BUCIN (Need Love)
Section 17
...BUCINS...
...(.(.Need Love)...
...Author by: David Khanz...
...Section 17...
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We immediately stopped the conversation. Nothing to conclude. Except for a few questions; Della was confiding or trying to save me. Don't he suspect that I've liked his papa all this time? The danger! This is something to avoid.
Suddenly my phone shook. There is an incoming message notification. Thankfully, his voice was silenced. Della didn't notice when I opened the notification balloon. From Andre.
[Alya, do you have a minute? I want to talk to you directly. Please, answer yes.]
Della was still walking slowly in front. Then I replied to that message as soon as possible.
[What's necessary, Dre? I'm with Della again.]
[Just for a moment, Lya. Please.]
I thought for a moment before deciding to return back.
[OKAY. Where's where?]
[Current perpus room.]
[Alright. But not for long? Fear Della suspected.]
[OKAY. I'm waiting now, Lya.]
[Yes.]
After putting the phone in the bag, I rubbed Della's arm. “Del, you first, yes.”
“Where are you going?” ask Della for wonder.
“Toilet. I'll go to class, deh.”
“Ya, it's there.”
“OK, Del.”
Damnit damnit! I had to lie to my best friend. Again for the reason of force.
Andre was already in the library room as soon as I entered. The man smiled happily. “Thank you, yes, you already stuck to come,” Andre said as soon as we faced.
“But don't take long, yes, Ndre. There is class, though. Asdosnya has come,” timpalku while sitting in a chair. “What's up, anyway?”
“Quiet aja. Asdosnya not yet come, kok.” Andre grinned.
“You mean?”
“So I told my friend to send a message to Della, if the dosage has arrived.”
“Tega very, hell, you, Ndre!” I'm so worried that Della will be looking. Then we found ourselves sitting together in the library. “Pettings, deh. What's it gonna take, anyway?”
“OK, briefly .... “ Andre breath. “You remember, right, our conversation a few weeks ago in that college park. When you again wait for Della who said she was facing the lecturer?” I'm nodding. It has begun to be able to guess, let alone the chat that will be present in a moment. “Sorry to me, Lya. I just want to make sure of your answer. I tried to endure and be patient. Until the end of today, I should be able to get certainty from you immediately. How, Lya?”
Suddenly my tongue was gone. It feels so hard to move. I don't know what to say. Some of the time can only be silent while adjusting the breath a little tight.
I raised my face. Look at the man's greenish-colored eyeballs. White faces like the Erofa people there. Climics without leaving thin feathers as well as ... About Bram.
Yeah, God! At a time like this, why was it that such a flamboyant man was present. I need to stay focused and control my senses. After all, the figure in front of it is not Om Bram. He's Andre. The young man waiting for an answer.
“You seriously want to be close to me, Ndre?” I ended up with all my might coming out of my mouth. “Of course, Lya. I'm not kidding anymore. It's a matter of the heart. Not to be played,” replied Andre reassuringly.
“You are ready with all the possibilities, if you find something you don't expect later in me?” Frankly I doubtfully said. “Of course I'm ready, Lya. I really like you,” Andre said back.
I'm down. It felt powerless to look at the motion of the man's eyes so sharply piercing. Huge expectations of him so that I would meet his aspirations. “I'm not the right person you make someone to prepare for your future later, Ndre. Many shortcomings I have.”
“I don't care about that, Lya. I love you and I'm ready to accept everything that's on you. In fact, if you do not have the same taste though.”
“You mean?”
“You don't have to love me, Lya. I'm enough to love you! For me it's enough.”
Crazy one! Totally ‘bucin’ this boy. Even he was willing to crave himself to me for the sake of his personal ambition. Just like I felt for other men. About Bram. Him again!
“Today I really can't forget you, Lya. I was tortured before knowing your answer,” Andre stressed. “ ... or are you afraid Della knows about us?”
I'm shaking. It's not just that.
“If you want, we can move to college from here. To my family's country of origin in England. Let's not be dominated by your friend. We got married and went to college there, Lya. How?”
It is crazy to think of this man. He thinks I'll be tempted by all his offers? Uh, Andre. Is that how you judge women? Our way of thinking is not that simple. Everything should be planned carefully and clearly. It also cannot be used as a reference to draw conclusions. In a short while, everything could change in an instant. Because our way of thinking is often based on mood.
Recalling my conversation with Della just a moment ago, it felt like fulfilling a dream to be with Om Bram was very risky. Not wanting to hurt the girl, with the consequences of missing another coveted opportunity. Dilemmatic.
Now in front of me was someone offering a romance of some kind. Of course it will be different. It's because my heart is fixed on another figure ....
I nodded slowly.
“You accept me, Lya?” ask Andre not to believe it. Throw her voice so bright. Between happy and happy. “Yes, God! Is this true, Lord?” exclaim Andre repeatedly. He looked at me with a smile. “You want .... “
“Cuy!”
Suddenly someone's voice sounded. Not far from where we are at the moment. As soon as Andre and I turned to the direction where the voice had come from.
“Della?”
The girl stood with her hands folded on her chest. Staring at us with a sharp look.
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I hurriedly got up from my seat. Then hunt down the figure of Della who stared intently. “Sorry to me, Del. It's not like you saw. I .... “
“What's clear?” della asked coldly. “Not accidentally meet Andre in the toilet, he keeps making you talk from me here. So?”
I touched the girl's shoulder. “I'm just talking to you for a second, kok, Del. I was curious and maybe he wanted to convey something important. That's it.”
“Then? She said what's the same you?” Della smiled blandly between the gazes that seemed to be skinning me.
I glanced for a moment at Andre. The man remained in his place. Sculpting while watching us.
“Ndak, really. No talk of anything. We .... “
“You've been alone for a long time in this space. Facing each other so without anything?” Della laughed dryly. Funny or intentionally laughing at me? I don't know. “What’s going on here, Alya? Just tell me now.”
...CONNECT ...
