BUCIN (Need Love)

Section 64

...BUCINS...

...(.(.Need Love)...

...Author by: David Khanz...

...Section 64...

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"Crazy! This is totally insane!"

I slammed myself into the bed. It feels like crying, roaring themselves to shock and when necessary until unconsciousness. It was better so that for a while I could forget this moment of life from the figure of Om Bram I dreamed of.

Goddamnit!

Not only did I realize after listening to the words of Bi Mamas earlier, I even hoped to be the last figure who was able to complete the shortcomings and mistakes of a Bramanditya's past. Is it because I love him too much? Crazy for her? Or is love really blind?

I'm confused now. Forward, persevere, or retreat from the achievement of this enormous ideal. All of them contain their own risks and consequences. Especially my future.

Really not expecting, a Bram who I consider the perfect man, it turns out he once had a dark story. But hope is always there, right? It's just the past. If you want to love someone, also enjoy the past life history for learning. Theory is always looking for justification. The point is to get something you want in a variety of ways. Didn't he?

"Once again I beg you, do not tell this matter to anyone yes, Non," pinta Bi Mamas wholeheartedly. "Especially until Mr. Bram's family knew, Non Alya knew everything from me."

Yes, I am very grateful for the honesty expressed by the figure of the housekeeper. This time I believe. Might as well. Not as he once said ….

"Don't Auntie ever say, if Auntie worked in this family from half her age Della?" manyaku. "Auntie also said, there was another maid before Aunt Widya died first. Which one is it, Bi?"

The look on Bi Mamas' face was like regret. In a soft voice he replied, "I'm sorry, Non. At that time I deliberately lied so that Non Alya no longer wondered about Mr. Bram's family."

"So that's the reason?"

"Yes, Non. Sorry for me."

I can only nod and sigh in annoyance. So it's true, all the people I've known so far, they've been compact conspiring to lie to me.

From the narration of Bi Mamas anyway, I am increasingly aware that not always what I hide, will always be stored neatly.

"I also often suspect the same Non Alya," said the figure of a woman whose stature resembles the figure of Ceu Idoh in the soap opera Promo Pension, "kalo Non Alya likes the same Mr. Bram."

"Well?!" I was surprised amazingly.

"I'm sorry if I'm wrong, Non. I don't mean anything. Just pity to see Non Alya so far," said Bi Mamas again accompanied by a slow sob. "At first I thought, maybe Non Alya's attitude is just ordinary behavior like a child's equally father. It is also because I have been horrified, Non Alya is already considered as the adopted son of Mr. Bram. That's right, Non? Duh, sorry .. kok, I'm so digressing, huh?"

"It's okay, Bi. Do it" I said encouragingly and calming him. "I promised you I wouldn't get angry, would I?"

"Really, Non?"

"Yes. Trust me," I said. "I would rather talk about my Aunt now than ever."

"S-me .. s-me …."

"Come, continue, Bi. Just be honest."

After taking a deep breath, Bi Mamas continued saying, "Yaaa. I thought so. T-but .. duh, sorry-sorry yes, Non."

"Yes, I'm sorry about the space above. Terusin .. continue …."

"I often pay attention to the attitude of Non Alya with Mr. Bram, not like the relationship of children with the father," said Bi Mamas while looking down, but occasionally glancing to make sure that I keep putting on a sweet face. "Especially the time ... in the hospital yesterday it was loh, Non."

"Where are you, Bi?" I'm following along remembering.

"Ooohhh? Continues to?" I remember now and more curious about Bi Mamas' view of me all this time.

"I will enter the treatment room Non Della, continue to see Non Alya with Mr. Bram in the chair," said Bi Mamas increasingly interesting to note. "Yaaa, as a woman who has been young and married, at least I immediately understand what else happened."

"Me and Om Bram don't do anything, really," I defended myself.

"Yes, Non. But it's ... still, for me it means something else."

"Ooohhh, is that what Bi Mamas says? Hhmmm, yeah yeah .. whatever, anyway." I have not avoided the perception expressed by BI Mamas. Besides, it's true. Hi-hi's.

My shock became more and more so as Bi Mamas continued to ask, "Non Alya likes Mr Bram?"

"W-what?"

"Did Non-Alya love Mr. Bram?" He reaffirmed the question.

Ah, how is this? I think Bi Mamas has been honest since. So, is it reasonable if now I'm lying? No. gabe. Lying is done just to cover up reality and I don't want to hide this feeling for as long as possible. Even if a Bram still has not convinced put the same feelings on me, at least this woman figure should know the truth.

"City …." Suddenly I hugged Bi Mamas. I can no longer bear to keep my feelings of sadness as a woman. "I'm in love with Om Bram, Biii. Hix-hiks-hiks. I've had this feeling ever since I started seeing that guy."

"Yes, Allah .. Non Alya," whispered Bi Mamas while stroking my hair gently. "I thought this was going to happen, Nope."

"I don't know, why should he, the man I expected, Bi?" I hugged Bi Mamas tighter and tighter. "I can't fall in love other than Om Bram. I've been trying to make him sleep, but ndak canaa .. hhuuu .. hhuuu."

"Yes, Allah .. pity Non Alya," hiss Bi Mamas sounded softly.

"I'm confused about how else to do Om Bram. I don't want Della to know any of this. Moreover... hiks-hiks-hiks .. Della has a disease that can recur at any time. I don't want to hurt Della, Bi, but I also really love Om Braaammm. Hhuuu .. hhuuu .. hhuuu."

"Babies, Non. Calm down first" said Bi Mamas trying to cheer me up. "Shortly ... I'll take some water first, okay?"

As soon as our embrace was released, he rushed to get me a glass of water and immediately gulped down until there was nothing left. Hopefully this can replace the tears that have been pouring profusely just now. Hhmmm, how come it's like talking about rain, huh?

Ah, I don't care. This honest expression is able to reduce the weight of the burden that has been contained in the heart. Yeah, slightly. Not many. The rest may be only in the answer Om Bram a person who can eliminate everything. When's? I don't know. He is a true PHP. The False Hope Bounty. His attitude is like lust for me, but never completely execute this self until ludes. Eh?

"Non Alya really loves Mr. Bram, right? Indeed, almost all women who know Mr. Bram. In appearance, Mr. Bram is perfect. Handsome, tall, and also hairy like a kebon caterpillar." Bi Mamas eyes suddenly like sparkling. Maybe you are imagining the figure in question. The heat!

"Bi Mamas likes Om Bram?" All of a sudden, this jealousy intruded upon the soul. My hope is, not only miss, but others can also .. eh?

"I'm sorry, Non," said Bi Mamas immediately realized. "Even if it is old, but admiring other men .. is a reasonableness."

"studied? Keep Aunt's own husband?" I just felt bad for the shadow he was thinking about.

"Yaaa .. I also like my husband, Non. Although not as much hairy as Mr. Bram, but my husband also has fur where it should grow fur."

"Iihhh," my hiss as she grinned bitterly.

"I realize, my heart is beautiful, attractive, cool, or something .. I will not want to say hello to Mr. Bram," added Bi Mamas raise my curious status which initially began to decline.

"Why, Bi?"

That figure was looking at me sharply. Then he said, "I don't want to be the same fate as the late Ms. Widya."

Whoa, what the hell is this? What happened to Aunt Widya during her life? What did Om Bram do?

Crazy one! This I must immediately break the head of this Mamas Bi so that all the secrets about the Om Bram family can be fulfilled to the end.

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