Can't Be Without Love

Eps 16's

Kiara still has no news from Marcel.

"Sister Gio, will this feeling repeat itself like it used to? Ever since that night, why hasn't Gio contacted me again. Is brother Gio disappointed if I'm the old Kiara?" Kiara continued muttering to herself inside her room.

"That's it. If it is true, the soul mate will meet too. God must have a good plan for me. Gotta be upbeat, tomorrow I'll work back."

.....

"For Kiara."

"For the mas, sorry two days ago permission. Must be Gani's work piled up." Kiara said regretfully.

"Ok Kiara's. One day if I get permission, you're gonna have to double my job."

"Yes mas. Thank you, yeah."

"Hm, I'm going to my room first."

Kiara nodded. Shortly thereafter, Feril arrived. Kiara tried to act as usual as before.

"For the sir." Greet Kiara after standing up and slightly bowing.

"Morning." Feril was happy to see Kiara acting normal after the incident that night. Feril then gave her a white rose which he had hidden behind a suit.

"For me?" Kiara looked at the flower.

"Yes, this is an expression of my true feelings being sincere with you." Answer Feril.

"Thank you." Kiara received the flower.

Feril smiled then walked into his room. While Kiara sat back down, still looking at the flower she was holding.

"The "white rose is a symbol of purity and sincerity. I am no longer holy." Bathin Kiara with a bitter smile. Kiara then kept the flower in her desk drawer.

Kiara tries to be professional in the office. His job as a secretary. Kiara never once mentioned the incident that night at the hotel. He wanted his memory of it to disappear.

As days passed, Feril continued to try to win Kiara's heart. His efforts were never rejected Kiara, but also could not be said to be successful. If outside office hours Kiara will keep her distance from Feril.

....

"Before this feeling deepens. It's better to just end it. After all, with my circumstances like this. Maybe he will accept me. It seems impossible."

Kiara is still waiting for news from Marcel, Gionya's brother.

Just now Kiara put down her phone, the phone has rung. Soon Kiara took her phone again. A lethargic face immediately appeared as Kiara read the name of the penelfon.

Kiara sighed tiredly, before answering the call.

"Yes hello sir."

"Kiara, can you come out now? I'm outside your house."

"What's up.."

Tut tut tut tut's. Not yet Kiara finished talking, the call had been decided unilaterally by Feril.

"What the hell else." grumbled Kiara, lazy actually but Kiara was curious also what would Feril do.

Kiara went to see Feril.

"What's up, sir?" Tegur Kiara instantly upon seeing Feril.

Feril smiled sweetly, then pulled Kiara's hand. Forcing Kiara to get into his car. Feril did not say anything, and Kiara was also reluctant to argue.

Feril drove his car, headed for a cafe. Continuing to hold Kiara's hand, Feril entered the cafe. Enter the private room, which is located deep inside the cafe.

The private room is dark glass so it will not be seen who is in there if people only see it from the outside. But people who are in the room can freely observe the situation outside.

Kiara complied when invited to sit by Feril. It turns out there is food available. Feril must have prepared everything.

Coincidentally Kiara also had not eaten dinner so when Feril told her to eat wherever she directly ate. Feril was happy when he saw Kiara who was submissive. But Feril would have preferred Kiara to be as cheerful as she used to be, before the events of that night. Often debating it, if Feril has crossed the line to behave.

At the end of this, Feril felt that Kiara was moving away from him.

After eating, Feril drove Kiara home. Before Kiara got out of Feril's car, when she got to the front of the hamlet. Feril held his hand.

"Kia, can you not be that cold to me?"

"What do you mean, Feril?" Kiara scrunched her forehead.

Kiara remembered what happened that night.

*As before, I received your kiss that time because liking you but liking doesn't mean loving. And that night, I did it because I wanted to help not because I wanted to have you. So don't be burdened. Excuse me." Kiara took off Feril's handrails. Then immediately ran into the hamlet. His heart still hurt as he remembered it.

"Aakh..!!" Feril hit the driver of his car. He knew that night was his fault. Who cannot hold back. His faith is not that strong. Feril was not a holy man. Every time he dated he always made physical contact with his girlfriend, but never until having sex.

