Butterflies
chapter 7
Andika POVs
This morning it's 08:00 but lula hasn't come yet, is she sick or is she embarrassed to meet me because last night ??
Maybe to regret and apologize was useless it feels he must be very disgusted with me at this time .
" Dik lula did not come forward why ? Lo semalem to his boarding house, what's the situation ?" Ask Armand to worry .
" To the pantry I want to tell the story .. "my word while walking towards the pantry and Armand followed me .
Now I'm sitting opposite Armand and telling him everything that happened last night with lula, there's nothing I've hidden from him .
Then Armand stood up and pulled my shirt collar and hit me very hard .
" ***** LO AT , ******* !! " maki Armand he went somewhere because when I came back to our room, he wasn't there either .
" Lo why is it the same Armand ? " Tanya Tian my table and she's next door .
" It's okay, where's doi ? " Take me back .
" Remove him bring his bag ... , Why the hell njiiirr seriously I just **** !! " Tian curious .
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Still Andika POV's
I tried to call lula's phone, not active, Armand was the same .
Then I called intan , connected ...
" Where ntan , oohh ... Lula have any news ?? Ohh okay okay thanks no .. "
Info from diamond lula permission not to enter because of illness and maybe later home from work he and Erna will visit .
I was a little relieved because I thought lula would resign, I would definitely feel very guilty if lula to resign because I knew she was the one who financed her two sisters , he did like this to be made a slave to lust because of his sisters .
But now I feel inferior to arkan because with arkan lula serve with love but when with me he cries , O god what I have done .
Idiot did cover up his own feelings and ended up exploding and even hurting him . I have to meet him once more to explain everything after I take care of my resignation letter later , I better give up because this is all my fault .
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The Lula POV
I thought it was Andika who came to apologize but it turned out that Armand she hugged me tightly and she apologized for letting Andika meet me with a state of great jealousy .
Then Armand told me everything, all the feelings of Andika more precisely and I just found out that Dita and Andika were dating only status , so a year ago on my birthday Andika wanted to give me a surprise , Armand and Tian had already warned against needing to do so as it would definitely be heartbroken as arkan must have also come to give me sureprise .
But Andika ngeyel she still came to my boarding house with a large teddy bear with pink ribbon and it turned out right when she saw me hugging friendly with arkan , Andika was upset she went to the club and drank until drunk, and when she realized she was in the room of Dita the girl she did not know at all .
And it turns out that Dita is still virgin, Andika feels guilty and wants to marry her but Dita does not want to, and they agree to only dating unless Dita is pregnant Dita is willing to marry . Dita's attitude was cold to Dika even though the beginning of Dika had tried to be kind and gentle to Dita and it turns out Dita was discovered by Dika already had someone she liked , since then Dika also returned to Dita and actually her feelings for me did not fade in the slightest .
I realized that Andika's feelings towards me were different from those of Armand and Tian , although it looks cute and cold but Dika is full of attention with me even she never slept 2 days accompanied me in the hospital when I was in an accident , Tian and Armand took turns to take care of me but not Andika she was also the most careless of my wound affairs and at that time would only visit me when I wanted to go home , he said, but he paid everything . I have also crossed paths to love Andika but I thought that I would live a decent life ?? Then what only with love will my sisters be happy too ?? My income and Andika are the same then where is it possible Andika will give me money like arkan kasih ??
Stop to expect it , keep it the best .
Gts ...
Gts ...
Gts ..
Who ?? What is my inner Tian, Armand had already come home 15 minutes ago after telling everything and making sure I ate the grilled chicken he brought him straight away home .
Turns out Andika, I want to close the door again Dika also hold it .
" Pliss I want to talk for a moment, I promise I will not hurt Lo , the door is open how ?? " Said to plead .
I opened the door and let him in. I sat on the side of the bed he stood in front of me .
" La I know if I'm sorry for sure it doesn't work for Lo , even I myself am also confused what to do now to Lo , Lo , because if there is a guy who does a little brash just the same Lo I must look tuh people, but even now I'm the bastard La ... "
Andika was now sitting on the carpet and I was still speechless just looking in her direction .
" Tomorrow Lo go to work if Lo males see me, just calm La I have resigned this day ... " Even if he was bowed .
" I'm wrong la la , I'm the one who gave up ... " Said he stood up and left .
" What's wrong, Lo likes me ? " My words made Andika stop restrained .
" Is that important to you ?? And have you never thought or thought about my feelings ?? " Said Dika while looking at me sharply .
" I just don't want to geer aja dik , and if You don't say I know where do you know ?? It seems I can be more appreciative of the feeling of Lo if Lo honest !! " Reply .
" Would I say what is not the same, I'm poor not entitled to love Lo yaudah enough in my heart just , could be a friend Lo aja I am already seneng but unfortunately I**** so have to lose my position !! "
Andika went away , I cried back . I lost him, I should be happy because he won't show up in front of me again because if I keep meeting him I always remember his act of harassing me last night , even though he was right to transfer me 15 million . That was harassment for me, because I only did that with someone who was my girlfriend and did it without coercion because I did not want to be called ******* .
Maybe I'm crying because I'm gonna lose her attention . Annika ....
🎶Padamu owner
A heart I never had
Which is present as
Part of my life story
You I love
I always try
Be as you ask
I know you actually know
But you choose as if you do not know
You're hiding my love
Behind the mask of your fake friendship
You made me a shadow lover
To accompany when you feel lonely
I've been following stories for years
Love itself
Maybe it's true
Love is no longer valuable
All free
When you have no treasure
I know you actually know
But you choose as if you do not know
You're hiding my love
Behind the mask of your fake friendship
You made me a shadow lover
To accompany when you feel lonely
I've been following stories for years
Love itself
Love itself
I know you actually know
But you choose as if you do not know
You're hiding my love
Behind the mask of your fake friendship
You made me a shadow lover
To accompany when you feel lonely
I've been following stories for years
Love itself
Love yourself 🎶
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Today I went back to work, and Andika really resigned, I tried just plain . And I have asked Armand not to tell the incident Andika and me to anyone including Tian, diamond and brother Erna .
This afternoon also let me pick him up yesterday afternoon arrived in Jakarta, I want to talk about important things with him today so when he invited me shopping I refused him .
" dear go straight to the hostel I am ajaa . "my word .
Arkan had bought a lot of food for supplies until night , yes he did not smoke but he hobbies snacking hehhehe ...
I replaced my work clothes with a spaghetti-styled dress on red-lit knees that matched my whites perfectly , when I tie my hair let me hug from behind her nose caress my neck kiss her .
His hands are starting to mischievously play in my chest area .
" I miss nta .. " Said then kissed my tiny lips .
I let go of her kiss, 'kan knitted her forehead .
" I want to say a word, continued again deh . "I smiled mischievously .
I almost forgot there were still faint reddish marks on Reza's ex back then, because Andika didn't leave the kiss mark I was afraid arkan was suspicious .
" Yeahngg mama yesterday called me .." Now my position is on Reza's lap on the edge of my bed .
" Continue , He asked for money ?? Ask him to cut.
" Bukaaaann, she told me to marry her so she calmed down she said afraid I was far away from her ... " I said spoiled, actually mama did not ask me to marry I just want to know what is serious or not because I was dating long enough but not even though I was introduced to her family , painful .
" I can tell you what you want, but not for marriage ." he said, staring at me intently .
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