Can't Be Without Love

The Eps 11

Kiara returned to the office with heightened emotions. He wanted to quit his job right now. But he thought back. Getting a good job right now is hard. Especially now that he is in financial trouble.

Trying to manage her feelings, Kiara continued her work.

Not long after, Feril came. Kiara only caught a glimpse of it, then resumed her work. Feril sighed softly, then entered his room.

Feril regretted his behavior earlier. Nor should he have any feelings for his secretary. Not that he no longer loves Natasha, but his feelings can not be denied now his heart is attached to two women.

....

"So when are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow Pa. But don't tell Nat ya Pa. I'll give him a surprise." Answer Marcel.

"Yes, it's up to you. Oh yes, because papa never asked Natasya or Feril. How's their relationship going?" Ask Kevin.

"What I know is good, Pa. I've never heard them fight from Nat's friend. And also several times Feril also visited Nat."

"Then our company cooperation with Kusuma company?"

"Always a successful Pa. Our property that we advertise in Kusuma company is always successfully sold."

"Papa is proud of you. Can advance the company rapidly. If Feril and Natasya get married soon and our company joins. Our company will be bigger." Please Kevin.

"Papa don't burden them. Who knows, if they are destined to unite will definitely marry later. Don't make it pa." Tegur Marcel's.

"Yes yes papa knows. Natasha's happiness is the most important thing. Yeah, papa's going back to papa's room first."

"Yes pa."

Marcel then expanded his work. A sweet smiling face flashed through his mind.

"Ciara. Can we meet again?" Marcel muttered.

"Why didn't I ask for his number." Mumbled again.

"Sir, it's time we had a meeting with Mr. Feril. He's waiting in the meeting room." Said Marcel's secretary who managed to surprise him.

"Emm, okay." Marcel immediately got out of his chair.

In the meeting room.

"Sorry late." Marcel said politely.

"It's okay brother. I just sat down too." Answer Feril.

"Let's just start the meeting."

Gani who accompanied Feril, immediately shared the documents that must be discussed this time.

....

"It's time to go home. My work is done too. It seems that there is no need to wait for Mr. Feril and Gani mas, they must have immediately returned home from the meeting earlier." Kiara cleared her desk.

Kiara this time has been waiting for someone in the loby.

"Kiii!!" Excited the girl who was none other than Selly.

"Hey, why are you here?"

"I was told by the boss to bring stuff here. The way home. Uh, the year until here has run out of office hours. Waiting for you to come home together." Selly.

"Owh is. Yes, you're home." Kiara holds Selly's hand.

"Laper isn't?" Ask Selly when both are on the bike.

"Hungry anyway. Why?"

" Jajan yuk first."

"Don't. Eating at home. This morning I made some food. Stay here later."

"OK deh. Ntar for yes. I definitely haven't come home by this hour. There is no food in the house."

"Sipplah. Kuy street neng." Kiara said as she patted Selly on the shoulder. Because from earlier it was not the road as well as the motorbike, even chatting.

"Yes." Yeah."

....

Braakk..

Feril was surprised to hear the door of his room being opened violently. Seeing his sister walking lethargic towards him.

"Sister." Call Exa while lying next to her.

"Hem." Feril returned to his original position.

"I found it." Exa looked up at the sky of the room.

"That girl in the river?" Guess Feril because Exa always tells the story if always looking for the girl who saved his life.

"hem, yes. I really love her, brother. According to brother, if I declare my love, will he accept me?"

"So, you don't know how she feels either. But just try."

"Emm, okay. I'll ask her to meet again. Then how's your relationship with Natasya?"

"good. Oh yea. Do you think there is someone who can love another person again when he is already loved?"

"Why? Is brother trying to cheat?" Now Exa's gaze turned to her brother.

"Do not assume. I'm just asking." Feril hit Exa's head slowly.

"I was just worried that big brother would hurt Natasya's feelings. Natasha's a good girl. It is better to end the former, then begin again."

"Yes, my sister knows."

"Yes, I'm back in my room." Exa got up from Feril's bed.

"Remember my message, brother." Exa again commemorates Feril when he was in the doorway.

...

"What's my schedule today?" Ask Feril. Now in front of him Kiara stood up while reading on her phone.

"Until this afternoon there was no meeting. But later in the afternoon at 3 pm there is a new prospective client who requested to be scheduled to meet with the master directly to discuss the continuation of cooperation with his side."

"alright. Agree it. And ask to come to this office only. I don't want to travel."

"Good sir. Anything else I can help.?"

"Hem, come here." Feril moved his hand gesturing for Kiara to approach. Kiara unsuspectingly went straight over, she stood beside Feril.

With a single pull, Kiara fell sitting on Feril's lap. His eyes were fixed on Feril's gaze. A moment after awakening, Kiara will rise. But his body was held by Feril.

"Take me off sir. It's not worth it." Kiara averted her eyes and was still trying to get up.

"Take me as a man, not your boss. Look at me." Feril held Kiara's chin.

"I'm sorry if my attitude yesterday went too far. I shouldn't have arranged your life. Yes you are right we are not in a relationship that can interfere with each other's affairs. But.." Feril paused his sentence. Staring in Kiara's eyes.

"I love you. I know this is too soon for you. But I can't get this feeling anymore. Do you want to be my lover?"

Kiara was shocked of course. Feril's seemingly sincere apology melted his heart. But he came back to his mind with a request to be his boss's lover.

"Can't there be no romance with a co-worker in the office?" Kiara asked as she remembered there were such rules.

"Is that what you're afraid of? So if there's no rule, you'll accept me as your lover?"

"Ehh. That's not what I meant." Kiara was confused by herself. Not that he wanted to refuse, but Kiara also felt that if she only liked her boss, there was no feeling of love.

"Then?"

"As I said yesterday. I just like you, it doesn't mean I love you. There is no way I can accept your love that I do not love. I'm sorry I can't."

"Okay, this time I let go. But I'm wrong you said. You like me and you don't love me yet. And soon will love me." Feril released his embrace on Kiara's waist.

Kiara stood up straight away.

"Go back to work." Ferril's orders.

"Excuse me, please."

Kiara went back to her desk.

"Huh. Why it has to be like this. Haven't loved him yet and will soon love him. What's he gonna do." Kiara muttered.