That night was also the first time for him. Feril was so sorry, moreover he had ruined that special woman for him. Because it was also a first for Kiara.

...

Feril was always paying attention to Kiara, slowly Feril could see Kiara's cheerful smile again. As much as possible he didn't remind Kiara of that night. And it worked out quite well. Over time, Kiara began to want to protest and argue with him if Feril always bothers him.

"Sir, I have a lot of work. Can't don't don't call me back here and do the unimportant thing." Kiara complained, because from morning Feril continued to call him to the room Feril to do small things even Feril should be able to do it alone.

The most annoying thing for Kiara is, she was asked to go into the room Feril only to get a ballpoint dropped under the work chair Feril. It was so easy to do it yourself.

And when Kiara complained, Feril smiled in response. And did not turn his eyes to the documents before him.

"Luckily boss, try it if I'm not caught." Kiara grumbled softly as she raised her fist in the air. Then out of Feril's room.

Not wanting to be bothered anymore, Kiara turned off her phone after lunch. After making sure there is no important schedule for his boss. Then change the phone to airplane mode. Kiara started focusing again on her work.

I also walked the 30-minute plan. Feril was already standing in front of him and looking at him sharply.

"Why did you turn off this phone?" Feril pointed at the phone at Kiara's desk with his eyes.

Kiara just shouts without sin.

"I'm tired sir. Pacing back and forth from morning to father's room." Kiara pursed her lips. Makes Fetil really want to kiss her.

"Follow into my room.!" Feril turned around and walked into his room. Just a few steps he turned around again, looking at Kiara who was still reluctant to get up from her chair.

"Don't make me wait."

Kiara immediately got up and walked after Feril.

Feril told Kiara to sit on the sofa. He himself came back to work.

"Sir, what am I here for?" Kiara asked because she was tired of sitting there.

"In the meantime, my work is not done yet." Feril looked at Kiara for a while and then went back to being serious about his work. Kiara who did nothing even became sleepy. Several times he had yawned, could not stand it anymore finally Kiara slept in a half-sitting position.

Kiara rested her head on the sofa cushion, with her legs still dangling down.

Feril was done with his work, seeing that his watch was almost 4 p.m. Feril decides to go home with Kiara first.

When his eyes saw Kiara falling asleep, Feril could not bear to wake her up. Feril restyles Kiara's sleeping position to make it more comfortable. But it turned out that it actually made Kiara wake up. Feril straightened his body again, not wanting if Kiara would think he would do something inappropriate.

"Ah, I'm asleep." Kiara sat properly while rubbing her eyes that felt still sleepy.

"Let's go home."

Kiara blinked her eyes, focusing her gaze on the origin of the voice that brought her home. Kiara was a little jolted, but she remembered that she had been here and told to wait until she finally fell asleep.

"Let's go home." Repeat Feril again because there is no answer.

"Emm, yes." Kiara immediately got up.

Kiara stared at her work that was still piling up on her desk.

"Because of the boss who has no morals, when is it finished." Kiara muttered her lips, turning to look at Feril who was behind her sharply.

"What's wrong?" Asked Feril who felt horror with Kiara's gaze.

"Nothing is." Reply Kiara ketus. Then walk first to the elevator. Feril immediately chased after him.

Kiara did not care about Feril who kept looking at her. Asik played the tip of his foot to knock on the floor as if impatiently waiting for a long time to be in the elevator.

After the elevator doors opened, Kiara even walked quickly to get out of the building. The trouble still hasn't subsided. The office seems to be even quiet. Kiara ignored Feril who was still following her.

Kiara stopped her steps when she was already outside the building. Still upset he felt, hesitated to happily follow Feril towards his car. Kiara chose to continue her path to the big road. He'll just find a taxi.

Feril opens the door for Kiara, but when he looks behind him it turns out Kiara is not there. Feril circulated his gaze looking for Kiara. Also seen by him Kiara is almost out of the company gate.

"What's wrong again?" Feril muttered softly then immediately he closed the door and turned to the steering wheel.

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