you Nay, or he doesn't like girls hehe"

Entertain him while rubbing my head

I keep staring at the moon up there

"He doesn't refuse, he doesn't even know that I like him"

"Well, how do you know she doesn't like you?"

"For so long I may be a kegeeran, because I feel he is jealous when I am with other guys, so I deliberately close to my boy friends fit there him"

"Let her be jealous and instantly love you?" guess brother Bima

I immediately turned my eyes to brother Bima, why could that be exactly his guess

"Sister knows?"

"Heeii, you think why the sister on the campus playboy stamp.it is not an original nickname pinned without experience" explained sister Bima while pinching my nose, huh so a proud playboy.

"So I don't have to pretend to date another guy to make him finally realize his love for me, because I don't want to lose me?"

"So she likes you. If you don't like how? you only do vain things, and never underestimate yourself by doing such a plan"

I walked over to the sofa, and dropped my body on it

"I'm just following Tita's advice"

Bima dragged a chair and sat down in front of me

"Nay, whose name is love can not be forced, and is not just present, all need a process. And big brother as a boy, not like the same girl who chases sister while saying like, as well as other guys Nay, even who used to love so hate because the girl is too aggressive"

"Love comes uninvited, and without my mercy. No one knows when and to whom we will fall in love, but you must remember one thing, never force our love on others"

"Yes I know, so I'm not going to be the last plan from Tita"

"What other plans?"

"Begging his best friend the guy I like to pretend to be my girlfriend hehe"

Brother Bima immediately glared at me, looking at me sharply with his eyebrows raised

"You really don't have any self-respect for Nay, and you could ruin their friendship, is that what you want?!"

I shook my head hard, yes I do not want and I have thought all that, so I did not ask for help Riko, the words of Bima even make me feel guilty, so I did not ask for help, though it was just a plan, but the friendship between brother Arga and brother Riko that was damaged because of me, made me really shudder

"Now you don't have to joke or laugh with the other guy in front of him, hoping he's jealous. If the brother who is the guy, the boro-boro brother will be jealous, the sister will even consider you a cheap girl. Sometimes beauty is not enough to make a guy fall in love with Nay"

I was still silent, understanding word for word from brother Bima, whether or not the thoughts of brother Arga are the same as the brother Bima, even considered me cheap

"Yes, I understand"

"So yourself, that's the most important thing. If that guy really likes you, sooner or later he'll admit it"

"Yes. yeah..."

I smiled broadly at brother Bima, hoping he would stop babbling at length nasehatin me, I dianisehatin playboy cap axe hehe

"Nahh that dong smile, do not because your boy so frown continues, sad face all, already rich there is no other guy in this world. Enjoy your teenage years Now, don't spend just thinking about one guy"

"Kak Bima has never been rejected by a girl?" tanyaku prank

"Remember" he answered briefly

"Huh, time?!" I ask you no longer believe

There is a girl who refuses Bima

"That's what you said earlier, sometimes beautiful is not enough to make a guy fall in love, and vice versa, handsome is also not enough to make a girl fall in love"

"Keep brother Bima nyerah that way, do not try to make the girl fall in love with the sister?"

"Kan love can not be forced, sincere love will not be present because he is forced or forced, yaudah continued again there daydreaming, sister want to go out dawah"

After sister Bima came out of my room, I immediately woke up from the sofa, back leaning my body on the balcony wall while looking at the moon which is now covered in cloudy clouds

There should be no stars, it would rain like that

True said sister Bima, sincere love is unconditional love, love that is full of acceptance.

To give and receive love without being forced, forced or forced

I do not want to force my love on brother Arga, just let my love like flowing water, which will find the way to the port of love, if indeed brother Arga also loves me

Ahh, if only he knew how I felt when he passed by me, when he was around me, breathing the same air as me, and how my heart beat when I passed him, until I could not speak

If he knew, this feeling kept growing in his chest

This taste means so much

I love him in silence