Butterflies

ending ..

After waiting for the arrival of andika's parents, andika's funeral was immediately carried out . Many people came , lula who asked andika's parents even lula pleaded with the very so that andika was buried in Indonesia because after recovering lula will decide to stay in Indonesia .

lula felt that if she lived in London she only knew a few people, while lula really needed friends when things were like this .

And , andika's parents were kind enough to allow andika to be buried in Indonesia as well as lula and eleana allowed to stay in Indonesia .

" mah , I want to tell you a big lie about me and andika to mama and papa ." said lula to mama andika who was holding me eleana .

" what's dear .. You'll tell me . "

" actually .eleana is not .. "

" child, right ? " mama andika's toilet with a smile .

" do you know ? "

" i'm sorry baby when you go to Indonesia with andika, mama did the test secretly . mama does not mean anything just mama curious because why eleana does not look like andika at all, because usually girls will be very similar to her father .. "

" i'm sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't know you could have such an idea .. "

" mama love you lula mama also love eleana because andika also love you guys . where maybe mama is angry with someone who loved mama's child .. "

" thank you, ma'am.I also love mama "

" la, andika loves you and eleana so much that all her assets are passed down to you and eleana without any conditions "

" i can't accept mah, let alone eleana is not Andika's biological child .. "

" it's a dear andika's treasure, and andika also has no siblings or half-sisters so you deserve it dear .. "

FIVE YEARS LATER ..

It turned out that two months after Andika died I was getting worse , my body felt limp not being able to accept any food ..

it seems like I have a hard time forgetting the figure of the man he has deeply embedded in my heart and mind .

mama felt like I was weird, she forced me to go see a doctor . I refused but she insisted on telling me to go to the hospital .

And after dimas came home from college, my mom took me to the hospital, and it turned out ..

I'M PREGNANT !!!

I just remembered because After having sex with andika I immediately rushed away , I forgot to take my pills .

And because a few days later there were too many events I even forgot about it, oh my god, good thing this little you survived the shooting at the time .

andika left and God gave me a gift of a junior .

now that child has grown up well into a handsome, intelligent and slightly possessive child towards me as well as eleana .

her clear brown eyes really remind me of the figure of her father whom I always miss, we miss more precisely .

even when she called me mommy, I remembered you calling me when she wanted to be pampered .

" Jamess !! where's my hairpin ?? I want to go to school, quickly open the door !! yell eleana .

" i didn't take your hairpin, you think I'm a girl ?? " answered James from his room .

" But you always fuck me, quick james I'll be late !! "

" god is still this early?, have a fight ?? "

" mommy, james took my hairpin .". " said eleana while pursing her lips .

" you mean this ? " my words while showing the strawberry-shaped pink hairpin eleana's favorite .

" yeah you put it in the bathroom .. "

" i'm sorry james, I love you . " cried eleana and immediately ran to the dinner table continuing her breakfast .

ccq ..

james's door was opened ,

" But I hate you sloppy eleana .. "

james closed the door again .

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for five years andika's departure, I really felt empty .

every night I always lock the room and will sleep if my crying stops, people close to me must understand why every morning my eyes are always swollen .

andika gives a deep impression to me, she is good even very good she is handsome even very handsome for me, she is very sincere and for sure I miss the warmth of her embrace .

And for arkan , I haven't told it ..

let him get what he wants his prayers granted by God .

I can't be owned by anyone but him, right now I don't belong to anyone .

andika died and arkan died .

in fact , arkan died while his operation had not taken place .

as if he had given up on fate, he would rather die with his love and ambition .

I am now alone without them, but there are two angels whom the Lord entrusted in their stead .

maybe God wants my life to be peaceful so god gave me the event, even though my heart is fragile without dika but I must not look weak in front of my two angels .

*thank you andika, thank you ..

you are great men who have loved me in your own way ..

likewise I love you in my own way 'cause we can't be together anymore ..

I promise to look after your successors without favoritism because they are now the reason I live .

arkan , ''a ,

I loved you once I once felt a wonderful world when we were together .

sorry if I finally let you down because you are not the last in my heart* .

andika, ^ ,

my dear ones ..

I miss you ika, I don't know when this miss will be reciprocated ..

if in the silence of the night the heart can still speak, surely you hear the song of longing that I created without words .

-**end

thank you genk's for all this time ..

love love love**