Can't Be Without Love

Eps 19's

Kiara's rather wet look made Marcel difficult to cut his own saliva. Something was rippling in his chest. Soon Marcel shook his head to wake himself up before he left. Being treated to Kiara's sexy appearance in his eyes, will make his male instincts rise.

Marcel then shifted his eyes.

"Sister Gio's home. I thought you were going to the office." Kiara was still unaware of her appearance.

Marcel breathed a rough sigh.

"I went to the office. I brought you lunch again. And again, what are you doing in the bathroom? Not shower but your clothes are wet."

"I washed my clothes last night, brother, but it's done. Being bored there's nothing I can do."

"Yes, change your clothes quickly. Just put the dirty clothes in the box next to the closet. No need to wash yourself. I'll take him to the laundry. Come on out, we'll have lunch together."

Marcel's gonna get out of the room, but come back to stop.

"You just wear it, the clothes in the closet are as you like. That's my brother's old clothes. It won't be used anymore." Marcel then closed Kiara's room door.

Kiara did as Marcel ordered. Kiara is back in her casual clothes again. Because there are only shirts and shorts in the closet.

Marcel's already arranged the food on the kitchen table. Seeing Kiara come out of the room, it still seems sexy. Because the shirt looks very fitting in Kiara's body. Kiara sat down next to Marcel.

"After this we go to the clothes shop. That shirt is too small for you."

"No need brother. Just take me to the flat, I'll just take my own shirt." Reject Kiara who did not bother Marcel.

"What if the person you're avoiding is in the rusun.?"

"Truely, they know my house. Because I disappeared they could've found me at home." Kiara muttered very slowly.

"Em all right, brother." Kiara agrees with Marcel's idea.

After the food ran out, Kiara immediately washed the dishes and spoon. Marcel is in his room.

Marcel came back with his sleeping pants and hoodie jacket.

"Wear this. It looks better than those shorts."

Kiara looked at the shorts she was wearing, grimacing herself. It does look sexy when out wearing clothes like this.

Kiara accepted it and immediately put it on in the room.

"Let's go." Kiara said after coming out of the room.

Marcel approached Kiara, putting on a mask as well as putting on his hoodie veil.

"If you want to avoid someone don't half. Just disguised to not be found out." Marcel smiled sweetly.

"Thank you." Kiara was touched by Marcel's kindness.

By riding the car, both of them had arrived in front of an ordinary clothing store. Because of Kiara's request of course. Kiara doesn't want to go to the mall scared if someone recognizes her. Do not want to be invited to the boutique, because it will definitely spend a lot of money.

After finishing buying clothes, Kiara also invited to the traditional market. Buy some fresh groceries to fill the refrigerator in the apartment.

Then they went back to the apartment.

"Sister Gio, don't go back to the office?" Kiara looked at the clock that was past 2.

"No, I'm getting permission today."

"What are you talking about? I myself am willing, do not feel bothered by you. Where are you going?" Ask Marcel full of questions.

"Maybe go back to my hometown. And accept my fate whatever it is there." After Kiara, thought it was okay if she returned and accepted her stepfather's offer. He is no longer holy. And if there he can keep his once-beautiful family memories from disappearing.

Kiara flinched from her daydream. Marcel looked at her sharply, his hand holding Kiara's hand tightly.

"I won't let you go anywhere. It's not like you ever said you don't have anyone. Then if you come back?" Marcel knitted his two eyebrows. Kiara looked down again.

"Now tell me what really happened last night. What does this have to do with the people you avoid. Explain." Marcel said firmly.

Kiara was silent, should she tell.

"I'm waiting." Marcel waited with his chin up next to Kiara.

Kiara set her breath.

"It all started when I came to town. I accidentally met someone I helped. He remembered me when I forgot him. Then after the interview with the company at your workplace back then, I also got another call. And I take the job." Kiara paused her story. Sighing her breath slowly so as not to get carried away.

"My rule, after a few days of working together, he started to approach me. Seems sincere but I'm not interested in responding to it at all. Because from the beginning I worked my intention was to make money instead of looking for a girlfriend. But the more days he never tired to show his love for me. I am also getting used to it. In short, I opened my heart to her and then I fell in love with her."

"Yesterday night, I was invited by my friend to attend a party. In fact, I was there and even presented the fact that my boss already had a lover. My heart is broken brother. I've given up everything, but the fact that I'm only the third person. Makes me have to leave in front of them. I don't want to go back to the hamlet, because my friend and boss knows where I live. And I couldn't go back to work either, coming back to that company would just make me fall in the same hole. I don't want to hurt that woman. That woman looks so good, it's inappropriate to be hurt because of me." Kiara sobs. Suppressing the tightness in his chest.

Marcel grabbed the trembling body before him. His back slowly.

"I will support you, protect you, love you. I won't let you get away from my side. Stay here, and be my side." Firm Marcel.

"Sister, I don't know if I can return your feelings."

"I'll wait, now it's just enough that you don't refuse to be by my side." Marcel said the final without any more objections.

Both are silent. Still in Marcel's arms, Kiara permeated the warmth of the embrace. He's comfortable. I hope the decision is not wrong again.

"Is it enough to not reject you?" Kiara looked up her head staring at the two beads of Marcel's eyes.

Marcel nodded confidently, then buried Kiara's face back into his chest. And smacked Kiara's head.

"I will create my own rainbow to enter into your heart. I'll slowly change your heart with just myself there. I'm sure my love can make your heart turn to me." Marcel said in his heart.

....

After cooking together for dinner, Kiara and Marcel cleaned themselves in their rooms. Kiara checked her phone first, which she had forgotten about since noon.

Still in a dead state. He just turned on his phone. As soon as it was on, he immediately sent a message to Exa telling her that he was fine and also lying if he returned to his hometown. And also leave the house to Selly for the same reason on Exa. There is no other choice but to lie. He doesn't want to be found.

If it's Feril, Kiara has absolutely no intention to give any news. He blocked his number. Before turning off the phone. A line of incoming messages, it's from Exa and Selly. Even from Gani, it must be about work.

Kiara ignored the message, then turned off her phone again. It makes him more calm.

Having dinner together, Marcel already felt that he was married. Eating together with a loved one increases his appetite. His meal was interspersed with a smile staring at Kiara. Kiara herself focused on spending the food on her plate.

After dinner, Marcel came home. Since yesterday he did not come home for sure his parents are worried especially today he also did not return to the office again after lunch.

...

"Back alone, just myself. Lamenting the sadness of my life. Ma, what do I do now? I lied to him about my true situation. I can't tell her my disgrace. He's too good, I can't bear to hurt him. He would be disappointed if he knew that. There are men who accept women who are no longer holy. Moreover, I am not a victim, I did it even without coercion." Kiara muttered to herself, shedding a troubled feeling in her heart. Until he fell asleep soundly.

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