Butterflies

chapter 8

" I can love you for anything, but not for marriage !! " said arkan while looking at me sharply .

I flinched in shock then woke up from his lap .

" I'm now honest with you , yesterday I went to Bandung there is no business event but a family meeting I'm with him , and in a month I will marry nta ... " said arkan while rubbing his face rough and now rose to embrace me .

I was still standing by, I was like being attacked by a storm that had no stop, oh my god ...

" pliss nta you remain my friend yes, I do not love him this is just the will of my mother aja, mami again sick I can not refuse . He will not calm down he said if still haven't seen me marry him , I want her you nta. "he said while hugging me tightly .

" why don't you fight me, just know me to your family ?? you never try to make me, you never get serious with me, right ?? " i was still silent in his arms without returning his embrace .

" When our anniversary in Bali you want ?? it's actually my family's villa, and I've already invited mami , also brother I made there want to know you but my mom refused to come in the eyes of mami only Anjani is suitable for me because he's her best friend's son , even mami told me the same you made do not stay in the villa at that time but I beg you to be the same mami finally mami permitin .. "kan let go of his embrace now he sits drooping on the floor .

" we have come here only , I do not want to live a relationship that is uncertain .." I said while shedding tears .

I feel that everything is in vain just as if only I knew he had been betrothed from the beginning I would not use a little heart to love arkan , although I also sometimes like to put my heart to other men just for a moment keep telling me what I prioritize, and all my friends, relatives and family know his yes girlfriend I arkan , but he turned out to be huuufffttt .. I can no longer feel like the world is laughing at me .

" Nta I promise not to touch the woman even a little, I just want you nta I've been dependent all the same you what the hell is your will all along that I did not participate huh ??!! " kan pulled my hand I pulled it over .

" You have the heart to be my mistress you are that, keep you doang who must think of your mami and I do not have the right to think of my mama ?? how would he feel if he knew I was your mistress huh ??!!! can you huhuhu .." My tears broke I drooped .

" pliss nta don't cry, I can't see it already baby I've been trying to mengenengin you because you don't want to shed a single tear if now you cry because of me , ' ' 'cause , everything is of no use nta .. "he said while wiping my tears .

" that you know if everything is pointless , please stay now I will really not be able to see you , I want to be alone first ." I said .

" okay I'll let you calm down tomorrow I'm here again , I love you nta love you nta. " said arkan while kissing my forehead .

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Arkan POV

I was confused what to do next to Lula , I was really the same as him because all this time only lula who understood my situation was bad I also he accepted , I do not mind if he asks this it to me because previously I promised to meet all his needs because I also get virginity she is not only virginity but also her first kiss , that's what made me completely subjugated to her innocence but now she's turning wild and aggressive because of me .

even I'm not sure Anjani my future wife is still a virgin or not, unlike the lula who used to know Anjani was so aggressive and seemed fun , I was confused by my mother's taste what good Anjani .

I had to convince lula to keep her by my side , I won't be able to feel far away from him much less until I know if he's not with me he's related to other men no it's never gonna happen , I imagine if lula treated other men like she treated me all this time .

I will definitely kill that man, lula may not be my wife but she's mine or maybe I should make her pregnant so she doesn't leave me ?? aaahhhh I would go crazy if I kept thinking like this, maybe I need to sleep ...

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The Lula POV

Lazy it feels like having to go to the office at the time yes I permit it again just entered it is permission again, I may get SP but if I enter I am embarrassed by my swollen eyes . though it has been compressed still swollen .

drrrttt ....

drrrttt ....

drrrttt ..

my phone vibrates no incoming call no unknown who is it ??

" yes hello ?? ohh yes but I'm not cool yet mas .., ohh ok I'm out right now bentar yaa . "my word then hang up the phone and then go out the fence take the food someone ordered for me .

well, tell me who else, huuufffttt I should be getting used to without him but he's still like this making it hard for me to avoid him , do I have to agree with him being his mistress ??

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